【This chapter is seven thousand words, two-in-one chapter ~】

Chapter 594 [Humanity, and unknown premonition]

Bang!!

Xia Xiaolei punched the sandbag in front of him almost flew out. Under the influence of inertia, when the sandbag flew back, Xia Xiaolei was ready. After kicking it out, he heard a muffled sound, and the sandbag was kicked directly!

The sand was flowing on the ground, and Xia Xiaolei hugged the sandbag and gasped.

This is the training room of the base, and Xia Xiaolei was covered in sweat. The originally weak mountain boy, after these days of training and the hardships of almost self-abuse in the training room every day, coupled with the transformation of some drugs in the system, the muscles on his body are already very obvious, and the streamlined muscle profiles have already looked very beautiful.

He gasped for a while, picked up a bottle of physical drink from the base and poured it down.

This is one of the several benefits that the base can provide. This physical supplement beverage is produced by the base and is much stronger than the functional beverages in the outside world. When you drink it when you are tired, your physical strength recovery will be faster than normal people.

After filling a bottle of slightly sweet and sour physical drinks in one breath, Xia Xiaolei took up a towel and wiped the sweat from his body.

At this time, the door to the training room opened.

Hashiki walked in and saw Xia Xiaolei at first, and he was stunned for a moment. After the two of them looked at each other, Hashiki sighed and lowered his head to turn around and leave.

"...Please wait a moment." Xia Xiaolei suddenly called her.

"Hmm?" Hakiki-shi smiled and said, "Is there anything wrong?"

The smile on Hakiki's face cannot be said to be fake, but it is a standard polite and slightly defensive smile.

Xia Xiaolei walked over and stood in front of Qimuxi: "We... can't always go on like this."

Shikigi's chest undulated for a moment, looked at Xia Xiaolei, and said with a forced smile: "I don't understand what you mean."

"In the copy of Jerusalem, we fell into a illusion and then that conflict broke out." Xia Xiaolei's tone was a little difficult, but he still gritted his teeth and said these words.

Hakiki's face changed!

Subconsciously, she would remember the tragic conflict between the two of them in the dungeon, falling into the environment!

The most deadly consequence of that devilish illusion is not to create the worst effect that confuses people. In that illusion, the worst, darkest, and deepest hidden negative emotions and thoughts in everyone's heart are all induced and erupted!

In that illusion, the two of them fought almost to death, while a teammate of a team almost killed each other.

The Jerusalem copy has now become a taboo word in the Meteorites. Over the days, it seems that everyone is trying to avoid mentioning that copy experience.

It was not just because of Qiao Qiao's death in that dungeon and the sacrifice of his teammates.

More importantly, in that dungeon, each of the team members who fell into the illusion was induced to have negative emotions buried deep in their hearts. After the outbreak, deep grudges and cracks arose between everyone.

That miserable victory in the dungeon was the most tragic since the establishment of the Meteorite Team and also the most negative impact.

Xia Xiaolei and Qimuxi met in that copy and almost died together. More importantly, the two exposed the darkest and most negative emotions in their hearts.

Although the copy has ended, the cracks that have already been created cannot disappear.

More than two people, even the most mature and persistent tire in the team became a little taciturn after the dungeon. The two brothers had the best relationship with each other, but after the dungeon, anyone with a discerning eye could see that there was something strange between the two.

"We can't always go on like this." Xia Xiaolei gritted his teeth and looked at Hakikisi with his eyes in front of him: "We are a team. Before the Jerusalem dungeon, our team was intimate. Everyone absolutely trusted their teammates. When fighting, they were willing to hand over their backs to their teammates without reservation, and even were willing to block the knife for their opponents... The leader said that our team was still very weak, but we broke through strong enemies again and again and again and achieved victory in the dungeon. In addition to strength and luck, the most important point is that we are united enough."

The girl bit her lips and refused to speak.

A strange look flashed in Xia Xiaolei's eyes. He suddenly stepped around Qimuxi, walked to the door of the training room, closed the door, and pressed the lock button.

“…what are you doing?”

"Solve the problem, we are here." Xia Xiaolei shook his head: "I am very stupid, but I understand the truth. If the problem between us is not solved, it is the crack hidden in the team... So, it is here, just today, now, we solve the problem between us! If we don't solve it, we won't go out!"

Hashiki subconsciously pinched the corner of his clothes.

"There are only two of us here, so what is buried in our hearts? After the copy was over, no matter how ugly the words we said were due to feelings, we would say them here! Say them all, say it happily, and then, let's solve it!" Xia Xiaolei's tone was determined and unquestionable determination.

Hakikisi seemed weak, and after a minute of silence, the girl raised her head and stared at Xia Xiaolei: "Okay! Since you said that, then let's do it like this. What do you want to hear me say?"

"Whatever you think, just say it. You can say everything, in this room... I said it's so satisfying, let's solve it together. After leaving the room, we will never mention this matter again and completely solve the problem!"

"Okay!" Hashiki, who had always been weak, had a trace of determination flashed in his eyes at this moment.

She walked to the side, looked at the bottle of functional drink on the table, and ignored the fact that the bottle of drink had been drunk by Xia Xiaolei for most of it. She picked it up and poured it into her mouth.

After drinking, the girl wiped her mouth hard, then turned her head to look at Xia Xiaolei: "Then, I'll start first."

Xia Xiaolei nodded.

"I... have always been very depressed in this team. Especially when facing you... to be precise, especially when facing you! Xia Xiaolei!"

Xia Xiaolei didn't speak.

"In that illusion, the bad guy turned into my brother's appearance, and then you killed it... I was very excited, but I didn't hate you afterwards. Although I was not smart, I was not a fool. I knew to distinguish right from wrong. What you killed was the bad guy who turned into my brother, and I wouldn't hold a hatred for you. But Xia Xiaolei, I...I still hate you."

"Why do you hate me?"

Qi Muxi stared at Xia Xiaolei, and she took a deep breath: "Okay, since I said it, I'll just say it's so happy. Who has no dark side in his heart? You want to hear it, Xia Xiaolei, then I will tell you, I hate you, because...before I come to this team, you are the weakest, most useless and most useless one in the team!!"

Xia Xiaolei's body was shocked.

"I won't say that the leader of the team. He is the backbone of our team and my life-savior. Even if I have opinions about anyone, I can only respect and be grateful to him. Brother Roddy is strong, and his mechanical ability is one of the pillar skills of the team. The two elder brothers of the tire spare tire are both veterans, and in addition to being strong, they are also rich in experience. I only respect them. Sister Qiao Qiao, not to mention... She is the lover of the leader, and she is so beautiful, and she is so good, and she is so strong... Even Xiuxiu, the youngest, has very powerful skills. Every time she fights, she will burst out with terrifying power."

Hakiki Xi said one by one, and finally looked at Xia Xiaolei: "And you, Xia Xiaolei, you are not here."

Xia Xiaolei snorted.

"They all say that your skills are discounts for system purchases. Well, but because of this, you are the target of everyone's protection every time you copy. Your positioning has become a logistics staff and an auxiliary staff... Your own strength has almost no combat skills. When you are fighting fiercely, you can only play soy sauce. I think... Xia Xiaolei, you must be very grateful to me!"

"Um?"

"You must be very grateful to me! The weakest person in the Meteorite Team was originally you! But after I came to the team, your status suddenly changed. You are no longer the guy who was dragging his legs! Even if you are not strong enough, with my arrival, you are no longer the weakest one! And I, Hakishi, have replaced you, become the weakest waste in the Meteorite Team!"

Xia Xiaolei was stunned.

He didn't expect that Hakiki, who had always been cowardly and silent, was like a kitten, would actually say such sharp words!

Moreover... some of the heart-killing words made Xia Xiaolei ask himself, but he couldn't refute it!

Because, perhaps in my heart, I have indeed had such thoughts to more or less.

"I am very weak, not very brave, and very cowardly... but it does not mean that I am an idiot, nor am I an innocent and ignorant girl who knows everything!" Hashiki's eyes flashed with a strange look: "I had no home when I was very young. My brother and I depend on each other for a mess! We traveled around the world and saw too many things in this world! Although my brother has been trying hard to protect me,... I have also seen many, many... evil, disgusting, sinful, and dark things.

Xia Xiaolei, don’t think of me as a blank piece of paper that I don’t understand anything. I am just timid and cowardly, but it doesn’t mean I don’t understand anything.”

Xia Xiaolei was stunned.

"I am fifteen years old this year. Ten years ago, I understood this principle when I was five years old. My brother told me... We are all very young and very weak. When we encounter bullying others, we have no ability to resist. We have not resisted. When the streets are messy, even if we go to pick up scatters, we will be beaten away by others. My brother has resisted and was beaten to death. My brother has learned a principle. He taught me: Since I don't have the ability to resist and have no ability to protect myself, then just play the role of a weak person honestly. When others bully you, if you can't beat others, just lower your head and give in and don't resist. Try to give in and try to be a weak person. Maybe others bully or bully, and you will let you go. So, this has been like this for the past ten years! I am very timid and cowardly, because I am very weak!

Over the years, who has helped me and protected me besides my brother? When I met a bad guy, I couldn’t resist, so I could only kneel down and kowtow to beg for mercy. When I met a villain, I couldn’t protect myself, so I could only try my best to avoid and escape. You can laugh at me as cowardly as possible, but I don’t have a home, I don’t have protection, and I’m so young. What else can I do? What can I do!! What can I do!!! Tell me, what can I do?!"

Xia Xiaolei pursed his lips.

"Besides my brother, the one I am most grateful to is the leader." Hakiki's eyes were filled with tears: "Brother is dead, but the leader protected me. No, not just protection. He also took me in, took me back here, met everyone, and asked me to join this team. I always felt that the leader gave me the biggest and most precious thing, not only protection, not only saving my life. More importantly, he gave me. In the past fifteen years, no one has ever given me anything except my brother, that is..."

Hakishi took a deep breath: "Dignity!"

After a pause, she continued: "I have never been like now. In a team, I have companions, family, and friends... no one bullies me, and regard me as a person, a dignified person. Whatever I want and get, I don't have to kneel down and pray, and I don't have to play a weak person or a poor beggar! The leader taught me a lot of things, the brother of the tire spare tire taught me a lot of things, and although Brother Roddy often joked about me, I knew they had no malice. They did not look down on me, but really regarded me as a companion... Although they were very weak, they never minded this. They would teach me things seriously and teach me to become stronger. But... the treatment they gave me was respect! For the first time in my life, I felt the taste of dignity from someone other than my brother.

I finally felt like a human being! Instead of a stray cat, stray dog, or a poor worm who can be bullied at will.

Do you think I don’t understand anything? Xia Xiaolei! I understand! I even see more than you, and I understand more than you! When I was very young, I wandered around with my brother. I have seen so many hateful bad people, you can’t even imagine!

When I started growing up in the past two years, I encountered even more disgusting things! Some bad people pretended to be nice to you, but in fact... I was greedy for my body, wanted to bully me, and do disgusting things.

Humph, Xia Xiaolei, I can tell who is a good person, who is sincerely good to me, and who is sincerely treating me as a human being."

"So, what do you think of me?" Xia Xiaolei asked in a muffled voice.

"...you?" Hakishi sighed: "At the beginning, you seemed to be the same as everyone else, but... I soon discovered that your attitude towards me was a bit strange. Although it seemed nothing on the surface, I always felt that you were quietly targeting me in many things. After I came, although you were no longer the weakest one in the team, at the same time, I think you are no longer the little brother protected by everyone. Moreover, sometimes, I can feel that you seem to look down on me. You think I am a waste, a guy who is dragging my back.

Well, this is what you said very clearly when we were in the illusion, when we were clashing, you pinched my neck and almost strangled me to death. I remember everything you said clearly. You said 'You were originally a waste in the team'! Yes, that's what you said."

Xia Xiaolei stopped talking.

In fact, he remembered what he said that day.

Well, what else have you said besides the sentence "You are originally a waste in the team"?

Yes, I also said, "A guy like you is not qualified to stay in our team."

Well, that's what I said at that time!

"You also said, "You said, 'A guy like you is not qualified to stay in our team.', right, Xia Xiaolei?" Qimuxi stared at the boy in front of him.

"Yes, I said it." Xia Xiaolei murmured.

"This sentence actually has two meanings." Hashiki smiled miserably: "Look, I said that although I am timid, I actually know everything. You say 'a guy like you' means I am very weak, a waste, a drag. You look down on me in your bones. And you said 'our team'. Well, yes, you think this is your team, but it is not my Hashiki's team. In your heart, you never treat me as a teammate. In your heart, you always treat me as an outsider, an outsider, a weak, useless, useless... to hold your thighs!"

Hakishi shed tears: "I am almost forgetting the days without dignity in the past. I am almost forgetting those begging, begging, weak, cowardly, bullied, kneeling on the ground and begging for mercy, and living like a dog! I felt the dignity of being a person in this team! However, on that day, in that copy, your words once again tore the little bit of dignity I just developed!"

She didn't seem to be too angry, but she just had a little sadness in her tone: "Maybe you will feel that you are weak, useless, and have no ability. Can't you say it yet?

But, Xia Xiaolei, tell me, what else can I do?

I am just weak! I am only fifteen years old, and I have never lived a good life. Most of the people I meet are bad people. Over the past ten years, I have been bullied. I have no ability or ability. I am afraid when I fight, because I have been bullied for ten years! I am cowardly, because no one has ever given me respect and dignity!

I am weak, that's because I'm being grabbed by this game world, my luck is not as good as you! I've got skills suitable for combat!! I'm just a teenage, helpless little girl.

Xia Xiaolei, do you look down on me?

OK! Then tell me, what else can I do? What can I do?
To be continued...