The law of evolution is that later generations are at the forefront, and time and space evolve into inorganic bodies. Inorganic bodies then become animals and plants. From fixed plants, they transform into quiet women who are entangled with people, and from lively animals, they transform into rough and risky men; men and women create children and children deduce dolls. Therefore, the supreme God should be the final product of evolution - Qian Zhongshu's "God's Dream".

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City W.

Walking up to the rooftop, Junlin saw Liu Zheng standing at the edge of the building.

He was looking down carefully, from this angle you could see the crowds of ants and vehicles as big as beetles below.

The dizziness brought by the sky made Liu Zheng tremble in his heart, and Junlin could see his legs trembling slightly.

From the side, there were scars after burns on his face, which made him look a little hideous and made Junlin difficult to judge his mood.

But from the trembling legs, he was still a little nervous and scared.

This made Junlin much more confident.

Just know how to be afraid.

The policeman at the exit told Jun Lin in a low voice: "He is in a very unstable mood now, you want..."

Junlin looked at him: "You want to tell me what to do?"

The policeman shut up immediately.

King Lin walked over leisurely.

Liu Zheng looked back and shouted, "Don't come over, if you come over again, I'll jump down!"

Jun Lin waved his hand and said that he had no intention of getting close.

He walked a few steps to the side, climbed up to the edge of the rooftop about five meters away from Liu Zheng, and then stood still like Liu Zheng.

The crowd below screamed again.

King Lin sat down and placed his feet outside.

He looked down and said slowly, "I'm not interested in your business, I just came over and jumped off the building."

Liu Zheng looked at him strangely: "Doesn't mean to play empathy? Let me lower my guard, and finally listen to your advice? You negotiating experts do this, right?"

Junlin chuckled, instead of answering his words, but continued to say to himself: "I have thought of many ways to commit suicide. The process of taking poison is a bit painful, the key is not necessarily dead, and it is to continue to suffer after survival; hanging, there is also a torment process, the key is to die, and the key is to die is still so ugly; jumping into the sea? I can swim, and I will probably hold on instinctively, and then regret it... After thinking about it, the most straightforward way is to jump off the building. It is simple, and the pain is short. The only problem is that you have to find a higher place, otherwise it will be a trouble if you don't fall to death."

Liu Zheng was silent for a moment.

Although he was wary, the fact that Junlin still talked about his heart.

Every suicide would probably consider choosing a way of death, and jumping off a building is indeed the simplest and simplest.

Junlin continued: "Actually, I have thought of a way, which is to do something bad, kill people, set fires, and be shot."

Liu Zheng was surprised. He looked at Jun Lin’s uniform and asked, “You are a policeman, and you still have this idea?”

Junlin gave him a blank look: "It's not okay to think about it? What you think about will not become a reality."

Liu Zheng was stunned for a moment.

Yes, who stipulates that police cannot have evil thoughts?

Jun Lin said again: "But it's strange to say that I am a man who is born with bad luck. I mean... just like prophecy, sometimes nonsense can be realized inexplicably."

If he comforted Liu Zheng, Liu Zheng might resist in his heart and jump down.

But he is telling stories now, which greatly aroused Liu Zheng's curiosity: "What about?"

Jun Lin said, "Once, a guy committed suicide because of a heartbreak. I went to talk to him, and I said, "I'm like you, and I'm also heartbreaker. And I'm even worse than you, because I can't afford the sky-high bride price and was broken up by my mother-in-law. But look, am I still living strongly?"

Liu Zheng snorted: "You negotiating experts are just nonsense, you are lying to him."

Jun Lin shrugged: "I lied to him at that time."

Liu Zheng was stunned: "You mean..."

Junlin nodded: "It came true later."

Liu Zheng snorted: "Nonsense, I don't believe it."

Junlin smiled and said, "Please, you didn't want to jump off the building because of a broken heart. Why am I lying to you for this?"

"You know what I'm doing?"

"If you want to persuade someone, you must understand him first..." Jun Lin's voice became low.

He looked at Liu Zheng and said, "You are too innocent...not worth it...very not worth it..."

Liu Zheng is a hero.

A hero who made the news not long ago.

On the way home from a night shift, he was persecuted by two hooligans because he saw injustice and protected a single woman. One of them poured gasoline on him and ignited it, causing him to have a mild burn.

This incident once caused a sensation. The reason for the sensation was not the two hooligans, but the girl who was rescued. When the girl ran away afterwards and the police needed to provide evidence, she refused to show up, saying that she was afraid of revenge. In the end, she even complained publicly, saying that Liu Zheng meddled with other people's business. Without him, she would not have encountered any danger in her life.

That's right, they just wanted to get to her.

What's even more annoying is that many people actually have this idea.

They believed that Liu Zheng's experience was self-inflicted and the result of meddling in other people's business. Without him, the situation would not have been so serious.

Of course, most people have normal moral values, and many people scold the girl for this.

The girl was therefore trapped in a whirlpool of public opinion.

The girl actually committed suicide.

Now, Liu Zheng suddenly became the culprit of the girl's suicide. Under the manipulation of someone who is interested, the public opinion trend changed rapidly, and Liu Zheng forced the girl to death.

There are even rumors that the two young men who have been arrested now are just taking advantage of some verbal benefits. Liu Zheng forced himself to stand up and beat the other party, which caused the other party to fight back. He also knocked the gasoline overturned, and then a cigarette butt fell...

In short, Liu Zheng was unable to argue and went from a hero to a sinner.

With such an experience, you can understand why Liu Zheng stood here.

Junlin whispered: "Being a good person is very tiring, right?"

Liu Zheng could no longer control his sadness.

He cried bitterly and shouted: "I don't want to be a good person anymore! What kind of shit is a good person? I have never done bad things in my life. Why? Why did I encounter such a thing? If it weren't for me at that time, Yue Mingzhu would have been raped by them. But in the end, she actually pushed me all the responsibility! I didn't say anything about her, and I didn't understand why she committed suicide. Why did I force her to death?"

The burned Yin and Yang face was twisted in tears, making it look particularly hideous.

Ugly appearance, hurt heart.

"It's really rare that you have prepared a fake medical examination report for yourself for this."

"Are you ready for trouble?" Jun Lin laughed and said, "Okay, my work is done and I'm going to go back and rest."

He said and walked forward.

"Hey, you still have a report or not."

Junlin waved his arm: "Please leave, let's talk after rest!"

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Back home, open the refrigerator and remove a can of Coke.

King's Landing threw himself on the sofa and turned on the TV.

A news is being broadcast in the news, and it seems that another strange incident occurred in a certain place. Some witnesses discovered UFOs and some videos were taken, but the video was blurred.

There have been more and more such broken news recently, but they have basically been proven to be fake.

Junlin didn't care, just stared at the TV series in a daze, took out the physical examination report and looked at it, and suddenly smiled: "If you knew this was true, what would you think?"

The physical examination report is true, Junlin really got cancer.

But he didn't say anything.

Until one time, my colleague accidentally saw the report, and when everyone came to comfort him and sympathize with him, Junlin was bored for no reason.

He hates being comforted and sympathized, which makes him feel like a loser, a weak person, and can only gain sympathy through his helplessness and despair.

Junlin disdains this.

So he made up a lie and said that he made this report specifically to deceive those who couldn't think of it.

It’s ironic to think about it. A person who is tortured by illness every day and wants to die early and reborn early, but he often comforts others that his life is precious and grasps every minute of his life.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this reason that while hypnotizing others, he also hypnotized himself, which made Jun Lin grit his teeth and persevere.

But the body gradually couldn't stand it.

This forced Junlin to take leave frequently.

Two days ago, when he went to the hospital again, the doctor told him that his current situation would last for three months if he did not undergo chemotherapy.

But Junlin refused.

He hates living a life of stagnation.

He can not commit suicide, but he doesn't want to survive.

He wanted nothing but painkillers.
To be continued...