Chapter 300 Don't have to meet again(1/2)
To be honest, Lu Zian is still mentally prepared for this meeting.
Although he didn't spend much time together at that time, he consciously understood Huo Shiya.
Too gentle advice is useless, it is better to just say it straightforward than to be tactful.
Huo Shiya was stunned for a moment, put her hands under the table and held them tightly, suppressing her emotions: "Break up... I was just joking at that time. Didn't I tell you, this is fun..."
"This is not fun." Lu Zi'an felt calm and was not angry at all: "For me, every time you say you break up, I actually want to agree directly many times. Although you think it is fun, in my opinion, this makes me very unhappy."
There have been all explicit and implied, but she doesn't understand.
Once or twice, he was going to save the situation at the beginning, but after talking about breaking up, she basically pretended that nothing had happened every day or two and continued to joke with him.
It seems to be tacit understanding, but it is actually fatigue.
"I know, you are angry with me..." Huo Shiya looked at him sadly: "You also stand on my side and think about it. You were so good at work at that time and suddenly you were going back. My mother didn't agree with me being with you. She would definitely be even more reluctant to leave..."
Seeing that Lu Zian didn't say anything, she tightened her fists and her voice became softer: "And I didn't say that I asked you to take your dad over to treat it, but you refused. You suddenly came back and lost your work. You can't use whatever you eat. You can't let me raise you..."
After saying that, he blinked at him playfully, but it would be so awkward to make such a girl's expression under the makeup of a royal sister.
Looking at her like this, Lu Zi'an was physically and mentally exhausted.
We had discussed it carefully at that time. He had a deposit, but the money could not be moved casually.
He was planning to resign and open a small studio and use this money as startup capital. With his skills at that time, it might not be possible to do large items, but it is still possible to do some restoration work, so naturally he would not have money to live.
The consumption in Changyan City is not as high as that in Yanghai City, and this money can support him without worrying about having no source of customers within three to five years.
He can also take care of his father nearby so that he can see hope and not die of depression.
However, Huo Shiya disagreed and insisted on using the money to pay the down payment.
It’s not impossible to pay the down payment, but what should he do next? What should his dad do?
She hadn't considered it. After she knew the existence of this money, she made endless trouble just because he refused to pay the down payment.
His heart was gradually fading, and the fuss was completely cold.
Later, after breaking up, he simply stopped opening a studio and focused on studying his skills.
Shen Si was withdrawn from his memory, and Lu Zi'an carefully used the words: "The past things have passed, and it is meaningless to be entangled with this. You should remember the situation at that time. I have also analyzed the specific things with you. We have different personalities and different values. Breakup is actually good for each other, so it's all over. Since you have nothing else, I will leave first after the meal."
"How can you do this!" Huo Shiya didn't expect that his reaction was exactly the same as her mother said. She felt a little uneasy, but she still heard her mother say, "I have come to these third-tier small cities for you. Can't you accompany me!"
Lu Zi'an paused slightly on the table with his fingers, and looked at her slightly frowned: "I don't have time, and... Shiya, we're breaking up."
He paused word by word, looked at her with a steady look, pressing his fingertips on the table, leaning slightly: "I don't want to speak too thoroughly. It's boring Shiya. You shouldn't come this time."
"Why shouldn't I come?" Huo Shiya also frowned and looked at him: "You were dishonest to me at the beginning. You had hundreds of thousands of dollars in deposits but never said that. If I had bought a house as soon as I met you, how could my mother treat you like that?"
Lu Zian curled his lips playfully, leaned into the seat, and said lightly: "That deposit is the inheritance left to me by my grandfather before his death, and I can't bear to let it go. And why do I have to buy a house as soon as I know you?"
Huo Shiya blurted out: "To marry me!"
“…”
The most fear of the sudden quiet air.
Lu Zian said that he couldn't answer this.
He thought about getting married when he met the Huo family, but later he was so heartbroken.
After seeing his reaction, Huo Shiya's face gradually turned pale: "Did you never think about marrying me?"
"It's meaningless to say this." Seeing the waiter looking at him at the door holding the dishes, Lu Zian raised his hand and said, "Come in."
Then he glanced at Huo Shiya: "We don't contact you anymore, don't go to me, at least leave a little beauty to each other's memories. Since you are here, I will do my best to the landlord, and I will treat this meal."
Although those memories are not very beautiful.
As an ex-boyfriend, he is also considered to be the most righteous.
In two years, Huo Shiya has not made any progress.
She is still so selfish and wishes that everyone in the world can surround her.
However, his temper was still a little restrained. He was not as tough as a young lady before. At least now she didn't dare to spit his face.
Seeing someone coming in, Huo Shiya sat down without saying a word.
During the meal, she wanted to start talking about the topic several times, but Lu Zian avoided it in a slight way.
After dinner, I was leaving. Lu Zi'an was checking out. Huo Shiya lowered her head and said, "I'll go to the bathroom."
There was a bathroom in the private room, but she ran outside.
Lu Zian also followed her and sat in the seat to play with her mobile phone.
As a result, not long after, someone pushed the door and came in. It turned out to be Huo Ma who had not met for a long time. Behind her, Huo Shiya was feeling wronged, and her eyes were already red.
"Hey, Lu Zian, what's going on with you? You were the one who wanted to get married at the beginning, but suddenly you ran away without saying a word." Huo Ma dressed up brightly and looked like a noble lady, but her mouth exposed her sarcasm: "I know, you have a little money now, so you don't like my Shiya anymore, right?"
Lu Zian didn't want to argue with her, so he stood up: "Since you are here, I'll leave Shiya to you, I'll leave first."
"Hey, stop." Huo Ma remembered Lu Zi'an's identity now and squeezed out a smile: "It was Auntie who said it was so serious just now. I was anxious when I saw Shiya's grievances. I know, you are just having fun with others. Men, I understand, let's do it like this. Tonight Yuelai Hotel, call your parents, let's have a meal together."
"What does it mean?" Lu Zian looked at her faintly.
"This... before getting married, you have to get engaged first? Your dad has done his hand? I just said, just raise it if his hand breaks, so you have to quit your job, haha..."
Seeing Lu Zi'an looking at her expressionlessly, Huo Ma couldn't smile anymore.
Lu Zian finally knew how Huo Shiya's self-righteous and self-centered habit came about.
"Auntie, you misunderstood." Lu Zi'an looked at her calmly, and his voice was quiet: "Shiya and I, no, Miss Huo, broke up two years ago. I hope you don't say such words again and cause misunderstandings. I'll leave first."
Huo Ma wanted to keep her but was stared at by his eyes so hard that she dared not speak, so she secretly pushed Huo Shiya.
Huo Shiya watched him leave silently, and suddenly felt her heart empty.
She suddenly remembered that Lu Zian had never said goodbye from the beginning to now.
Even for the final farewell, he did not say goodbye.
She suddenly understood Lu Zian's words.
I don't want to say goodbye because I don't have to say goodbye.
She thought, this was probably the only time they had a tacit understanding.
Huo Ma pushed her: "Hurry up and chase him! What's the use of crying with me? It's useful to cry with him. Did you talk to him as I said just now? If you said it, you would definitely not be like this..."
"If you don't go, I won't go. I just listened to you and I shouldn't have come at all!" Huo Shiya closed her eyes and regretted for the first time: "It was you who asked me to break up, and it was you who asked me to get back now. Didn't you realize that he doesn't love me at all? Mom, don't worry about me or not!"
"You dead girl..." Huo Ma was furious and pushed her head with one finger: "Listen to me, look at what's wrong with me, will Lu Zian have a future! As long as you catch them back, aren't all yours... Why are you crying? I'm not for your own good!"
It's okay to break up, at least I'll get one of his works, and she promised her old friend...
But seeing her daughter crying like this, she could no longer say what she said later.
After all, she still felt distressed. She patted Huo Shiya's back gently: "Listen to mom, I won't hurt you, so I'll go to him again. His parents still feel guilty about you. If it weren't for him, you wouldn't have broken up. If it weren't for this, it would be fine..."
"Go back now! I won't come again!" Huo Shiya covered her face and cried bitterly: "If you really do it for my good, don't force me again!"
She didn't care if she was cursive, she just wanted to cry happily.
For Zi'an, and for herself.
The sound effect of the private room is very good, and the empty singing is floating back and forth.
I can follow you, sleepwalking in the light like a shadow, I can wait at this intersection, no matter whether you will pass by...
Whenever I raise my head for you, I feel free even when I cry. Some love is like heavy rain, but it is still lost...
Her heart felt like it was tangled until her throat was hoarse.
Zi'an was right, she shouldn't have come this time.
She shouldn't have listened to her mother's words, remembering the pretentious words she said just now, she wished she could travel until before the meeting.
If she was given another chance, she would never listen to her mother and would make things difficult for him like that.
Maybe, they won't go this far.
Even if it was a breakup, she hoped to leave Zi'an with an elegant back.
Unfortunately, it's too late.
This time, she was sure that she had really lost Lu Zi'an.
The willful person who looked at her helplessly and smiled and tolerated her truly became a dazzling existence in her distant galaxy.
After walking out of the hotel, Lu Zian drove away directly.
The house was brightly lit, so he parked the car around a corner.
After extinguishing the engine, he leaned against the side of the car, groping and lit a cigarette.
Relax your mind, think of nothing
In such a cold and quiet night, we will make the final memorial for the past and youth.
A cigarette was finished quickly, and he looked at the night sky quietly, unable to explain what he felt in his heart.
To be continued...