Only by experiencing and experiencing enlightenment can you know what you have lost.

Although it had already had dinner and it was still early, Lin Anran and Taeyeon made a relatively rich late-night snack together. The atmosphere was quite good, but the better the atmosphere, the sadder Taeyeon felt.

I don’t know what happened, but Taeyeon can’t control her emotions today. Perhaps it was because she accidentally revealed some of her thoughts in the car before. She was afraid that if she could control her, she would forget these thoughts herself.

Seeing Taeyeon crying suddenly, Lin Anran suddenly panicked, quickly took out a tissue and wiped her tears: "What's wrong? Did you get it just now by the smoke in the kitchen? Wait for me, I'll get it..."

Although it is a new home, the common medicines that should be prepared are also ready. In this regard, Lin Anran is always very careful, but Taeyeon grabbed him, shrank into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

Lin Anran thought of the jealousy Taeyeon said before when she was in the car. She felt a little funny and worried. She gently patted her back, perhaps this would make her feel better.

I don't know how long it took, Taeyeon suddenly said softly: "oppa, if, I mean, if, if we were all a little more mature three years ago, now, now... are we the only ones for each other?"

Taeyeon's question made Lin Anran stunned.

Lin Anran had long been reluctant to think about what happened three years ago. Whether it was hypocrisy or cowardly, he always believed that everything at present needs to be cherished, rather than wasting his energy for the sake of his past mistakes and loss. In addition to Taeyeon, he already had so many women. These women were able to give up their status and be willing to stay by his side as nth, which meant that he could not give up on them on his own initiative. At the moment of accepting them, Lin Anran, who had a little sense of responsibility in his heart, could not give up on them.

But Taeyeon's words also made Lin Anran unable to help but think: If there weren't so many misunderstandings between him and Taeyeon three years ago, what would be the situation between him and Taeyeon now?

“oppa…”

After getting Lin Anran's answer, Taeyeon's tears fell even more. But she still gritted her teeth tightly, suppressed the trembling of her voice, and said, "I can feel that I was very special in Oppa at that time, but during this period, I suddenly realized that this feeling has faded. Oppa, you, do you no longer love me?"

I am willing to stand by Lin Anran as one-point one. This feeling played a big role, because Taeyeon could feel Lin Anran’s differences in herself. Even if she didn’t spend the most time with her, when she was with her, there was always a lack of atmosphere when she was with other girls. This was not a difference that the environment could create, but was emitted by Lin Anran’s heart.

This is not only Taeyeon felt it, but the girls who put their heart on Lin Anran could feel it. Yoona, Sooyoung, Jessica and Taeyeon all talked about this, especially Jessica. She asked Taeyeon if she regretted letting her play "My Knot" with Lin Anran instead, and said bluntly that if she hadn't 'snatched' this opportunity at that time, everything might have been different.

Taeyeon did not blame Jessica at that time, but instead comforted her. After all, Jessica stood up to protect her three years ago, and did not deliberately try to steal Lin Anran.

But now, if Jessica asks this question again, Taeyeon might answer: Yes.

Because, in Lin Anran, the feeling of "I am special" has become increasingly weak. Taeyeon is willing to be only one-third of Lin Anran, but she is not willing to make herself an ordinary member of his family. Because of this, she feels jealous, afraid, and sad.

"No. You have always been the most special one in my heart." Lin Anran held Taeyeon tightly in her arms, and finally understood why Taeyeon was so abnormal tonight.

This is not a comfort. Lin Anran did not lie. Among his current women, Lee Hyo-ri is his first love, Kim Tae-hee is his responsibility, Lee Si-sung is a memory, and other girls all represent a reason that cannot be given up. But these girls represent this life, and only Tae-yeon represents his obsession in his previous life, and it also makes him remember that he was another person ten years ago.

"Romang, do you believe in fate?"

The food on the dining table was already cold. Lin Anran held Taeyeon and sat on the sofa. In the quiet living room, he only had a slightly vicissitudes of voice. "I used to think you were my destiny, but later I realized that you were indeed my destiny, but I was not worthy of this destiny."

Recalling the memories of being crazy about Taeyeon in his previous life, Lin Anran's mouth smiled, but this smile quickly turned into a bitter smile.

That's right, in his previous life, he regarded Taeyeon as his fate, but at that time he could only face the dazzling her and protect her from afar and could not get close to her. But after he was reborn, he had the ability to pursue this fate, but his life that was completely different from his previous life made him lose himself for a while. Although he came to Korea, he did not look for the girl in his memory, but got together with Lee Hyori, who was popular all over Korea at that time. It is undeniable that he was already lost at that time.

Until a few years passed, when Lin Anran recalled her truest self due to a series of changes at home, she no longer knew how to face Taeyeon, who had already debuted. This also made him look so strong when dealing with his relationship with Taeyeon, but he always shrank because he felt ashamed of this relationship, because he felt that his relationship with Taeyeon was no longer pure.

Otherwise, when Jessica replaced Taeyeon in "My Knot", not only did she become a fairy tale couple without any mistakes, but she did what did she do?

If Lin Anran had not acted behind the scenes behind the scenes, Jessica, who had just debuted and was still in a semi-refrigerated state, would have been criticized by S.M and mbc for this. At that time, Lin Anran took on the reason that "this is Taeyeon's teammate". But now if you think about it carefully, it is actually because of his guilt towards Taeyeon.

Three years passed in a flash, and Lin Anran was finally together with Taeyeon, but he was not her only one.

"Doessence?" Taeyeon was very strong outside, but when facing someone she truly recognized, she would not hide her weakness, "oppa, am I yours?"
Chapter completed!