Chapter 8 Mistakes
I explained my plan and said goodbye and went back to rest. In fact, what I hoped was to go to the road where the car accident happened that year. Lin Zhong was still a little devil back then. His observation ability was incomparable to me. I could see some clever concealment. But I didn't make this request. It turned out that I thought Lin Zhong was the person I needed to know, and the old lady might not be able to find that place. Secondly, I felt that this matter was better to be low-key now.
There was a bigger doubt in my heart that I had never expressed it. I suppressed this doubt and didn't think about it when I listened to the old lady's words. When I went out and came downstairs, I saw my classmate and Lin Zhong smoking in the convenience store downstairs.
I walked over and saw Lin Zhong's eyes looking at me, and the doubt became even more obvious.
This is a feeling that cannot be conveyed through words. It is a lot of details, his eyes and limbs, his emotional state, as well as the old lady's limbs and eyes, the old lady's state, and countless details make me feel strange.
After leaving, my classmate asked me in the car how I felt, and I asked him, "You don't feel that the atmosphere between Lin Zhong and his mother and the details between their eyebrows are not like a mother and son."
My classmate's face turned a little pale after hearing what I said, and asked, "What do you mean?"
I shook my head and didn't say it any more. After all, it was just a feeling. My classmates turned their heads and began to recall the atmosphere I mentioned and the details between my eyebrows.
He was a rigorous and delicate person. I saw him slowly begin to understand what I meant. Then he turned his head stiffly and asked me: "You mean, this state between them is more like a couple, not a mother and son?"
All the performances between them are like a mother and son, but if they get along in the same room, you will feel that kind of feelings and depression. The disgust and hatred of both parties towards each other is equal. There will be no equal hatred between mother and son. The hatred of mother and son for son and son for mother are two completely different things. But for the two of them, that kind of depression is a punishment of two people, and is equal. It is more like a couple whose feelings have disappeared.
This is not to say that they are **, but the real husband-wife relationship.
This feeling reached its peak when I saw Lin Zhong in front of the convenience store.
What the old lady told me should probably be true and credible. I am too able to tell lies. People who can lie in front of me now need extremely superb lies skills and a little personality deformity, because many hard indicators of people lie will not change. Only those who are deformed in personality can not be able to detect that they are lying can hide it from me.
However, she did not mention the relationship with Lin Zhong. If such an obvious thing is mentioned, it would be more suspicious. I cannot understand the mystery because the two are too old. I don’t know if such a deformed state is essentially related to this matter.
I smoked a cigarette and calculated the time. The things the old lady told me yesterday, combined with my own inference, still have a considerable fit. Time has always been the most easily overlooked weakness of human beings. All the crimes we say about wisdom, flaws will almost happen in time. Because people are naturally weak in things that cannot be judged by their naked eyes.
The car accident was 13 years ago. He should be around 34 years old now, and he should have been 21 years old. If he and the old lady are indeed mother-son, there is a 17-year difference between 21 and 4 middle-aged people. Assuming that Lin Zhongqiu, who was born at the earliest at the age of 17, would be barely reasonable at the age of 34. It is also normal in the countryside.
There seems to be no flaw.
The old lady is very old and cannot judge her age. It is possible from 50 to 120, but if they are not mother and son, but husband and wife. Even if Lin Zhong, 21, married an old woman and was in her 30s, the whole thing is reasonable. The previous four years were 17 years old, which is in line with the age of getting married and having children in the countryside.
Marrying a wife of 27 or 8 at the age of 17 sounds vivid and beautiful, and it sounds like a beautiful thing on earth. However, this age difference will gradually form a tragedy. Human nature is unreliable, and even women are prone to pathological emotions under the pressure of age.
Continue to assume that they are husband and wife, now 13 years later, Lin Chun is 34 years old, and the old lady should be nearly 50 years old. If my guess is correct, then the old lady aging very quickly during this period. This is a kind of pathological aging. It is likely to be related to emotions, and there may be factors that we do not understand.
Lin Zhonghe may be a father-daughter relationship, which can also explain another sense of incongruity I feel from the story. It is the fact that picking up cinders is something that is done by kids under the age of 8 in the countryside. Children in rural areas can do farm work or work for other families when they are about ten years old. No matter how old Lin Zhong sets it at that time, they must be much older. In rural areas, they should not do inefficient things like picking up cinders.
The old lady has land, which means that there should be several generations in the village. This strange relationship cannot be changed in the middle. It is obviously a couple, but they are forced to change into mother and son, and the people in the village are not fools. There must be some details I don’t know about this relationship. I have intuition that my inference is correct, just ask someone to ask.
But I decided to let go at that time and not pay too much attention.
If you are exploring everything, everyone in this world always has some secrets and some incredible ideas. Exploring the dark side of people feels like not letting go of the other person, but in fact, the bigger thing is not letting go of yourself.
My classmate had insomnia at night and kept thinking about my problem. I slept heartlessly. Beer and fullness and the ability to force the problem to be left behind, which made me sleep very stable recently. Because I drank alcohol, I believed I had a huge snoring. After waking up in the morning, I found that my bed was full of all kinds of items he threw from the upper bunk.
He fell asleep when I was exercising outside after I brushed my teeth and was snoring louder than me. I ignored him and stood on the edge of the cliff outside their dormitory. Their dormitory was on the high ground. There was a cliff about three meters outside. Going down the slope to look at the entire construction site.
This project is very large, and the entire mountain is covered with holes. Human beings' ability to change the landform is no longer the same as thousands of years ago. After raising my spirit for a while, I drove to the old lady's village where she would meet me.
I set out alone and didn't inform anyone, which was one of the biggest mistakes I made.
Chapter completed!