350 Affordable Awakening
Mrs. Lyle said, "Everyone has a bad mood. If you force yourself to work, it will put a lot of pressure on yourself. You can give it a try, relax yourself, change your mood, and work again."
"I know." Gu Xiangyi smiled slightly. After she became famous, Mrs. Lyle customized two sets of jewelry with her every year. The two are gentlemen. She said frankly, "There are some emotional problems that bother me."
Women are all gossipy, even if they are elegant and mature like Mrs. Lyle. Gu Xiangyi has an oriental face and is very prosperous in Paris. Some talented designers in the circle have no secrets. When several rich ladies chat together, they sometimes say these gossips. Mrs. Lyle also heard from others that Jessica is Wood's lover, and she doesn't know the specifics. It's just that Jessica has not had a scandal for so many years. She works seriously and is responsible. She is very satisfied with her work. She has a very good impression of Jessica. She hears that she has emotional problems, and Mrs. Lyle is also gossipy.
"Maybe, I can give you some advice," said Mrs. Lyle. "If you want to find someone to talk to, I'm a good listener."
Gu Xiangyi smiled. This was a reassuring wife. She was 45 years old and married three husbands. After her first two husbands died, she left her huge inheritance. She married a politician. She is a very strong wife in Paris. She looks very secure, as if she can help you relieve any worries you tell her in front of her. Gu Xiangyi does have some troubles to her emotions.
She said, "Mrs. Lyle, when I was young, I loved someone, but that person abandoned me and was with my sister for the sake of his future. After the breakup, I was forced to be with another person. At that time, I felt that time was gray and white, and I had some handles in his hands, and I had to deal with him. I thought, there was always a day when he got tired of me. To me, he was a devil, and I was the dessert for the devil. However, after getting along, I found that the devil also had a soft side, and the devil also had a gentle side, and I gradually fell in love with this devil. However, the relationship between our two families was a bit complicated. My mother was his father's lover. His mother suffered from mental illness because of this. He hated my mother very much. In addition, his mother obstructed it, and we broke up."
"After breaking up, I was heartbroken. When I was traveling, I was caught in prison by accident on drug trafficking. Although it was a misunderstanding. But I thought a lot in prison. I wanted to start over and I wanted to cheer up again. At that time, I was pregnant and married to a husband who was very good to me. After marrying him, I gave birth to a daughter. He treated me as my own and loved me over the years. My life was very stable. I never thought I would have such a life. I achieved success and fame, my husband was gentle and considerate, and my daughter was smart. This was all my dream life. Once, I made a mess of my life, and now, I finally got rid of my past self. But I met my former lover again. I told myself that this is the life I wanted. I am very satisfied. I convinced myself like this countless times. But I still can't bear to see him sad. Am I particularly conflicted?"
Mrs. Lyle listened quietly and said with a smile, "Some people have a quiet life, as light as water, while others have stumbled and vigorous life, and different people have different understandings of happiness. If you feel that the dullness is happiness now, you can choose to continue living like this. If you feel that you can't let go of the past, you can obey your heart and choose what you want. The troubles of emotions are actually a small thing. I never bothered by emotions, because I only think about the life I want, the kind of mentality I have, and I will not be attached to the past. The past is over for me. I can miss it, but I don't care about it, and I will keep looking forward. I am looking forward to what my tomorrow will look like, because my yesterday has been fixed."
"I still don't understand." Gu Xiangyi said softly.
Mrs. Lyle smiled and said, "It's very simple. If the tomorrow you want is your current life, why do you want to change? If the tomorrow you want is your former lover, you will naturally return to him. Life is your own. You can live a more relaxed and willful life."
Gu Xiangyi smiled. Her smile was very light and beautiful now. Mrs. Lyle said, "I see your temperament, you will not be troubled by some past events. It seems that you really love your former lover."
Gu Xiangyi nodded, "Yes, I gave him all my paranoia and fanaticism. I am not sure how to go on."
"So as you please," said Mrs. Lyle. "I love my first husband, my second husband, and my current husband. I miss them, but it does not affect my love for my current husband. Perhaps many people do not agree with my lifestyle, but I am happy, and my lover is happy, who can control me?"
Gu Xiangyi nodded. This is also what she likes Mrs. Lyle. She is a person who is difficult to make connections with others. In recent years, she has been designing jewelry for Mrs. Lyle. Many rich wives in the upper class want her to design jewelry. She only designed it specifically for two or three people a year. Mrs. Lyle is a fixed person, and she refused everything else. It is precisely because Mrs. Lyle has too many qualities that she does not have that she is more willing to learn this kind of demeanor from her.
She may not be able to live like this as she pleases.
While chatting with Mrs. Lyle, she decided on the jewelry features and design elements that Mrs. Lyle wanted. She would also gain a lot of love with a mature person. Gu Xiangyi was also much cheerful and no longer felt confused. In the end, the one she and Mrs. Lyle talked the most was jewelry. Mrs. Lyle said that her eldest daughter was about to get engaged in a few months, and she wanted to trouble Gu Xiangyi to design a set of engagement jewelry.
Gu Xiangyi obviously agreed and it was free design. Mrs. Lyle thanked her very much. Gu Xiangyi is the most valuable designer of Harry Winston. The jewelry she created for her customers is worth about ten times more expensive than jewelry. The design cost is amazing. She designed wedding jewelry for four people, which was a sensation in the circle and was popular all over the audience. It was very rare to get a wedding jewelry she designed for free.
Chapter completed!