Chapter 5: That dazzling light
"Glorious!"
"So dazzling!"
Ye Zi felt uncomfortable in the face of the light and wanted to say it was dazzling and unable to speak, as if he was looking up at the hot sun in the hot summer and could not open his eyes by the strong light.
"Son, son..."
My mother's kind voice echoed beside Ye Zi's ears. The sound was so close to me. There was a blurred figure shaking in front of Ye Zi's eyes. The gentle wrinkled ** on her face turned into a slap. Ye Zi's cheeks had a slight pain point. The slightly slapped face drove Ye Zi's head to shake slightly.
"Son, son..."
The mother's kind voice turned into a choking crying sound. The mother's choking crying sound was better than the old man's cuckoo crying blood that he had just heard, making Ye Zi feel very comfortable. Ye Zi moved his head hard and let his head lie on the cushion of his pillow.
How can a comfortable and warm pillow become hard? The bed at my house is extremely soft and warm. My pillow has been with me for three years. It can be said that the pillow has long been mixed with the smell of my sweat.
Ye Zi wanted to breathe the familiar smell of sweat on his bed, but he couldn't get it; what was coming to his nose was a faint smell of alcohol, when did his bed sheet smell like alcohol?
This result made Ye Zi unacceptable. Ye Zi tried hard to open his eyes and wanted to see when his quilt turned into an unpleasant alcoholic odor in the hospital. When Ye Zi had a cold and had sex when he was a child, he had a drip in the hospital for three days.
I remember the smell of this kind of hospital alcohol when I was a child and Ye Zi still remembers the scene of talking to her mother: "Mom, don't take me to the hospital again. I hate the smell of the hospital sheets and quilts. Mom, don't keep nodding, do you agree or not!
"Mom, can you nod your head faster like me? Look, my head is very fast, which makes people feel relieved!"
"Son, you're right!"
Ye Zi looked at her dear mother, nodded quickly and agreed to herself, and smiled happily.
It was not until Ye Zi felt that his mother's cervical spine was deformed, and her quick nodding and shaking her head would cause pain, and even her cervical spine would be even more uncomfortable.
Ye Zi’s memory: that time, my mother smiled very happily without any pain, at least as happy as I smiled with rows of white teeth."
"son!"
Ye Zi opened his eyes and saw his vicissitudes of life. His messy and untied hair was quietly covered with a bunch of white hair. When did his mother become so old? When did the ruthless years secretly climb the mountain and the three thousand black hairs of his mother?
When Ye Zi was a child, she remembered that her mother was a beautiful Wan'er. Her fair face was without any flaws. Even a mother with no makeup was still far better than those celebrity beauties after makeup. A simple, ordinary and elegant dress was matched with her mother, which was a beauty.
When I was a child, Ye Zi didn’t know what a beauty was or what it meant to be attractive to men!
But when Ye Zi was a child, he remembered that the old man in the next house secretly looked at his mother every time, and was often discovered by the old man’s wife. Once he found out, he would have endless quarrels; the quarrel could be heard even though he could be heard several streets.
If there is only one old Chen staring at his mother secretly, it does not mean that his mother was beautiful when she was young. As long as she accompanied her mother to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, those uncles always praise her mother for her beauty. Many times, uncles always like to give away some vegetables for their mothers for free, but their mothers reject their kindness every time.
This behavior made Ye Zi very confused when she was a child. It was like the children next door who gave Ye Zi the candy to eat. Why didn’t they take the candy and throw it into their mouths? The candy is so sweet! Leaves will always smile happily by putting the candy into their mouths!
Compared to his mother's beauty and charm, Ye Zi looked very ordinary when she was a child. Ye Zi was always caught by her uncles and aunts and observed it carefully. Ye Zi stood there with sweet candy in her mouth and stood there often because the uncles and aunts stood obediently and asked the uncles and aunts to look left and right. At this time, Ye Zi always habitually showed rows of white teeth and smiled foolishly!
Every time they (they) carefully observe the leaves, they always come up with a result:
"I guess it's not my own son!"
"I think I picked it up!"
"I don't believe my beautiful mother gave birth to a shady child!"
When he was a child, Ye Zi didn’t understand what his uncles and aunts said, but Ye Zi always listened to his mother and always laughed whenever he encountered something, and laughed happily!
So every time uncle and aunt comment on Ye Zi’s appearance, Ye Zi always shows a row of white teeth and smiles happily.
"son!"
My mother's small eyes were black and shiny, always full of bright and bright spirit, but Ye Zi saw that her mother's shiny and bright eyes were gone. The mother's eyes, which were reflected in Ye Zi's eyes, were red and blood-covered. The bright and bright eyes inside her eyes also disappeared, like a lighthouse without a sign on the voyage ship, the black gems degenerated into ordinary blood-scattered yellow stones.
"mom!"
Ye Zi responded to her mother's kind call. Ye Zi understood that if she didn't respond, she was afraid that her mother would be as poor as a child because she was playing and refused to go home. She asked one by one, "Did you see my child?" "Tian'er, where are you?"
When the mother heard Ye Zi's response, she did not show the happy look she was when she was a child when she was looking for her door to house, and then gave Ye Zi a look of "You are just naughty!"
My mother cried, and drops of water kept coming out like springs in her red eyes, like a kite with broken lines uncontrollably.
"Mom, what's wrong with you?"
Ye Zi had seen his mother crying alone in a letter since she was a child. It was the first time that her mother cried. Although she wanted to see the envelope that made her mother cry so far, she had no chance to see it, or it was impossible to see it for the rest of her life, because after reading the envelope, her mother burned the letter with tears.
Ye Zi wanted to raise his hands to wipe away the tears that were coming out for his mother. Seeing his mother's tears not only made Ye Zi feel pain in his heart, but also filial piety for his children!
But the blocking force came from my arms, what prevented me from raising my arms to wipe my mother's tears, so hateful!
Ye Zi felt that his arm was clamped by two wooden boards, so Ye Zi could not bend his arm and raised his hand to wipe away the tears for his mother who loved him. Ye Zi tried a little harder to bend his arms, but the two wooden boards wrapped in white bandages made a "squeak..." sound, like the sound of begging for mercy made by the wooden board being overwhelmed.
I was originally gentle and gentle, and my wrinkled hands were pressed on my arms that I wanted to free myself from the wooden block bound by the white strap. My mother's hands were so powerful that the wooden blocks that I had struggled to support were instantly helped, calming the "squeak..." sound.
"Son, don't move around! I'll call the doctor."
The mother looked at Ye Zi with a pair of blood-covered eyes. The dim eyes warned Ye Zi that she must be obedient and wait for her mother to call the doctor to come and help diagnose.
Ye Zi looked at his mother's dim and no longer shiny eyes, and did not dare to implement it in Ye Zi's entire mind against her mother's wishes. Ye Zi wanted to nod her head vigorously to let her mother see that she was well-behaved and obedient as she was when she was a child.
But there was another "squeak..." sound. This time Ye Zi realized that not only his arms were wrapped with white straps, but his head was also covered with white cloth, leaving only a pair of eyes, a mouth, and a nose!
What's wrong with this? Why am I in the hospital? Why do I have to wrap so much white gauze?
Ye Zi filled Ye Zi's head with a series of questions. Ye Zi looked at the sunlight entering the room from outside the window. The sun shone on Ye Zi's face wrapped around her white straps, which was a little warm! Ye Zi didn't want to close her eyes. Ye Zi hoped that her mother would take the doctor into the room and saw her son with big eyes open.
So Ye Zi was waiting for her mother to come back with her eyes open. The sun shone on Ye Zi's black and shiny eyes, and the light was slightly dazzling. Ye Zi was thinking blankly about the series of problems that troubled him.
Chapter completed!