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Just when Cheng Mo was about to sip the scarlet cherry juice, Athena suddenly raised her hand and pushed Cheng Mo's chin and turned his head to avoid it. She said coldly: "In other words, I don't want to be killed."

Cheng Mo is no longer an ignorant young man who doesn't understand emotions. He already has enough knowledge and understanding of women to know that he can't give in at this time, but he can't treat the other party roughly either. On the contrary, he needs to be patient. He is not in a hurry.

He just relaxed his body, slightly distanced himself from Athena, and turned to look at her.

At this time, Athena's eyes were still very cold, even a little hollow. Cheng Mo stared into her eyes, as if he was admiring the distant stars, beautiful, cold and unreachable. Her heart was a piece of solid ice, wanting to light it up.

The fire deep inside her is definitely not enough to rely solely on the instinct of human desire.

What's more, it's still under such an environment.

He could actually understand Athena's mood. No matter for him or Athena, this was not the right time, and it was impossible to create a romantic atmosphere.

Cheng Mo felt very guilty for this, but he had to continue, so he hugged her a little tighter and let Athena lean into his arms again, "Didn't you say you wanted to hear the story about my father and me?

At that time, I said that what we needed was not an exact point in time, but bonfire, beer, starlight and barbecue. At that time, you didn’t quite understand what I meant. Now I say, in fact, bonfire, beer, starlight and barbecue are all images.

The bonfire can be a tent, the beer can be hot cocoa, the stars can be snowflakes, and the barbecue can be an ice field. In fact, it doesn’t matter what they are. What matters is the atmosphere that matches the current mood, such as being noisy at this moment.

The diesel engine, the cramped mezzanine, the hot temperature, and your ex-fiancé, he was also my enemy and the enemy who killed my wife."

Athena didn't speak. Her head was buried in Cheng Mo's neck. Cheng Mo couldn't see her expression. He curled her flowing, silky blond hair with his fingers and said unhurriedly: "Maybe you feel

Such an environment is really terrible. I can't survive even if I don't live well. How can a person want to express his concerns to others at such a time? But I have long been accustomed to such a precarious atmosphere where death may occur at any time.

, to be honest, this feeling is familiar to me. As I said, I once had a serious heart disease. As a doctor, you should know what "single ventricle, patent ductus arteriosus, ectopic great arteries, pulmonary stenosis" means.

, every living day is a miracle to me, you know? Before I became the Chosen One, I woke up every day, and the world would show me its beauty and cruelty. The more beautiful it is, the more cruel it is.

Profound, so many times when I watch the sun rise, I will think, why not just destroy this world?"

Hearing Cheng Mo's heartfelt curse, Athena's hand blocking the two bodies did not resist as much as before and slowly relaxed.

Cheng Mo understood the meaning of this. He knew that this was a good start. He also knew that spiritual communication is the key to opening the delicate flower of Athena. He paused and continued: "I had no friends at that time. The only one was

Dear, my father is a dull scholar with a high IQ but a low EQ." Cheng Mo chuckled lightly, "Same as you."

"Professor Cheng is a respectable scholar, I cannot compare with him." Athena said sincerely.

"Thank you." Cheng Mo smiled, "We Chinese people don't believe in religion very much. We pay great attention to 'ancestor worship' and 'careful pursuit of the future.' Therefore, we pay special attention to genealogy. Not only will the relationship between the eighteen generations of ancestors be clearly recorded in the genealogy,

, pay special attention to the records of "sholarlyhonororoffiialrank", probably because we Chinese people have understood the importance of "genes" very early, so we believe in the blood theory of "dragon begets dragon, phoenix begets phoenix". My father's college entrance examination (NationalCollegeEntraneExa

I got a National Number One when I was in China. China's college entrance examination is equivalent to France's Ba basic exam, but the competition is much more intense than in France. You must know that in China, about 10 million people participate in the college entrance examination every year. If you want to

It is not an easy task to choose one from millions. Therefore, my father not only appeared on TV, but was also recorded as a major event in the genealogy. For those in my hometown, my father’s achievements are enough to glorify our ancestors, and they still remember them today.

Everyone talked about it with great interest, and even made up a favorite story about how hard my father was when he was studying in the country many years ago. However, because of the poverty in his family, he had to give up studying and go out to work. Later, the principal went to the city to persuade him for a long time.

Because working was too tiring and he didn’t make much money, my father went back to school and started studying hard. When he was in the third year of high school, the family burned a whole sack of light bulbs. But in fact, this was not the case. My father only had a scholarship from school.

It was enough to live on and subsidize the family. As for studying, he didn't study very seriously when he was in school. His favorite thing to do was to find some old objects in the countryside, sell them in the market for money, and then buy some books to read at home.

.One summer vacation, in order to make more money to buy books, he met a TV show host at the provincial capital antique market. At that time, he took a fancy to an inkstone that my father bought, so he started talking with my father and discovered that my father

He was knowledgeable and knowledgeable about antiques, so he asked him to be a consultant and bought several things. Initially, the host of the show did not have any hope, but later he learned from real players that he had gained a lot. For this reason, the host also

I went to the countryside specifically to find my father." (Be cautious about the end and pursue the long distance: it used to mean to handle the funeral of parents carefully and worship ancestors from distant generations with caution. Later it also means to be cautious in doing things and remember the ancestors. From "The Analects of Confucius·Xue Er".)

"Did you find it? Did you give your father a large sum of money?"

Cheng Mo did not answer immediately. The conversation between Napoleon VII, Clotte Guyon and Maurice continued outside. They were talking about how to deal with Turzi and Israel, and how to manipulate the international situation.

Cheng Mo was silent for a moment, and then continued to speak softly: "I don't know if I found it or not. I only know that the host later opened a bookstore, and the name was given by my father, called 'Jianwei'."

My uncle told me everything. Before my father was alive, I never knew what kind of person he was. I only knew his superficial identity as an anthropologist. Deep in my heart, I was proud of his identity.

But I have never said that he gave birth to me and raised me, but I don’t understand him at all. I have never said I love him once, and I have never hugged him even after I became sensible.” He sighed, “It’s a pity that now

There is no chance anymore.”

While sighing, Athena moved closer to Cheng Mo, until the two of them could feel the beating of each other's hearts.

Cheng Mo clasped Athena's hand, but he didn't make any extra moves. He just clasped her slender and silky hand, "I had low self-esteem when I was a child. Others have complete families, but I don't. In fact, it doesn't matter much.

, there are not many children in single-parent families, but I can't exercise because of my heart disease, and I will even faint when I am frightened. This makes me not only unable to go out to play, but it is best not to even go to school. My childhood was very lonely.

, my world is only 67 square meters in the old house, and the only things that allow me to contact the world are books and the long wooden lattice windows on the balcony. In addition to reading, I often lie on the balcony railing and look at the yard.

The children were playing around, playing football, driving toy cars, and flying kites. Their laughter was so loud and their joyful cries were so loud. I was always envious, until one time they seemed to have discovered me, so they rushed towards me.

I laughed and laughed very happily. I didn’t understand why they laughed at me. I was so panicked that my heartbeat completely stopped. I stumbled back to the room. From then on, I never wanted to go to the balcony again, and I was particularly worried.

I hate the noise in the yard. Every day at home, I turn up my father’s phonograph loudly, no matter what music it is playing, so that I can’t hear the annoying noise outside. I think they don’t deserve to play with me, so I

I am a child who 'loves wisdom'. Looking back now, my happiest days were when I went to the hospital for routine check-ups every week. My mother was still there at that time, and she would hold me through the long and overgrown streets.

On the camphor tree trail, I first took a bus to the unknown rice noodle shop near the hospital to eat a bowl of shredded pork rice noodle. I will never forget the taste. The white rice noodle soaked in soup is smooth and pliable, and it is very smooth in the mouth.

, the stewed shredded pork chops also taste delicious, giving off the taste of luncheon meat, but they don’t have as many additives as luncheon meat, and the texture is not as thin. After my mother left, I asked my dad to take me to eat it.

, but I couldn't find the powder shop. From then on, going to the hospital became a painful thing for me. Everything in this world would make me feel painful. I studied philosophy under the guidance of my father.

I looked for comfort in books, which made me feel a little better. But I watched TV and read comic books at home, and saw that my peers were all studying in school, but I couldn't study at the age when I should study. For this, I was depressed and depressed for a long time.

I didn’t even want to go to the hospital. At that time, I thought, what’s the point of living like this?”

Cheng Mo gently stroked Athena's back with his other hand. Because the engine room was too hot, her T-shirt had long been soaked. The cheap fabric was always extra light after it was soaked. This feeling was like a thin layer of skin.

The thin gauze curtain peeks at another person, hazy and indistinctly, but the heat of sight can be clearly felt.

However, Cheng Mo was not constrained by this wonderful ambiguous feeling. His thoughts wandered in his memory, and his hands wandered into the warm snowfield. This wonderful feeling only provided him with a comfortable environment for memories.

. He closed his eyes, feeling the rich and tense senses of Athena pressing on him.

He held his breath, restrained his indescribable impulse, and whispered in Athena's ear in a self-deprecating voice: "I don't know what your childhood was like, but I don't think you will be lonelier than me.

Even more unfortunate, at least you don’t have to face death that is coming at any time.”

Athena still didn't speak, and the two of them fell into a long silence again. Cheng Mo was not in a hurry. He carefully tested while waiting. The hug between the two became deeper and deeper. Even with his eyes closed, what was in Cheng Mo's mind

The picture is also extremely clear. If you were an ordinary person, it would be difficult to draw a real picture with your imagination if you close your eyes. However, Athena's figure is a bit exaggerated. Her height of 177cm is a bit too tall and too thin for girls.

Like a bamboo pole, a little plumpness makes you look strong. Athena is just right. A wide T-shirt can also be extremely full, but the arms and waist are tight and round, not thick at all, especially the downward arc of the waist.

Extraordinarily soft and very curved.

People tend to ignore Athena's figure because of her face, but if you see her back first, you will definitely feel that only such beauty can be worthy of such a figure.

Cheng Mo didn't know how to describe it. He couldn't describe it. The explosive feeling that made people's heartstrings tighten just by touching it was beyond words. It could only be experienced personally.

In this narrow space filled with the smell of engine oil, the two Han Cenzen people hugged each other, feeling the slight vibration caused by the movement of the crankshaft. Originally, the vibration was not obvious, but at this moment, the piston moved on the crankshaft.

The reciprocating motion of the engine oil in the box was like a subtle hint. The friction between steel and steel produced huge heat, which radiated to the two people hiding in the claustrophobic place, forcing Athena to rely on

The little bit of air conditioning provided by Cheng Mo.

Some things, the closer they are, the more they are needed, the more they are needed, the more they ask for it, and the more they ask for, the more dependent they become. Athena didn’t know that once upon a time, Cheng Mo was like this meager air-conditioner, making her unable to let go. Maybe she would never let him go.

Starting from holding hands, he gradually invaded her life.

Maybe it was the heat around her that made her feel dizzy, or maybe it was Cheng Mo's exploration that made her feel the power of dopamine and adrenaline for the first time. Amidst the roaring like clouds and mist, she finally couldn't stand the long silence.

Chengmo's silence.

She couldn't suppress the restlessness in her heart and whispered dreamily into Cheng Mo's ear: "When I was a child, I lived in my mother's laboratory. I don't know how big it is, but it must be much bigger than your sixty-seven square meters. I still

We haven’t been able to walk around it yet. It is said to be a laboratory, but in fact it is an island, an island within an island. It is probably difficult to imagine that there is a freshwater lake on a desolate island covered with primeval forests, and that freshwater lake

There is an island in the middle, how wonderful it is. All in all, it is a very beautiful place, but I find it boring. Apart from my mother, there are only staff members who do not understand English and French. They just do chores every day and do not do anything.

Even if she dared to talk to me, my mother didn't talk to me very much. She was either doing experiments or preparing for experiments. Even when she rarely talked to me, she was doing experiments. She attached the electrode pads of various instruments to my

I remember the word she said to me the most was 'perfect'. You couldn't make friends or play games when you were a child. When I was a child, I had no friends to make and no games to play. There were no building blocks.

, there were no puppets, and there were no other children. At first, all I could do were intelligence test questions. Later, when I grew older, it turned into math questions. There was no one to teach me. My mother was very busy, and she only drew

She taught me for one or two hours, and most of the time I taught myself. She just assigned me tasks and checked my progress."

"So you are all self-taught?" Cheng Mo whispered in Athena's ear, his hand passed through Athena's hair and stroked it (veteran driver fills in the blanks).

Athena said softly, "Yeah", like a long chant.

"Are there any penalties for failing the assessment?" Cheng Mo stepped up his actions slightly.

"No, she has never punished me, but she rarely praises me. The strange thing is that although I looked forward to her compliments when I was a child, but if she really wants to give me a look of appreciation, I don't know why I can't be happy. I might as well talk to her.

The happiness that comes from eating together with her? It shouldn’t be called happiness, but satisfaction. Maybe I can only feel a full satisfaction when my stomach is full.”

Cheng Mo opened his eyes and asked: "Have you been unable to secrete adrenaline, dopamine and serotonin in your body since you were a child? It turns out that I didn't know about this. I thought maybe everyone was like this, but later I realized that people like me don't seem to be able to secrete adrenaline, dopamine and serotonin.

More, but there are still some. Until these days, I didn’t know that I am different from other people. Maybe my genes have been adjusted to lower the secretion threshold of adrenaline, dopamine and serotonin since I was born. I guess for humans,

It is important to say that these things that can make people excited and excited are very important, but it is also a double-edged sword. It can sometimes stimulate people's potential, but it can also make people become radical and uncontrollable. For a person who is required to be perfect

For a test subject, stability is everything." After a pause, Athena said without much emotion, "Just like a machine."

"You are not a machine." Cheng Mo said, "I will prove it to you."

A white T-shirt was thrown aside, leaning softly next to the box wrapped in bubble wrap. The plastic wrap was so white, and under the light of the "Seven Sins", it seemed smoother than snow.

There are round particles protruding from it, which is very cute. Cheng Mo remembers that bubble plastic wrap like this was a plaything when he was a child. Children would always enjoy popping the bubbles on it, waiting for a crisp sound.
To be continued...