(BGM——"At The Place Where You Call" electric guitar version, recommended by Xiaobo or Liu Linfeng in the Internet guitar)

Cheng Mo never thought that Xie Minyun would smile so brightly, that iceberg-like girl would smile even brighter than the summer sun.

The smile shone in his pupils, and the golden and bright sounded that he could hardly open his eyes. The burning sensation even stimulated him to resist with tears. The dazzling light even penetrated his skin, like

Warm alcohol dissolved in his blood, rushing and boiling in his blood vessels, sweeping through the main stream and endings, impacting his brain and soul.

Cheng Mo did not feel the severe pain. He only felt that he was not standing in a refugee camp in the suburbs of Damascus at this moment, but standing in the cold and endless Forgetful River, allowing the turbid river to wash away.

His body carved with illness and wrinkles.

The world has no mercy on him, and the darkness of the long night is boundless.

However, when he looked up inadvertently, he found that there was an immortal light on his head. In fact, Xie Minyun was always there, illuminating every lonely moment he had.

But as her husband, what did he give her?

Not only did she not protect her, she was also always protected by her secret and distant tenderness. Even though she was far away from the hustle and bustle, she still projected love on him in an incredible way, protecting him and warming him.

Cheng Mer suddenly felt that the sweet memories mixed in the long river of time were like sharp blades, passing through the body, cutting away half of the meaning of his life.

A few tears blurred his vision. He looked at Xie Minyun in the hazy halo, as if he was passing through the distant galaxy.

A strong sense of loneliness and frustration surged out from the hollow inside, and thoughts could only go with the flow. He seemed to have returned to the long and boring self-enclosure time that he had sunk day after day.

He was precocious when recalling it, but he always respected Xie Bumin for those love novels and TV series. When he was in elementary school, female classmates were watching "Full House", "Prank Kiss", and "Legend of Sword and Fairy"

The stationery store is covered with posters of idol stars, and female classmates are flocking to it.

At that time, he fully realized that "love" was definitely only related to handsome men and beautiful women, and it was impossible for him to have half a cent to do with bean sprouts like him who are weak and sick and have no specialties.

It may be because Cheng Mo kept hypnotizing himself, or the heavy pressure of heart disease made him a maverick monster. It was just that the young Mu Ai was an irresistible human instinct. No matter how firm Cheng Mo was, he was with him.

As we grow older, we will inevitably have vague expectations for the opposite sex.

However, unlike other teenagers, he consciously has a closer understanding of love, so he has always maintained a judging attitude towards those plots that are shakingly loving. In his opinion, it depends on her whether a person's IQ is online or not.

What kind of drama do you like? If you say a girl who likes Cinderella variant dramas like "Meteor Garden", "Tiny Times" or "The Heirs", most of them... are different from his views.

He also dislikes those too realistic TV series, such as "Snail House", "Naked Marriage Era", etc., especially those dramas that entangle the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, who hate them even more.

As for the classic classics "Dream of Red Mansions", "Gone with the Wind", "Anna Karenina", and "The Great Gatsby", he can read them, but he has always believed that love in turbulent times does not have much reference.

Value, and the highlight of these books is not love itself. It is the relationship between people and the world in the torrent of the times, and the uncontrollable personal destiny.

To be honest, his favorite love story is a comic. And this comic is neither a sci-fi bible—"Young Pig-Headed Boy Will Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senior Sister" nor a second-year high school senior

The complete anti-routine and unique skill - "My Youth Love Story is indeed a problem", and it is not regarded as the norm by literary and artistic youth - "The Flower of Evil".

It is an ancient animation from the Showa period - "A Moment of Reunion".

This comic tells an extremely ordinary love story. The content of the story is so dull. There is no separation from life and death, no car accidents and amnesia, and there is no real triangular affair. From the beginning to the end, the love trajectory of the male and female protagonists is very good.

It is clear. Although there are some hesitation in the middle, those hesitations are not deliberate at all. They are very realistic and realistic issues. Generally speaking, this is a comic that tells the warm love story between ordinary people.

The hero of the story is a simple and not so wealthy candidate who re-studyed the five generations, while the heroine is a young, intelligent and beautiful vain.

In the Showa era where the doomsday and the theme of saving the earth were prevalent, all the male protagonists were Ultraman (Ultraman), Astro Boy (Iron Arm Astro Boy), Sun Goku (Dragon Ball), and Seiya (

Saint Seiya) Such a man of iron blood, such an indecisive central air conditioner, still has rare characters for the Five Dynasties. Although everyone is tired of such a Japanese male protagonist now, in that era, such a character of the Five Dynasties was still groundbreaking.

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Cheng Mo didn't have much affection for the Five Dynasties from beginning to end. He only liked Yin Wuxiangzi. He had no resistance to a gentle, friendly and a little willful young woman like Xiangzi.

In his heart, Yin Wukongzi was so beautiful.

Nowadays, it is impossible for a vassal to become a heroine with such an identity. Not to mention that Yin Wuxiangzi is far from the popular template heroines nowadays. In addition to the general advantage of being beautiful, it can be said that she is full of grooves.

Dot. He has no powerful abilities, no identity and background as rich as a country, nor has he ever been in love with the male protagonist, and he is even a widow who has been married once.

The plot that attracts Cheng Mo does not have any earth-shaking events or incredible reversals. They are all trivial minor frictions that often occur in life, and some jealousy caused by personality factors. All emotions accumulate in some details of life.

middle.

For example, Yin Wuxiangzi watched Wu Dai leave home in the morning and waited patiently for him to come back at night. In addition to a tie, the gifts given to Wu Dai were only carefully prepared bento every day...

In fact, Xiangzi's gentle protection is everywhere, at the heavy rain station, at the night after drunkenness, at every smiling morning, at every dusk waiting for your return.

For a boy like Cheng Mo, there is probably no more realistic and gentler than this.

And the angel who drew out the sword and protected him like Xie Minyun was the fantasy of the little boys, and it was too far away from the truth.

Although Cheng Mo was only in junior high school when he was watching "A Moment of Gathering", he had an old heart. He was not interested in little girls and naturally had a more favorable impression of mature women, such as Teacher Shen and Instructor Bai.

There is no doubt that a girl like Xie Minyun is not Cheng Mo's ideal type, so at first he didn't think anything would happen to Xie Minyun until he experienced that ups and downs of Europa journey.

That should have been an ordinary trip, which completely broke Cheng Mo's understanding of the world and also changed the relationship between him and Xie Minyun. Cheng Mo never imagined that he would become a man in an adventure story

The protagonist does not think that any touching love story will happen to a person as boring as him.

But the plot develops very much like the plot in the Nine-Rank Romance novel. After sharing hardships with the noble lady, the ordinary male protagonist has an unswerving relationship until death, just like the one played in "Titanic".

Same.

If we follow the comedy process, they should have broken the shackles of class together and walked together bravely, like the hero and heroine in fairy tales getting married and having children.

If it is followed by the tragic process, then Xie Minyun or he should be buried under the eternal frozen soil of Siberia. Many years later, he or she would revisit the old place with his children and put a bunch of tombstones on the shore of Lake Baikal.

Flowers.

There is even more tragic, that is, they all went back alive, but failed to survive the many obstacles of time and reality. One married a wife, the other got a new love. Or the tragedy was a bit more bloody, as a phoenix man

After cheating on Teacher Shen outside of marriage, he staged a realistic version of "The Temptation of Going Home". I believe that such a naive plot is also popular.

However, the development of things was beyond Cheng Mo's imagination. When Ennos returned to Star City, he always felt that the possibility of the two people gradually disappearing into each other's world was relatively high. He was always very rational and knew that Xie Minyun

The gap between his family and his family is too big, and he is not the kind of person who is keen on dreaming and can persist. He never rushes to the boat, and he has always been able to give up the cost of sunk decisively. Even if Xie Minyun puts the two people in Yuelu Mountain

The name was hanging all over the tree. Cheng Mo was moved, but he still didn't like the future of himself and Xie Minyun.

To be honest, he thought at that time that if Shen Youyi was not his teacher, Shen Youyi was the most suitable spouse. In fact, even Bai Xiuxiu was more in line with his preferences than Xie Minyun. In fact, something that was not supposed to happen with Shen Youyi.

After the incident, he decided not to marry for life and not to make a promise to anyone's marriage, and he would not break his trust in anyone.

Reality is often more bizarre than novels. He never expected that Xie Minyun would have the courage to marry him directly. Cheng Mo knew what this meant to him. As a rational and realistic chosen person, he knew very well that he should not refuse.

There is no reason to refuse such a perfect ending.

But he didn't expect that this was not the ending, it was just the beginning.

He thought he was just a little man away from the turbulent era, but now he realized that he was one of the protagonists of the great era that was surging. He thought his story was a fairy tale of a princess and a poor boy that a nine-rate screenwriter didn't want to write, but now he just now

It was discovered that his experience was a common suffering process for all mankind that only appeared in the masterpieces.

If world peace is peaceful, he and Xie Minyun should be about to graduate and can start living together with justice. Don’t say that he just wants to be a librarian. Even if he really wants to build a library in space, it is not difficult to achieve. dream.

Xie Minyun is a perfect girl and will definitely be a perfect wife. They have similar ambitions and a matching personality, and their lives will definitely be sweet, happy, and colorful. He clearly remembers what Xie Minyun said to him in the elevator. They live in A small town full of aurora, sparsely populated, long winters and short summers. In summer, he took his children to the forest to pick fresh wild fruits and mushrooms, while she drove to the town to buy some essentials, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar. They planted vegetables and fruits in the yard. When the sun sets, they set fire and cook together, and the two children play in the yard...

All of this is ordinary and beautiful, and now it is all about the mirror and the moon.

He remembered the great and obscure work - "Hundred Years of Solitude". Chen Youyi once held a lecture on the Internet, specifically telling this metaphorical novel. In Shen Youyi's narrative, the Buendia family is the The hopeless struggle and demise of generations is the true reflection of human society. Like the Buendia family, human beings continue to repeat the same mistakes in the spiral ascending, just like the "Oritosnake", which symbolizes the circle of destiny that is self-devouring. .

Marquez extracted the commonalities of human history and integrated them between the lines of "Hundred Years of Solitude".

The times and history are too huge, and the power of individuals is simply not worth mentioning.

Just like Colonel Buendia, no matter how good he was in battle and how huge his power he had, he could only immerse himself in the loneliness of fighting little goldfish in his later years; the Rebecca, who was strongly fighting against fate, had lost her husband. Closed in the house and ate the soil alone until death; as the only person who has insight into the lonely fate of the Buendia family, Amaranta weaves her own shroud day after day, waiting for death to come; and the simplest and truest Meimei After experiencing a brief love, he spent the rest of his life in the cold and quiet monastery in the distance.

Except for the members of the Buendia family who died in despair, they ultimately cannot escape and be with loneliness. They end the fate of life in self-enclosure. Loneliness and closure are the endings of life that cannot be escaped. When they are old enough to be unchanged, When you are helpless about the future, the only seemingly feasible way is to seek comfort in the past, and to self-ansthesia in repeated labor and every day of the same.

Isn’t this the case in human society?

"Hegemony has no eternity."

All contradictions and conflicts arise because of this. The times are always developing. Not only will people grow old, but the country will grow old. Wealth cannot always stay in the pocket of a person or a country, and be a strong throne of interests. When a crack occurs, hegemony will be shaken, and some people will want to consolidate, and some people will want to compete for it, and they will be recurring and will fall forever.

This sense of powerlessness is not only a fate that everyone cannot escape, but also a fate that the entire human society cannot escape.

Each of us is closely related to this world. We cannot keep ourselves safe, but we cannot change it.

As the bookstore owner wrote: The past is fake, memories are a road without a way back, and all springs in the past cannot be restored.

Loneliness lasts for more than a hundred years.

Loneliness is eternal.

"There is no greater fable than this." Cheng Mo thought to himself. He closed his eyes, his mind was full of the melody singing of Xie Minyun. Her calm and warm voice rippled in his blank mind, as if he was wandering around at midnight.

The nocturne played by the waves.

"A crying face will one day turn into a beautiful smile

Want to bring tears to this moment

Share with everyone in the world

Do this gently

Constantly fighting each other and hurting each other

Humans are really fragile creatures

But I still believe in the power of love
To be continued...