(Three-in-one update)

Cheng Mo almost didn't understand what "embarrassment" is like in his 18 years of life. He didn't care much about what others think of him, so he never felt embarrassed in a certain public place. Because of his high IQ, he can see through other people's psychology, and he is not forced to be at a loss. Therefore, Cheng Mo has never experienced what kind of emotion is embarrassment.

However, at this moment, Cheng Mo experienced what "embarrassment" is in a convenience store on the roadside.

But Cheng Mo was not embarrassed because Chen Daoyi suddenly asked a little shameful question like "Is the condom sufficient?", nor was he embarrassed because of the unknown smiles of the cashier and the two or three customers around him.

His embarrassment reason was as inexplicable as Shen Daoyi's sudden problem.

He was stumped by Chen Daoyi's problem.

Even the difficult math problems like the "Poincaré Conjecture" have never put him in a dilemma, but Chen Daoyi's simple "One box is only three, are you enough?" made Cheng Mo not know how to answer .

Generally speaking, the answer is "enough", and this answer is a bit embarrassing for men. Cheng Mo doesn't care about embarrassing, but he really cannot be sure whether "three are enough". For Cheng Mo, who has always been rigorous, this The answer is naturally not up to standard.

If the answer is not enough, then how much is enough? This is also a difficult question for Cheng Mo. He has never had any experience in this area. A little simple x knowledge is obtained from books, and it is not literary and artistic. Even literature and art have a little bit of knowledge.

Most literary and artistic descriptions are directly to the soul, but more literary novels have a characteristic of descriptions in this aspect, that is, they have no desire at all in terms of words, and the words and sentences are used to make people feel a little sad.

The uninvented Little Huang Wenchengmo has also seen it. He doesn't believe in the various gorgeous descriptions of Little Huang Wenchengmo, because according to relevant information, it is common for men to make up 3-10 minutes, and according to the Little Huang Wencheng's description, it takes half an hour. Starting up, all kinds of flower jobs are emerging one after another, and the use of words is extremely exaggerated. It is really a bit out of reality. You should know that most ordinary people only use a missionary and one position.

As for Japanese romance education films, it is even more unreliable. It is said that a film will take several times to complete, and it is not a real shot to the end.

In short, based on Cheng Mo's own knowledge and the information he has mastered, he could not answer a few questions that were enough. He needed to try this kind of thing himself to understand.

If it's just like this, there is another question, no matter whether he answers "enough" or "not enough", wouldn't this be a pity that something will definitely happen to Shen Daoyi tonight?

The reason why Cheng Mo hesitated was not because he was a gentleman, nor because he resisted having sex with Shen Daoyi, but because he could not be sure whether it would be good or bad for Shen Youyi after having sex with Shen Daoyi, he did not want it. After sacrificed his virginity, Chen Daoyi's connection with the world is closer. If Chen Youyi has no way to wake up, it will be troublesome.

This is what Cheng Mo is worried about.

But now he seems to have no other choice. If he can't wake up Chen Youyi when he repeats the painting scene in the classroom, then he can only believe Chen Daoyi.

In short, this is Cheng Mo's current contradiction and embarrassment.

Chen Daoyi saw Cheng Mo not so calm for the first time, and a hint of at a loss appeared on her face. She suddenly felt that her little Momo was so embarrassed that she was so cute. She blinked at Cheng Mo and said in a sweet voice: "That's it." Just buy two more boxes to be prepared for any trouble.”

The two male customers on the side heard Chen Daoyi's voice, and their bones were slimming. They couldn't help but stare at Chen Dao in professional clothes, but they were a little worried about their faces, so they could only move to the right position and pretend to choose something. Yu Guang kept looking at a top-notch beauty like Chen Daoyi. When he saw Cheng Mo was just a little kid, the regret and confusion in his eyes were simply beyond words.

As for the cashier, the aunt looked even more shocked. She really didn't expect that such a beautiful lady would find a young man who looked like a high school student. Seeing that Chen Daoyi had taken two more boxes of Okamoto 001, she was not there. What did you say? After scanning the code, put Okamoto in a plastic bag, and then said: "There are 219 in total."

Cheng Mo, who struggled out of an awkward situation, consciously took out his mobile phone to pay, and took the plastic bag from the aunt who looked at him with a strange look. Chen Daoyi took Cheng Mo's arm with the flow, and the two of them were eating The Gua crowd walked out of the convenience store under the watch, and Chen Daoyi said with his ears: "I not only bought professional clothes online, but also bought a lot of sexy underwear for you to wear."

Cheng Mo did not refuse, Chen Dao put Cheng Mo's arm tighter again, and then the two walked to the side of the road to go to the mini. When they arrived at Changya, the campus was pitch black, and the school during the summer vacation seemed to be quieter than usual. Chen Daoyi drove the car directly to the door of the teacher's dormitory. She got out of the car and went to the dormitory. She confirmed that there was no one, and then sent a message to Cheng Mo to ask him to come.

The two of them stayed in Shen Daoyi's room until half past ten. Chen Daoyi led Cheng Mo out of the red brick building hidden by the sycamore trees. The wind was also hot in summer evenings, and the singing of cicadas and the rustling of leaves made a little bit. Cheng Mo's heart was a little cooler. Cheng Mo felt the hot flashes in Chen Dao's palm and whispered: "Sister Nan, isn't it good to hold hands here? It would be bad if you are seen."

Chen Dao said fearlessly: "It's already on holiday. Where are there people in the school except for two or three security guards? In such hot weather, the security guards won't come out to fear what they are afraid of?"

The night was too quiet, making Chen Daoyi's voice look particularly clear and long, as if it could be spread far away. Cheng Mo, a cautious person, immediately said: "Sister Nan, be careful, don't have such a loud voice. ”

Chen Daoyi never deliberately opposes Cheng Mo. Don't look at her as a big woman. In fact, the little woman is very good. He immediately listened to Cheng Mo's words, turned down the volume and said softly: "Okay, all of them are so good." Listen to my little silent."

Cheng Mo hesitated and asked, "Sister Nan, what do you think of love?"

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Chen Daoyi held Cheng Mo's hand and walked in the middle of the lush bamboo forest path. There was a shallow cement pond beside the bamboo forest, with rockery and koi inside. Not far away was a dark teaching building. She turned to look at Cheng Mo said with a glance: "You know that before meeting you, neither I nor Xiaoxi had ever been in love. At that time, although I read a lot of books about love, I always lack trust in love, because some books put it in Love is described too great, and some books describe love too humble, which makes me confused about love."

"But I am a person who likes to observe. The observation sample is nothing more than people close to me, my grandparents, my grandparents, my parents, my uncles and aunts, but I found love in reality and in books.

It is completely different. It is neither great nor humble. It is just a dull and simple day, an inescapable habit, a compromise and tolerance for life; it is not a completely selfless dedication, but it

It's a bit selfish and incredible, just like my parents who are singing in front of outsiders. In fact, they often quarrel. My father is an intellectual air, and my mother asks him to be motivated, hoping that he will have a good relationship with his leader.

, asked him to bring cigarettes and wine to the door, but he brought the book he wrote to the door, saying that he didn't understand and admired him were all mediocre people. My mother was so angry that she said that she shouldn't have married him back then, and whoever pursued her before

Now I have a lot of wealth and say that her classmate’s husband is so good, my dad ignores her and closes the door and reads by himself.”

"Do you know? Once I asked my mother if I regret marrying my father. She said what's the use of regret? She's married, just do it. I saw that there was no glory in my mother's eyes, as if she was casual.

I told a joke, but I knew she was talking about her heart. At that time, I was dead about love and said that I was not right, it should be Xiaoxi."

At this time, the two had already walked into the teaching building. The long corridor was pitch black. Shen Daoyi held his cell phone and turned on the flashlight. He stopped and asked, "Are we going to Class 1 (9) or Class 3 (9) or Class 3 (9)

)class?"

Cheng looked to the end of the deep corridor and pulled Shen Daoyi to the main staircase in the middle of the teaching building and said, "Go to Class 2 (9) of Grade 2! The classroom we met for the first time."

Shen Daoyi smiled, she approached Cheng Mo and leaned shoulder to shoulder with him, "I also asked my grandmother about their love story back then, but the end was that there was no story, and they didn't even meet before they got married.

After meeting, my grandfather went to work in the city. Because he was handsome, he was attracted by a well-educated rich lady. The two of them started dating, so my grandfather wanted to divorce my grandmother. At that time, the divorce was very good in the countryside.

It was embarrassing, my grandmother refused to agree to drag it all the time, and told me that my grandfather would suffer immediately, but my grandfather didn't believe it. As my grandmother said, the exercise soon started, and the rich lady's father was sent

After going to the cowshed, the Fu family lady broke off relations with his father, and my grandfather also stopped interacting with the Fu family lady.”

Shen Daoyi paused and said, "Do you think love is selfish and terrible? My mother only cares about her own ideas and wants to turn my father into what she wants. My father never cares about what my mother thinks.

Will deal with it with a negative attitude, but when I go out, I will pretend to be very loving with my mother, because in a book he wrote, his love is so happy, he must create such a scene. As for my grandfather

Grandma, they are old together, but I know my grandfather can't forget the rich lady, and my grandma can't forget either. Now that they are old this year, they are each other's wheelchairs. No one wants to take a wheelchair, but they are old.

But I had to take a wheelchair.”

"Since that's the case, Sister Nan should not believe in love? Why do you like me?" Cheng Mo asked softly.

Chen Daoyi did not answer immediately. She speeded up and dragged Cheng Mo to the classroom of Class 2 (9) in high school, handed Cheng Mo the mobile phone with the flashlight on, took out her long tool sewing box from her bag, and then went from Take out the wire inside, then Shen Dao bent down slightly and inserted the wire into the keyhole, "We always describe people's hearts as locks. Only those who have the right key can open it and get love. Some people's hearts are very simple, open The way will be easy, some people have complex hearts, and the way to open it will be very difficult."

The door lock of the classroom is not only not complicated, but Chen Daoyi is obviously clear about it, but Chen Daoyi opened it in a moment. Chen Daoyi stopped talking, and pushed the classroom door open with light movements, and a moonlight suddenly passed away. The glass window scattered over, making Cheng Mo's eyes bright.

The sunken path standing by the door was half in the moonlight and half in the shadow, which reminded people of the dilapidated temples on the wilderness in the monster novel. The scholar who went to Beijing to take the exam accidentally entered it and met a beautiful one. The banshee

Chen Daoyi looked at Cheng Mo and said softly: "It's strange to say that before I met you, I always felt that I could not fall in love with anyone, but after I met you, I suddenly fell in vain. .Cheng Mo! You are so cute. Do you know how passionate I can't help it? When you find me in this classroom, I knew it was terrible. I watched you draw a machine for me on the blackboard. Cat, I watched you graffiti for me on the side of the building, I watched you as you climbed into the center of the stage to save me and punish bad people. You grabbed my sight firmly, I just thought you were so cute. I just think I am such a cheesy woman, so cheesy that I fell in love with you at your most glorious moment,"

"Your eyes are charming, your lips are charming, your fat cheeks are charming, your messy hair is charming, your thin body is charming, and I like everything about you so much, especially like you like an adult Kiss me the same way. Yes, it's so cute."

"The teacher has two locks in his heart, one is Sister Xi's and the other is Sister Nan's. No one in the world can open these two locks except Cheng Mo."

Cheng Mo stood at the door and couldn't help but whisper: "Teacher"

Chen Dao stretched out his hand and pulled Cheng Mo in from the classroom door, then closed the door. The long "creaking" sound of the door closing was like a sigh of the teaching building, or a sigh of chant.

The summer night in southern Hunan is stuffy and the air in the closed classroom is burning, but outside the window it looks the opposite. A dark blue shade sways slightly in the evening breeze. Yuelu Mountain in the distance is a thick shadow under the moonlight. A bright moon is hanging in the sky, making the night look cool.

Chen Daoyi leaned against the door and said, "You asked me just now. Now it's my turn to ask you. So how does Cheng Mo view love?"

Cheng Mo was silent for a moment and said, "I have read too many philosophical books, so I am deeply influenced by the philosophers in history. Some of them feel that things like "love" do not have the value of exploration at all, such as ancient people. The Greek Three Philosophers, Bacon, Wittgenstein, etc. think that the one who can explore wisdom is true love, and the other is lifelong marriage, such as Descartes, Hobbes, Johnloke, Leibniz, Hume, Kant, Black Geer, Schopenhauer, Kierkegaard, Nietzsche, some of these people have been virgins for life.

"And the other part is the scumbags that the secular world thinks, such as Heidegger, Sartre, and Beauvoir. They care about love, but are committed to desacrificing "love" and treating love and morality as objects of thinking. The result is that behaviors and ideas are too forward, and they are generally regarded as scumbags by the secular world."

"I also don't believe in marriage. Before my heart disease has recovered, I think I am likely to be a virgin for life. Now I have expectations for love, but I think love is not loyalty forever. For me, "freedom" is more important. Marriage is just a social relationship that is destined to die, and absolute responsibility in gender relations is meaningless. I must always hold the right to control my feelings. I do not ask the other party to be responsible for me, nor do I want to bear it for the other party. responsibility."

"Are you afraid of the teacher? Do you think the teacher has a dual personality, a woman with strong control and jealousy?" Chen Daoyi asked with a smile, with a hint of loneliness in her smile.

Cheng Mo shook his head, "I'm just telling the truth, because I'm not sure I can be a good father and a good husband, especially now, I'm still young, I don't know what will happen in the future, I don't want to make some vague and empty promises myself And destroy another life. Actually, I am not afraid of promises. I am good at lying. It is not that I have no ability to love at all. It is because of love that even if I am cruel, I want to love the person I love. Totally honest, not to deceive her, and say stupid things like 'I will love you forever'"

After pausing, he really said, "And I know what kind of person the teacher is. The teacher is a good woman who is so kind that she will only hurt herself."

Chen Daoyi closed his eyes, "Actually, the teacher doesn't know what love is now, but I know that when I'm with you, I will completely forget myself. I also know that it's almost impossible to like someone until you are forever. May be successful”

After a moment of pause, he opened his eyes and looked at Cheng Mo and said, "But I don't care at all now. I just want to try my best. Even if I don't get the desired result, at least don't regret it."

After saying that, Chen Daoyi smiled slightly, "Then Cheng Mo, what's next! Teacher Shen is going to take the last course on 'love' with you. Zhang Ailing talks about the way to men's heart through the stomach and to women. The road in my heart passes xx. Cheng Mo wants to find Sister Xi, so he can only go to Sister Nan’s heart to find her.”

Chen Dao stroked his fingers in his high bulge of heart, then she pulled Cheng Mo to walk across the podium, passing through the rows of desks and chairs with moonlight, their shadows flashed through each moon displayed on the table. Se. Until the penultimate position of the last line, Chen Dao said with a serious expression: "Student Cheng Mo, you sit down first."

Although Cheng Mo didn't know what Chen Daoyi was going to do, he didn't ask. He sat down in his position that once belonged to him. Chen Daoyi walked back to the podium, stood on it and said pretending, "Class."

Cheng Mo, who was sitting below, hesitated for a moment, quickly stood up and said, "Hello, teacher!"

Chen Daoyi smiled, and she slowly walked down from the podium and walked back to Cheng Mo's seat. "Today, a new classmate came to our class. Let's ask him to introduce himself."

Cheng Mo thought that this must be the way Chen Daoyi woke up Teacher Shen, and it seemed more reliable than he thought. He replied as he did when he first arrived in Class 1 (9) two and a half years ago: "My name is Cheng." Silence, nothing can be accomplished, unknown silence”

Chen Daoyi also put his hand on Cheng Mo's desk as he did two and a half years ago, and smiled warmly at Cheng Mo and said, "This self-introduction is not positive enough. Let's change it, Cheng Mo."

Cheng Mo looked at Chen Daoyi and said, "The success and the king defeated the enemy, and Yan Mo cooked the Mo first."

Chen Dao stared at Cheng Mo's eyes without blinking, and said softly: "This is too cruel, change to another one."

Cheng Mo's eyes were not wandering, and he looked back at Chen Daoyi and said, "If you don't give me any money, you will be able to achieve success. You will remember it silently and remember it with age."

According to the plot of the past, Chen Daoyi should have returned to the blackboard and wrote the eight words "Not giving up, but you will succeed." However, Chen Daoyi walked forward a few steps and said, "Class Cheng Mo, come up." Write these sixteen words on the blackboard.”

Cheng Mo did not doubt why Chen Daoyi changed the plot. He pulled open the chair a little, walked through the moonlight towards the dim podium, and waited on the podium, Chen Daoyi handed him a piece of chalk, and Cheng Mo borrowed it. The meager light began to write on the blackboard, and the sound of chalk colliding on the blackboard was clearly divided into silence. When the last word "Sui" was written, a hot body was pressed on his back, and he said in a deep voice. He held Cheng Mo's hand from behind and continued to write: "Chen Daoyi, Ye came to me and Chen, who took off his makeup, the Great Way."

Because the sticking was too tight, Chen Daoyi's breath was right next to Cheng Mo's ears and lips, and the breathing of the two people became heavier and heavier. Cheng Mo finally couldn't help but look back at Chen Daoyi. She turned her head and could only see the side of Chen Daoyi. Her eyebrows and eyes were beautiful, her nose was erect, especially her lips with lipstick. She looked like a seductive and depraved poppy in the dark, and she directly ironed her elegant and charming face. In the heart.

Cheng Mo felt that he was a scholar who had accidentally entered the deserted temple at this moment, and Chen Daoyi was the banshee in the monster novel that sucked people's souls. The women who could seduce scholars must not be those vulgar and charming women, but those bright as the moon. A woman who is as warm as water and as beautiful as flowers.

Such women are naturally extremely rare species. Chen Daoyi is one of them. Cheng Mo's heart trembled for no reason, and his body trembled.

Feeling Cheng Mo's strange appearance, Daoyi stopped writing, and at this time he just wrote the words to the end: "Fifty, Tianyan forty-nine, Daoyi who escaped." She turned her face and Cheng Mo Looking at each other in front of the blackboard, she smiled brightly and said, "We are writing a song by Li Shangyin "Untitled."

"Last night, the stars last night, the wind was last night, and the west side of the painting building was Guitang east." After writing the first sentence, Chen Daoyi's other hand reached into Cheng Mo's T-shirt and stroked it on his heart.

"There is no colorful phoenix flying wings, and the heart is in harmony." After writing the second sentence, Chen Daoyi unbuttoned Cheng Mo's trousers.

"Send the hooks to warm spring wine across the seat, and the lights covered with red wax lights." After writing the third sentence

"Alas, I listened to the drum and answered the official's office and went to the Malantai" before I finished writing, so I never finished writing it again, leaving only a ecstatic voice singing in the classroom.
Chapter completed!