I can no longer remember his appearance, I can no longer recall his face, but in my heart, I have always...always...had that image. He looked gentle and weak, but when he was bullied by me,
That aggrieved look...
When I thought of this, I unknowingly shed tears in my eyes...
…
Later, there were Internet cafes and HS movies.
The first time I saw that thing, I went to the Internet cafe toilet and vomited. I couldn't stand those women who were like that... hanging on men's fluids and screaming... disgusting.
But as time went by, I found that I was addicted to watching it. I almost worshiped the male protagonists in the film, and I liked them howling and venting on those women...
I think boys playing football and having sex are the same, they are both primitive, impulsive and exciting.
Once, I stole the show. At that time, their team was playing against another team and they were two goals behind. I was really anxious, anxious to death. I shouted loudly: "Hui, kick them hard and kill them! Win!"
If you have them tonight, I will give you k and j like in a hs movie!"
As soon as he finished speaking, the whole place was in an uproar.
I felt that the opponent's players were mentally shattered by my shouting. That game was the biggest win Hui's team had ever received. In fact, they were about the same strength...
In 2xxx, Hui and I broke up.
The origin of the breakup was before the European Cup. Baggio did not participate, and I was very disappointed. Fai said nonchalantly: "What do you want him to do when you have Totti?"
I felt as if I was insulted by him. I shouted, "Get out of here!! Get out!" He was stunned for a moment, and then said coldly: "Get out of here, who do you think you are?"
I'm very lost, I'm really lost.
I thought of that handsome little boy. He was in a distant university while I was dawdling in a higher vocational college. I missed him. When I saw Baggio, I thought of him.
In fact, I love him. I love how good he is to me, his kindness, and his tolerance. His attitude when I bully him, and his nonchalant attitude towards others. No matter how you treat him, he will always
I care about you and treat you well.
It's a pity that I'm not good enough for him. I can only accept my fate.
To be honest, half of my subsequent indulgence was because I could no longer get him, and I could only feel better by torturing myself severely.
2xxx is still a memorable year because I learned to smoke.
I'm not mean, nor am I coquettish. I often feel nauseous the next day because of things that happen to me with a strange man. Because I can't have sex with the person I love most, I go crazy.
Do it a thousand times. I am not willing to do it. I am very unwilling to do it.
Now, watching hs movies and watching football has become a habit. But I feel that I am numb and bored. I just want to be an extraordinary woman. Because my dream has long been impossible to realize, I have already
I don't care whether I take the right path or be a good wife and mother.
This year, during the World Cup year, I accidentally wandered into a World Cup forum and saw several IDs looking for boyfriends and girlfriends. I saw that the owner of the bar called me a sad name like "Dream of the World Cup". I thought of it again.
Thinking of him reminds me of my past pride and dreams.
So I left this piece of text...
I've reached the point of no return, and I don't want you to be like me.
The scariest thing in this world is that nothing makes us feel like we care.
In this World Cup, there are no stars that I like. But I still want to watch it. Because I am different from other women, I love to watch these.
Life is the same. If you can't find the man you love most, you have to look for him.
Today, I'm going out to get drunk tonight.
Because I'm very tired but can't stop...
…
"What happened next?" Huzi asked Xiaolang. What happened next? Xiaolang looked pained: "Actually, I didn't like her very much. Just because her parents thought I was an orphan. Maybe
, because we were all too young at the time... Later, I found out
After discovering this diary of hers, I also learned that when she went to a bar to get drunk at night, she was attracted by a fat guy. The fat guy was a big boss... At that time, she was very drunk...
Little did she know that the fat man was giving her to her in the bar..."
Huzi didn’t say anything, and that woman had been fucked by countless men at that time, and one more wouldn’t matter...
However, who would have expected that she was very excited at that time. In the process of doing it, the girl got angry and turned around and slapped the boss. In full view of the public, the boss couldn't keep it off his face. At that time, he asked him
A dozen friends, taking turns...
The girl was eventually tortured to death...
…
Xiaolang clenched his fists: "I don't care, I don't care how many men have defiled her body, I only care, I care about her... If her heart is with me, my heart is also with hers, between us,
No matter how many obstacles there are, I will overcome them. Even if she is already bruised and bruised, I am willing to heal her. But, I don’t even have this chance..."
"How did you kill someone? Killed the boss? Right?"
Beard's question seemed to ask about Xiaolang's pain, and he suddenly shouted emotionally: "That's right! I killed that damn fat man! I fucked him...I can't tolerate this kind of garbage, human beings
Scum, living in this world, polluting this world..."
"How did you kill him?" Huzi asked again.
Xiaolang smiled sinisterly: "I made him die in pain. I didn't kill him directly first, but... one night, I kidnapped his daughter, hahaha... His daughter was just
17 years old, very beautiful, hahaha... I raped his daughter, he didn't know who did it, his daughter was knocked unconscious by me at the time, and he didn't know, so... hahaha... at that time
, I know their whole family is in pain, I am so happy..."
Xiaolang continued to talk about his evil: "Later, I made an appointment with his wife and told her that if she dared to call the police, I would kill her daughter and husband. His wife was frightened at that time, and then contacted her daughter
The matter of being raped, hahaha... I extorted 5 million in cash from her, and through other methods, I saved a lot of money.
It was in the bank card account registered with my identity... Then, I shoved his wife down from the rooftop of the 27th floor... Hahahaha...hahahahaha..." Xiaolang
He smiled ferociously, and Huzi frowned. He was indeed just like a real wolf. As long as he identified the enemy, he would destroy him at any cost...
"In the end, that damn fat boss knew that I did everything...because, I appeared in front of him, and I chopped him alive...I also cut off his dirty things, that That shit, that's it, killed my most beloved girl... Hum! I even killed his nanny, and when he was half-dead, I killed his daughter in front of him... I did it for me She took revenge! With the last knife, I stabbed his heart. At that moment, blood spurted out on my face, but I felt... extremely excited..."
The little wolf's eyes were so cold and scary, and the beard was silent, always being a listener...listener, listening to the little wolf's story...
"Subsequently, I escaped. Although the police found out that it was me who did it, I escaped with the help of a group of thoughtful people..."
Xiaolang's eyes were full of vicissitudes of life, and he smiled bitterly: "You don't know what kind of life I have lived for such a long time... Sigh... running around here and there, not daring to Showing my true face to others and not daring to live with my own identity, I am like a walking zombie..."
Huzi was a little curious: "You said... you escaped with the help of a group of thoughtful people? What do you mean?"
Xiaolang smiled bitterly: "Haha! They are an alliance, called the Flying Snow Alliance!~"
"Feixue Alliance? How come I haven't heard of it? Is it a very large organization? It can escort a person out of the country. Moreover, you still committed a very serious crime at the time. This can be done... I must help you Feixue The alliance is not weak!~"
"I'm not too sure about this!" Xiao Lang shrugged: "I only know that more than 90% of the people in the Flying Snow Alliance are people who have committed serious crimes. However, all of these people have been wrongly accused. , or someone with a story like this..."
"Oh?" Huzi was a little surprised. He had never heard of such an alliance!~
Little Wolf said with great vicissitudes: "Dou E was wronged, and it snowed in June!~"
"That's it!~" Huzi was relieved. Only then did he understand why it was called the Flying Snow Alliance...
Xiaolang really didn't want to mention the past anymore. He looked in the direction above and raised his head, as if he didn't want tears to flow down his eyes. He sighed sadly: "In this world, no matter what is right or wrong, ...We always have to face it! No matter what we do is right or wrong! We still have to go on this road, and life still has to go on, unless... we die!~"
Huzi patted the young man on the shoulder: "You know, sometimes, living requires more courage than dying! Live well and prove that you are strong... You are a strong man in life, don't be defeated by fate. !~”
"Well! I don't blame anyone, nor do I blame fate. I have never blamed her... It's just that she is really pitiful... Why would God do this to her?"
Hu Hu lit a cigarette and started smoking: "Sometimes, meeting the wrong person at the right time is a mistake; meeting the right person at the wrong time is still a mistake! ~ Hum hum... Life, Perfection is already a luxury, let alone perfection..."