In fact, I still have some illusions, that is, Li Junmin retreated despite the difficulties.
Because Lin Zheng knew that once he opened a hole, it would be like a dam, flowing thousands of miles and unable to be recovered.
From now on, I will have no self at all and will always be Li Junmin's puppet.
A few days ago, Lin Zheng and Xiaowen didn't meet each other, but they could still have a video call and talk privately. She said that she was working hard to do her father's ideological work, and at the same time, she also proposed to her father that she wanted to marry Lin Zheng.
Lin Zheng didn't know why Xiaowen suddenly mentioned marriage. This matter seemed inappropriate at this critical moment, but Xiaowen just mentioned it, which made Li Junmin a little angry and didn't even let Xiaowen go to work.
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A few days later, Lin Zheng found that he could no longer make calls to Xiaowen.
Even if I get through, no one will answer.
This made Lin Zheng feel very worried.
Damn it, did Li Junmin not agree to his 20 terms? Then he put his daughter under house arrest? Impossible, he wouldn't be so cruel to his daughter.
These 20 items are indeed a bit harsh, but they are not without room for negotiation. You should have a better attitude and come over and apologize to me. We are also a family after all. If we talk slowly, we can still reduce the number.
One or two pieces.
These 20 items were deliberately proposed by Lin Zheng to gain some face for himself.
This is where Lin Zheng's heart is twisted.
But Li Junmin was very tough.
This weekend, I couldn't contact Xiaowen, and Lin Zheng didn't dare to go to Li Junmin's house to look for her. I felt very confused. Bored, I took out the few books at home and flipped through them. This was "The Biography of Duxiu".
Lin Zheng bought this book a long time ago, but never read it.
This time I opened it and read it for a while. I was attracted by the charm of Comrade Duxiu and couldn't control it.
Comrade Duxiu is indeed worthy of the name Yizhi Duxiu. At that time, his ideological realm was beyond ordinary people.
His magnificent and exciting academic life, his founding of "New Youth" in order to awaken the people and enlighten wisdom, and his tall figure who constantly explores the road to save the country, all are vividly displayed on the paper, like beating notes, which is wonderful.
Lin Zheng was immersed in it, turning over page after page, following Brother Zhongfu, as if he had returned to that era.
I realized his difficulties in running the "New Youth" and the pain of his grief and indignation that the Chinese people were sleeping and paralyzed. He led the May 4th Movement and finally found the dawn of victory on the revolutionary road.
On his journey to explore the fate of saving the country, many revolutionaries walked with him.
Cai Gong, Zhou Shuren, Hu Dashi, Zhang Shizhao. These people were once like-minded, but how many of them have been mercilessly submerged by time. Moreover, these people, who were united by their ideals at the beginning, gradually became estranged and fell apart in the end.
Everyone may ultimately take a different path, but they all want to explore the road of survival, and they will never back down until they see the dawn of revolution.
There are thousands of ways, but only one is the right way. In order to find the only right way, they are not afraid of hardships and dangers, and have made countless attempts and sacrifices.
But why has our generation retreated and been unable to persevere?
Some people say that times have changed. It was an era of turmoil, and now it is an era of peace. Haha, so is this a reason to mess up?
Perhaps, being secular is the fate of our generation.
Going with the flow is the label of this generation.
Lin Zheng doesn't want to be a hero of reform, but Lin Zheng admires these people. Although he doesn't have the strength to go to them and change everything in front of him, Lin Zheng only hopes that he can not live in the name of living and stick to that line.
The only bottom line for being a human being.
Time and space are vast, and people are like ants.
I couldn't help but bow my head and ask myself, in this era, is it still necessary for Lin Zheng to express his meaning to the world? Is it still necessary for Lin Zheng to pursue the truth and restore the glory of humanity?
Is it enough to live well?
the next day,
Lin Zheng still couldn't contact Xiaowen, and he felt really worried, so he drove to the downstairs of Xiaowen's community.
After wandering for a long time, he didn't dare to go up because Lin Zheng was afraid of seeing Li Junmin. Facing him, Lin Zheng didn't know what to say. He was no longer the same person in Lin Zheng's heart.
I struggled for a long time.
Lin Zheng made a phone call to Xiaoqin.
"Lin Zheng, what's wrong? Remember to call me." Xiaoqin said dissatisfiedly. During this period, Xiaoqin's father, Li Shichen, was dismissed due to internal harassment. She has been staying at home with her father, and Lin Zheng has rarely seen her.
.
"Xiaoqin, I have something I want you to help me with."
Lin Zheng was straightforward. With Xiaoqin, Lin Zheng didn't need to be polite. After all, he had thought it right many times.
"What's wrong? What happened."
Xiaoqin also heard the anxiety in Lin Zheng's tone and asked worriedly.
"I can't contact Xiaowen. I don't know what happened to her. Can you help me go to her home to have a look?" Lin Zheng said. Lin Zheng was only afraid that Li Junmin would put Xiaowen under house arrest, although this should be unlikely.
"Scared, you won't go by yourself?" Xiaoqin asked strangely.
"Well, Xiaoqin, there are some conflicts between me and old Chairman Li. It's not appropriate for me to go up now." Lin Zheng replied.
"What contradiction?"
"Please go check it out for me first, and I'll tell you if it's okay."
"Okay, just wait a moment, I'll be there right away."
"Well, I'm just downstairs from Xiaowen's house."
"Um"
After hanging up the phone, Xiaoqin hurried over not long after. Lin Zheng pressed the car horn. She saw the license plate and came directly over. She opened the door and got in the car, giving Lin Zheng a rolling look.
"How about we go up and take a look?" Xiaoqin said.
"I don't want to see Li Junmin right now. Go up and see Xiaowen. If there's anything going on, report to me immediately." Lin Zheng ordered.
"Okay, seeing as you're in a hurry, I'll go up right now."
After saying that, Xiaoqin went up.
Lin Zheng was waiting there, anxious and uneasy all over.
The security guard has come to chase Lin Zheng three times, saying that Lin Zheng's car cannot park here and is blocking the road. The first time and the second time, Lin Zheng insisted that he was waiting for someone and would leave immediately. The security guard cursed. The third time, Lin Zheng
I didn't talk nonsense to him. I gave him a tip of 500 and he shut up. He said he could park as long as he wanted and there was a parking space inside.
An hour later, Xiaoqin finally came out. When she got into the car, Lin Zheng couldn't wait to ask: "How is it?"
Li Xiaoqin frowned and shook his head.
"What's going on? Tell me." Lin Zheng was almost dying of panic, but you remained silent.
"Xiaowen, I'm sick." Xiaoqin said, with a worried look on her face.
"What's wrong with you? Is it serious?" Lin Zheng couldn't sit still.
"It's quite serious. I have fever all over my body, diarrhea, and headache. I have been sleeping for several days," Xiaoqin said.
"Okay, why are you sick? I'll go up and have a look." Lin Zheng unbuckled his seat belt and was about to get out of the car, but Xiaoqin held him back, and Youyou said: "You'd better not go now, you
Didn’t you have a falling out with Uncle Li?”
"Xiaowen is sick. I want to see her. I can't control her anymore." Lin Zheng roared.
"Don't get excited, Xiaowen is fine."
"Why are you okay? Didn't you say you were sick?"
"A normal illness."
"What the hell, it's normal to be sick."
"The doctor said she is pregnant and this is a normal reaction."