"Yes, my mother is very great. When I was seven years old, I found out about my life experience, but for about three years, I hated her greatness, and I also hated myself..." Mo Wenchen said.
The wine glass in his hand was brought to his lips again, he took a sip and said: "She used her life to interpret the love of motherhood, but I became the murderer of my mother. At that time, I always thought that if I didn't
When she came to this world, she would not die, and she used her life to leave behind me who should have disappeared from this world. Although it was love, it was also selfish love. She left, she was free, and everything was over, but I had to bear it alone.
With the pain in my heart, I have to bear the guilt for her for the rest of my life..."
Su Lingfeng tried hard to suppress the pain in her heart. She was also the same. She always believed that if it weren't for her willfulness, her parents would not have died tragically, and she would not have been living in pain and regret, even while still alive.
As a human being, I cannot escape that terrible nightmare...
Mo Wenchen drank all the wine in the cup and continued: "I have been passive, confused, and unmotivated for three years, and during those three years, I deliberately avoided my birthday...
"
Mo Wenchen paused at this point and remained silent for a long time...
"What happened next?" Xiaobai blinked his big misty eyes and asked. However, he was used to silent communication with Su Lingfeng, so he didn't ask questions with his mouth. Mo Wenchen couldn't hear it.
arrive.
Su Lingfeng tried hard to make her voice sound calmer, and asked: "What happened next?"
"Then?" Mo Wenchen had a strange expression and said in a somewhat angry tone: "Later, I met a woman, no! She was an old witch! She tortured her to death!" After a pause, he said with a helpless smile:
"However, she also taught me a lot of things and made me understand some truths..."
"Oh?" This was the second time Su Lingfeng heard the word "old witch" from Mo Wenchen. She looked at Mo Wenchen, waiting for him to continue.
Mo Wenchen did not continue to talk about the "old witch" in his mouth, but said slowly: "Actually, the mother did what she did at that time simply because she wanted her child to survive. In her subconscious,
The life of the child in my belly is more important than my own, and I have no reason to hate her..."
Mo Wen poured himself another glass of wine, drank it, and then smiled and said: "I can't participate in or change my mother's choices at that time. I can only accept her efforts silently. Instead of living in the past, I can't do anything about it."
In the shadow of self-pity and self-blame, it is better to take good control of your own destiny, live well for them, fulfill the unfinished wishes of your parents, walk their unfinished road, and make up for the missing regrets in their lives.
, because my life not only belongs to me, but also the continuation of their lives and hopes..."
Xiaobai seemed to understand what he heard. He stared at Mo Wenchen with big blue eyes and looked at him with admiration. This man spoke so profoundly...
After listening to Mo Wenchen's words, Su Lingfeng fell into a state of confusion. Is she the same as Mo Wenchen in those three years? No, she is still different from him. That huge blow and change
After that, she did not live in confusion, but chose a Jingke road that ordinary people would never take. She thought she had become stronger, cold-blooded, and mature... In fact, she just wanted to become more and more mature.
The more powerful she is, powerful enough to send the scumbag who ruined her family and enjoyed her family's property to hell!
She did it, but the guilt in her heart did not lessen. She tried to make herself busier and busier, so busy that she could temporarily forget the panic, guilt and helplessness in her heart...
Su Lingfeng suddenly understood that, in fact, she had been escaping...
But... it was still different. Mo Wenchen was just passive and had no choice but to accept the fact that his mother gave up her life for him.
And the cause of her parents' tragedy was indeed caused by her willfulness...
"Feng'er..." Mo Wenchen called Su Lingfeng softly.
"Huh?" Su Lingfeng came back to his senses and responded lightly.
"Don't you want to drink?" Mo Wenchen pointed to the untouched glass of wine in her hand.
Su Lingfeng shook her head. She didn't want to numb herself with alcohol. Although her heart hurt, she needed to wake up. She needed to think carefully about what she didn't understand...
Mo Wenchen stretched out his hand to take back the wine glass from Su Lingfeng's hand, raised his head, and poured it into his mouth. After swallowing, he smiled and said, "I'm just used to it. Every time I visit my parents, I drink some with them."
Mo Wenchen put down his wine glass, stretched out his hand to hold Su Lingfeng's hand, and said softly: "Feng'er, I don't know what you have experienced and what kind of pain you have hidden in your heart. One day, if you are willing to say, I am very happy."
I am happy to be your listener." After a pause, Mo Wenchen continued: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it. I will bring you here today to tell you the things that I least want to touch in my heart. I just hope,
You can also come out of the shadow of the past. No matter what you have said in the past, it is already in the past. Time is moving forward, so why do you have to look back..."
Xiaobai bit his paw, nodded his head in confusion, and looked at Mo Wenchen with even more admiration.
Su Lingfeng pursed her lips and said nothing. She naturally understood these truths, but... alas... if she had a pair of yin and yang eyes when her parents died, she would definitely confess to her parents' souls in person and pray for their blessings.
forgive……
After the soul of this world dies, it will be summoned to be washed in the Netherworld Pool of the Lord of the Underworld and reshaped into a new soul. So what about in her original world? Is there really a matter of reincarnation? Are her parents in the previous life also
Already alive as a human being?
Mo Wenchen noticed the changing expression on Su Lingfeng's face, pondered for a moment, and then asked carefully: "Feng'er, can you tell me, the secret in your heart... is it something someone else did to you? Or is it because of you?
Mistake, what bad thing happened?"
Su Lingfeng's expression darkened slightly, and after being silent for a long time, he finally said, "It's my fault."
Mo Wenchen's heart sank slightly, "Does all the responsibility lie with you?"
Su Lingfeng nodded, then shook his head, but was unwilling to speak.
"What about the knot? Is it also because of you?" Mo Wenchen asked again.
Su Lingfeng did not hesitate this time and shook his head.
Mo Wenchen breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed her head, and said softly: "Feng'er, since the root problem is not with you, why do you keep the pain in your heart? You are really stupid to use other people's mistakes to punish yourself.