[69 Book Bar-www.] Their eyes met each other, looking at each other speechless.
Shu Shuang stared at Li Beichen blankly, as if he hadn't realized his situation, didn't notice the disheveled clothes on his body, and didn't notice the posture of the two of them at the moment...
Li Beichen immediately stopped all his movements and looked at her with a guilty conscience, as if he was doing something secretly... If he was caught, everyone would get the stolen goods!
He pursed his lips in embarrassment, thinking whether to coax her to continue, or to stop and tell her clearly? The former, the guilt was too strong; the latter, somewhere in him didn't allow it!
"Xiao Shuang..." He spoke in a low voice, calling her in a softer voice, but she interrupted him after just two words.
"Why would I dream of doing this kind of thing with you?" Shu Shuang's face was full of confusion. He squinted his eyes and looked around, muttering feebly to himself, "You are still in my room..."
The remaining reason told her: Li Beichen would never appear in her room, let alone suddenly have sex with her here. This kind of plot without cause is definitely a dream!
"A dream?" He couldn't help but sneer, a light of interest flashed in the corner of his eyes, and he held her little hand with unknown meaning, guiding her to hold his tight part, "Do you still think this is a dream?"
The guilt overcame Yu's possessiveness, and he couldn't tell what was at work. He really wanted her to accept her willingly - after all, there was only the last step left, so it wouldn't make much sense for her to stop, right? Besides, they would be leaving next week.
If he wants to get married, he just needs to advance...
Shu Shuang's whole body stiffened, her little hand was wrapped in his big palm, and the palm of her hand was tightly attached to the terrifying size. She could feel the beating of the blood vessels on it even if she didn't move... Her little face suddenly turned pale.
At this moment, she forgot to distinguish between dreams and reality.
What flooded her mind were the dark memories of that night. Her innocence was taken away from her while she was unconscious, and later she encountered a gangster who said, "I don't know if it was one person, several people, or a group of people."... Humiliation, from
Limbs and bones spread out.
She was grateful that Li Beichen said he wanted to marry her without disdain, but at this moment her heart fell to the bottom again - after all, he was going to treat her like those men, wasn't he?
Sadness overflowed in her chest: She really hates...doing this kind of thing!
"I won't hurt you..." Her extremely pale face made Li Beichen secretly frightened. He couldn't help but blurt out, and instantly decided to slow down... endure the discomfort and continue the foreplay that he selfishly omitted.
He sat up, held the back of her head and wanted to lean in for a kiss, but was interrupted by her——
"Li Beichen." She murmured lowly, but there was endless sadness in her voice, "Do you even want to do this to me?"
His movements couldn't help but freeze.
"I don't know who I've had sex with... I feel... I'm so dirty..." Alcohol disrupted her thinking, and she choked out incomprehensible words, "Why... you want to make me dirtier?"
"
dirty?
Such words made Li Beichen's heart tremble. He looked up at her in surprise - a tear was slipping from her eyes and dripping onto his arm. It was warm and soon became a tear.
Cold...
He opened his mouth at a loss, his throat seemed to be blocked and speechless: He really didn't expect that the memory of that night would be so bad for her...