Suddenly, Li Yan couldn't hide his excitement, and his voice couldn't help raising his voice, "I'm not a strange man! Even if I'm not your husband, I'm still your first man!"
Mi Ruo covered her mouth to prevent the exclamation from escaping from her lips. She looked at him in disbelief, could he say such a thing?
She gritted her teeth, clenched her pink fists tightly, and her chest felt heavy and depressed. Slowly, she loosened her clenched fists again.
After a long while, he said: "So what? But don't we still end up getting divorced?!"
Li Yan choked when he heard this, "That's because..."
She interrupted him, "So, please don't have any unrealistic illusions. I have decided it myself and I will not regret it. This divorce agreement only has my name on it. I think it was me who decided first."
I'm divorcing you, right? In that case, I hope you make a decision as soon as possible to avoid wasting everyone's time."
"Mi Ruo!" Li Yan's heart twitched hard, and there was a hint of tremor in his extremely low voice that was not easily noticeable.
Now, he really felt that he was in a dilemma. He wanted to let her go, but he couldn't let her go. He didn't want to let her go, but it made both of them uncomfortable.
Mi Ruo turned to Li Yan, bit her lip, and continued: "Don't feel guilty about my amnesia anymore. I don't need your guilt, and don't use any reason to bind each other. I'd rather we weren't husband and wife, hurry up."
Let's go, don't come again tomorrow."
She smiled faintly and subconsciously gently turned the ring on her hand.
Li Yan's eyes fell on her beautiful face. Although she was smiling, her deep and bright eyes were full of impatience, as if she wanted him to get out of here quickly.
It's bright and moving, but it's also irritating.
His lips were pursed tightly, his jaw was tense, and his lines looked stiff.
After a long while, he said: "Mi Ruo, what are you afraid of? Am I a man-eating tiger? Are you so eager to drive me away?"
She stood up straight and raised her head to look directly at him.
"Yes, I'm afraid of you because I'm afraid of death. Mr. Li, it's not that I don't want to see you or hear your voice, but I don't want to force myself to go back to the past soon. I don't want to go back to the past because I often see you.
You, and find that lost memory. When things have reached this point, it can be imagined that those memories are not very good. I finally saved my life, do you still want to see me worse than amnesia?
The ending? Now to me, you, Li Yan, are a complete stranger. Since God has given me a chance to live again and get rid of the past, why not end it all here? I really
I just want to live a more comfortable and free life without any burden or pain. I really really want a brand new life..."
With his charming and seductive voice and his handsome face, she admitted that she was a little obsessed with him and even had a kind of throb, but this feeling of being forced to recall the past was really bad.
She could see his concern and worry, and she could also see that he really wanted to be good to her and take care of her, the woman who was about to become his "ex-wife".
However, for the sake of her own personal safety, is it wrong for her to reject his offer? Not everyone can get a new life.
Besides, those fragments in the memories were so bad, was she really mentally prepared to go back to the past?
No, she doesn't want to yet, she's really not ready.
For a moment, the two fell into a terrible silence, and even the air was horribly suffocated.
"That's what you think..." Li Yan smiled bitterly and looked directly at her quietly for a long time before saying in a hoarse voice, "As you wish, you will get the life you want."
After he finished speaking, he turned around suddenly. The moment he opened the door, there was a clang and something made of metal fell to the ground.
He lowered his head, and a small and delicate diamond ring fell at his feet.
Just as he leaned down, she had already picked it up first.
She held the diamond ring in her hand, and when she saw him staring at her, she couldn't help but stretched out her hand, handed the ring to him, and said, "Here, here's another one, give it back to you."
This was the diamond ring that she had been caressing before and accidentally dropped.
When Li Yan saw it, she could feel a tendon on her forehead bouncing with the beating of her heart. That ring was the day she and Luo Yuan planned to hold a wedding, and he insisted on bringing it to her.
What went up was the rose flower diamond ring.
Suddenly, his expression changed several times.
"Hey, if you don't want it, then I'll take it to a jewelry store and sell it." She twitched her lips. Anyway, the agreement said that this should belong to her.
After hearing this, his mind was in chaos and he didn't know what to say at all. All the words were stuck in his throat and he was so choked that he wanted to vomit but couldn't.
Seeing his silence, Mi Ruo thought it was acquiescence. She took the ring back, but Li Yan snatched it away and held it tightly in her hand, leaving a deep dent in her palm.
Mi Ruo stopped looking at him, turned around and said, "Goodbye. No, it's best never to see you again."
Li Yan's lips were frivolous, with a bitter smile appearing, and he turned around and walked out the door.
Inexplicably, seeing his figure disappear from sight, Mi Ruo felt as if all the strength in her body had been drained away.
She slowly walked back to the bed, sat down on the edge of the bed, and lowered her head.
The little memories that slowly emerged in her mind told her that the ring was given to her by Li Yan, and he was forced to put it on her finger, and he arrogantly ordered her never to take it off...
Such memories are indescribably sad, as if there is a huge stone pressing on my chest, making me breathless.
She thought it was right to drive him away...
Li Yan did not leave. The night air in Nancheng was very humid. He wrapped himself in a windbreaker and stood on the street across the street from the villa, looking up for a long time.
I thought that her amnesia and those painful past would be erased a little bit, but I didn't expect that it would still be as timeless as ever, and the distance between them would still be so far away.
The lights in the room were still on. I wonder if she was thinking about something like him.
Li Yan took a deep breath, and the cold night air circled in his lungs, exhaling with his body temperature and melting into the night. A faint white mist quickly disappeared.
At this moment, Li Yan really felt that the cruelest person in the world was her.
She didn't know that for him, agreeing to divorce her and letting her run away from home was his biggest wound. But today, it was as if Mi Ruo had torn this wound open forcibly, and in his
The illusion of salt sprinkled on the affected area.
Yes, he deserves it. What Gu Bo and Rong Ye said at that time were right. If he had listened to the advice earlier, he would not have developed to this point...
Soon, a cigarette burned out between his fingers.
He looked up upstairs again, his eyes falling on a certain place, and he didn't turn around until the lights there went out.