Mi Ruo finally accepted the fact that Luo Yuan was about to be sent abroad for medical treatment and that she could not accompany him.
Although she couldn't accept this result, she had no choice but to do so. After all, she was the one who failed Luo Yuan, and now she couldn't even do anything to help him.
When she was most sad, Luo Yuan walked with her. Now that he was awake, she remembered all the past events. Her heart seemed to be passing through her again. She only felt her heart throbbing, but it didn't hurt so much anymore.
The next day, Luo Yuan was secretly put on a plane and headed to Berlin for retinal transplant surgery.
Mi Ruo couldn't go to see her off and cried alone at home. Fortunately, Hao Miaomiao looked after her and helped her to bed to rest.
The central air conditioning is on in the room, and the constant temperature feels very comfortable.
Mi Ruo was top-heavy and slept for a while. She got up and walked out of the room, just as Hao Miaomiao tiptoed upstairs and wanted to call her down for dinner.
"Mi Ruo, are you awake?" Hao Miaomiao was overjoyed.
"Miaomiao, I want to go on a trip."
Hao Miaomiao blinked, not quite understanding what Mi Ruo meant, "Mi Ruo, why do you suddenly want to travel?"
"It was so sudden. I saw Luo Yuan off. I felt uncomfortable. This city made me feel like I couldn't breathe. I wanted to go out for a walk."
"What about me? What should I do?!" Hao Miaomiao held Mi Ruo's hand, looking flustered and feeling something was not good in her heart.
Mi Ruo laughed and nodded her forehead, "Fool, it's not like I won't come back after I go out, it's just a trip."
"Then I'll go with you!"
"You still have a small shop to open, and now you're not worried that your parents' loan won't be enough to repay it?" Mi Ruowei said, "Don't worry, I can do it alone."
Hao Miaomiao felt relieved, but felt uneasy, "Then where do you plan to go? How soon will you be back?"
"I haven't decided yet, I just have this idea," Mi Ruo said softly, "I'll say it first. My decision can only be known to you and me. You are not allowed to tell anyone else. Do you understand? Otherwise
, I really won’t come back.”
"But... if you leave, there's no way Li Yan won't look for you."
"He has a lot of things to do. Besides, I have nothing to do with him anymore. Look at this." After saying that, Mi Ruo took out the divorce agreement from the drawer, spread it out in front of Hao Miaomiao, raised her eyebrows and said, "In two days,
I'm going to get the divorce certificate."
Hao Miaomiao was startled, and she seemed to understand Mi Ruo's thoughts. After a moment of silence, she said, "Well, tell me your itinerary after you have decided. Remember to keep in touch with me at any time."
In the next few days, Mi Ruo went out shopping every day. It seemed that this was the only way to prevent her from thinking about many unpleasant things. Occasionally, Li Yan would find excuses to come see her, but she rejected them one by one because of his tough temper.
He actually endured it and did not come to see her again.
However, occasionally there would still be two or three men in black, accompanying her, not approaching, but just watching her whereabouts from a distance.
Mi Ruo knew that he was the person sent by Li Yan. Hao Miaomiao said that he already knew that she had recovered her memory. She just pretended that she didn't know or saw it, and lived her own life, as long as he didn't disturb her.
Just fine.
She always appeared in the same restaurant at three o'clock every afternoon, ordered a cup of coffee, and sat by the window to watch the people coming and going outside the light green glass wall. For some reason, she thought of this cafe in particular, and often stopped thinking about it as soon as she sat down.
The undisturbed time quietly passed away from the afternoon.
After checking out, leave and walk in the bustling streets, walking through the crowds of people.
After several trips, even if she closed her eyes, she could tell that after stepping on many antique floor tiles, she would accurately step on the dark blue bricks with flower-shaped patterns. She closed her eyes and tried again and again. Her intuition and understanding were able to make mistakes.
The rate is zero.
At the end of the road was a wide and crowded square. When she sat down on the marble steps by the pool, she thought that the inexplicable suffocation feeling was actually worse than drowning, and made it even more difficult to breathe.
Although her appearance was intact, she still cooked and painted meticulously, and her life was so regular that you couldn't tell that her soul was broken. She wanted to travel, but she didn't know where to go. The road ahead was so unclear that she was at a loss.
.
Finally, on the forty-first day after Luo Yuan left, something happened that made her make a new decision.
That day, she finished teaching in the practice room, went home, ate two pieces of bread, and went to bed early. Maybe she caught a cold when she slept on the sofa before, so Mi Ruo wiped her nose and made a cup of cold medicine, then drank it hot.
, chewing a pearl plum and got into bed.
Turn off the light and turn over.
I turned it over again, still turned on the desk lamp, and stared at the ceiling for a while before falling asleep.
I woke up in the morning with a heavy nasal congestion and felt dizzy. I took a few pills and my stomach was empty. After a while, I felt a bitter taste rising up, which I couldn't cover up even after eating several biscuits.
She went out to take the bus and felt nauseous on the bus. She couldn't wait until noon and rushed to the bathroom, threw herself on the edge of the sink and retched.
After this period of discomfort passed, Mi Ruo looked at herself in the mirror, feeling as if she was sitting on a slide, sliding to the bottom with a squeak.
Could it be...
Won't!
Impossible! After being raped by Li Yan, she took first aid measures the next day, so there was absolutely no chance of that accident happening!
A kind-hearted aunt passed by her and kindly asked her what was wrong. She quickly got some water and wiped her face, but she was still uneasy all day long.
After returning home, she rushed to a nearby drugstore and bought a few pregnancy test strips. The instruction manual said that the test results were best if she used morning urine. So, she tossed and turned and couldn't sleep until the morning, as if she was going to the execution ground.
After following the instructions, I waited quietly for three minutes.
However, the two clear red lines on the white test paper made Mi Ruo freeze on the spot.
Reluctantly, she opened two more packages, but the test results were still the same. Mi Ruo's legs went weak, she squatted down, looked at the test paper again in disbelief, and covered her face with her hands in lament.
A quick calculation showed that I was less than two months pregnant.
What should she do? What should she do with the child in her belly? Keep it, or simply...
While she was hesitating, she instinctively reached out to touch her belly, feeling it carefully and seriously. Mi Ruo had been raised by Mi Xiaolan alone since she was a child. She never thought that she might be like her mother.
Will have to raise a child independently.
Thinking of this, she not only sighed: "My child, you came at the wrong time..."
Tears rolled down uncontrollably, full of joy, hope, desolation, and sadness.
As if she was bewitched, she wiped away her tears and went into the kitchen to make something to eat. No matter what, she had food in her belly and was not panicking!
Mi Ruo already has her own ideas in her mind.
A week later, it was Monday morning, and Li Yan received a call shortly after getting up.
"Li Yan? I am Gu Bo, can you come over to the harem?" Gu Bo's tone was very complicated, serious but a little helpless, and there was also a hint of worry hidden.