Before meeting Mi Ruo, he had never loved anyone in his life. When he was very young, he knew that in order to survive, he had to be ruthless. If he was not ruthless enough, he would be the one facing destruction.
What he likes and loves, he must firmly control and protect. Once he lets go, he will never get it again. And his gentleness and kindness can only be seen by those he loves.
This is what he learned from childhood.
Even now, his behavior is still ruthless and decisive, but except for Mi Ruo and Cindy, he doesn't want them to see those dirty and sinful things...
Thinking of this, he said: "Don't worry about her. Anyway, she never regards you as a sister and cares about what she does."
"But..." She lowered her eyes and bit her lip, but she was speechless.
Indeed, as she said, An Yarou had never treated her like a sister, but she just felt uncomfortable. There was a person who suffered the same fate as her, and ended up with disabled legs and feet, unable to dance for the rest of his life. This kind of pain would definitely become a tormenting nightmare.
It's not so much that she sympathizes with An Yarou, but rather that she doesn't want to see Li Yan turn into a murderous demon for her own sake.
"Li Yan, promise me you won't do this kind of thing again in the future, okay? It's too cruel. You have to think about our daughter."
As if he didn't expect her to say such a thing, Li Yan was startled, and the movement of holding her in his hand paused inconspicuously. He did not answer her immediately, but nodded slightly and then slowly responded, "Okay.
, I promise you."
Although his reaction was only slight, Mi Ruo noticed it.
She raised her face, held his arms, gently broke away from his arms, and raised her clear eyes to face him. There was an indescribable darkness in his deep black eyes, as if he was hesitating.
He seemed to be worrying about something.
This made her feel very nervous, and she said in a strong tone, "You are not allowed to deal with me, you must agree!"
Seeing her pretending to be tough, Li Yan smiled, "I know, wasn't that three years ago? As long as she doesn't hurt you anymore, I won't torture her anymore."
"real?"
"Really." He nodded.
"Then tell me, where is she now?"
Li Yan frowned slightly and sighed, "I'll take you to see it another day."
The tight look on Mi Ruo's face suddenly brightened. Seeing this, he said, "You really want to know her condition? Have you forgotten how she bullied and ridiculed you before?"
"I didn't forget," she paused slightly, "I just..." She stopped mid-sentence.
How to describe these complicated emotions? When An Yarou encounters such an end, she should be the most happy, right? But why is she worried?
Maybe she has become more concerned about gains and losses than before. She is afraid that the outcome between herself and Li Yan will not be satisfactory, and she will end up worse than An Yarou?
No, no, she should imagine him...
"Don't think about those irrelevant people and things... I have an event tonight that I have to attend, and I will come back very late. You don't have to wait for me. Go to bed early." He said softly.
Li Yan never answered her directly, but gave her a loving kiss on the cheek, then picked up the suit and left the room.
After turning around, Li Yan's face had become cold and stern, with a gloomy expression as if a blizzard was coming at any time. He admitted that the methods he used against Anya Rou were indeed cruel, and he had never been so cruel to any woman.
, but that’s also because of Mi Ruo...
What's more, it's said that he can't help himself when he is in the world. He has such a gangster background. If he doesn't do something more ruthless, the other party may stand up one day, which may put him in a disadvantageous position.
This is true even for women.
After getting in the car, he irritably took out a cigar from his pocket, lit it, took a deep breath, and then exhaled it quietly, his face full of thoughts.
If Mi Ruo knew what An Yarou had become, would she have other thoughts about him...
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Mi Ruo stared blankly at his disappearing tall figure, feeling that he seemed to be hiding something from her.
This night, Mi Ruo was alone in a room again, but she was no longer like the previous time, stupidly guarding him when he came back. I don't know what happened recently, she was getting more and more lethargic, always feeling sleepy, sitting down
I was looking at the IPAB in my hand on the bed and fell asleep before I knew it.
She didn't even know when he came back. When she woke up early in the morning, the moment she opened her eyes, she saw Li Yan lying next to him.
Looking at his handsome profile while sleeping, her nose suddenly felt sour.
After so many years, there were always too many tricks and uses, intrigues and cruelty between them, but she still chose him and still couldn't let go of him...
This was the reason why she still stayed with him so easily despite experiencing so much pain.
Once, she really wanted to disappear under his nose forever, and the world without him would be happiness. But when she really got her wish, she realized that it was all her imagination and wishful thinking.
His traces have been deeply imprinted on her heart, and even though those memories are painful, they also have a sweet taste.
The feeling of both hate and love filled her heart, making it impossible for her to hold any other man in her heart...
Her little hand touched his handsome face, touching it gently with great reluctance.
She loves him...
Although he is very bad and not a kind person, he is full of infatuation for her, but because of this, she is very worried...
She gently lay on his bare chest, feeling his heartbeat, and asked softly in her heart, Li Yan, we are people from such different worlds, can we really, really come together?
Why does she always feel uneasy?
The cool touch woke him up. In the haze, Li Yan just smiled at that innocent face and held her in his arms with his long arms.
She quietly broke away from his arms, gradually moved her body away from him, then moved to the foot of the bed and curled up into a ball.
When she woke up again, Li Yan was no longer beside her. She could vaguely feel that he had just left, because his faint masculine scent still lingered in the room.
She sat up and realized that her eyes were red and swollen, and she could hardly open them.
What's going on? Last night...did she cry? Uh...it seems so. She remembered that he came back halfway, and she looked at his appearance and recalled many past events.
She shook her head to get rid of the distracting thoughts in her mind, got out of bed and went into the bathroom for simple treatment. Only then did the redness and swelling subside.
After breakfast, she took Cindy to the kindergarten as usual. On the way back, she passed a small restaurant. There happened to be a traffic light at the intersection in front of the restaurant, and Mi Ruo's car stopped at this intersection.