Manru looked at him with a confused look on her face. She really didn't understand what was lost or what was wrong.
"I always thought that what I wanted was a smart and capable woman standing by my side. But I was wrong, because such a woman can be my subordinate and my work partner, but not my partner." Under the sea breeze.
, Su Heng said more and more emotionally, "It turns out that love is not a qualifier, it is not about what you want. It is about whether you love this person, whether you will feel comfortable as long as you are with her, and you will have happiness."
A sense of security." Su Heng held her face and said, "Xiaoru, to me, you are that person."
Manru's eyes widened and she looked at the man: "No, it's impossible."
"It's true." Su Heng said hurriedly, "In the beginning, I was unhappy without you, and I felt very painful. I couldn't sleep at night, and I was often surprised in the middle of the night. I thought you were still there, and then I searched for you everywhere.
, I didn’t realize you were gone until I woke up. You don’t know that feeling, it’s really scary!”
Manru just listened, as if listening to an alien talking, she stood motionless.
"I thought it was because I'm not used to it, but it's not Xiaoru, no. I get distracted at work, and I think of you inexplicably during meetings. Recently, I can't help but sign all my signatures with your name."
"I would be jealous if you were with someone else's man. And it's not just jealousy, it's intolerable. Just now, I heard that you were with Cheng Lang. In fact, what I wanted to do most was not to come over calmly and say
I want to talk to you. Instead, beat that man up first, and then let the aliens take him away and disappear completely."
Manru looked at the man, how could she have thought that one day Su Heng would say such things to her.
"It shouldn't be like this..." Manru shook her head, how could Hengheng like her, how could it be possible?
"Xiaoru, can you give me another chance? This time we start over, I will try my best to perform well, give me another chance." Su Heng begged hurriedly, "Okay, Xiaoru?"
Manru looked at the man intently, trying hard to digest every word he said. If she had heard him say such words before, she would have happily thrown herself into his arms. This meant everything to her.
It's so beautiful.
But now, she found that she could no longer be happy or laugh.
"It shouldn't be like this, Hengheng, it shouldn't be like this." Manru shook her head slowly, "I'm done with you, it shouldn't be like this."
"Xiaoru, lie, you really don't love me anymore?" Su Heng held her hands and asked, "Are you really not willing to give us another chance?"
"I still love you, how could I not love you." Manru said, but still pushed him away, "But tell me, how can I be with you? Do you think I can still face our relationship calmly?
Is it in the past? Do you think what happened in the past can be treated as if it never happened? If I don’t do it, the aborted child is firmly engraved in my heart and I can’t erase it. I’m afraid I won’t be able to erase it in my life.
Lose."
"Su Heng, forget it, okay?" Manru sniffed hard to prevent herself from crying, "Those things in the past are in the past. In fact, we are really not suitable. Your world is too different from mine.
It’s too far, you weren’t lost before, but you are lost now.”
"Xiaoru." Su Heng rushed up and hugged her tightly, "It's not like that, it's really not like that..."
Manru grabbed his hand and said slowly: "I beg you, Hengheng. Can we let each other go? Do you know? I don't dare to face you now, because I will feel uncomfortable facing you."
Painful. I don’t know what to do? When you appear, I feel like I don’t even have the strength to breathe. In the past ten years, I sometimes wonder if I am dreaming. This dream seems very beautiful, but in fact it has always been
I’m suffering a lot. It’s not easy. I want to let this dream go. I want to start over. Can you make it happen for me?”
Su Heng's whole body froze, and he held Manru's hand instead. Her hand was soft, as if she had no bones in it. With these hands, he always thought he was holding them, and the woman he was holding was even more impossible.
Not her. But at this moment, he was really going to lose her!
"Let me go, okay?" Manru asked again.
"I think so too, Xiaoru." Su Heng still refused to let go, "But it's difficult, really difficult."
Manru used the greatest strength in her life to push his hands away. She turned around and looked at him: "I really don't want things like today to happen again. Let me ask you. In fact, what you said about being friends is not realistic at all. Because
We can't be friends at all, so I'm leaving.
Su Heng could only watch her go. Did he really not let go? She said that she found it difficult to breathe when she was with him, but just now it was difficult for her to shout to another man that aliens would take her away.
.
He didn't know Manru like this. The Manru he knew was always quiet. He couldn't imagine that she would yell and do such things, and not with him.
He has lost her!
He has really lost her! Is it irreversible?
"Manru!" Su Heng called her loudly. Seeing her stop, he strode up, "At least give me a chance to pursue you."
Manru stopped and turned to look at him, with tears in her eyes: "There is one thing I have never told you. Do you still remember the first year you went to Germany? That Christmas happened to be your birthday.
Your friends, your classmates, and your teachers all went to celebrate your birthday. In fact, I went too, but I could only hide myself. I just watched you shine, and you were in your world like a fish in water, high-spirited.
, but I can never go in. Until now, I don’t have the courage to go in again. Forget it, okay?”
Su Heng barely remembered it. He was about to speak when he saw her waving her hand: "I'm leaving. Thank you for saying these words to me."
He just looked at her back, and the sea breeze blew in waves, making his whole body numb, but he could still feel the severe pain in his heart.
The sentence "Forget it" recurred in his mind again and again, making him tremble with pain.
Manru strolled back, and as soon as she entered the yard, she saw Cheng Lang standing there with his hands in his pockets, looking at her.
She walked over: "Why aren't you asleep yet?"
"I'm going to bed soon, so you should go to bed early." Cheng Lang didn't know the outcome of their conversation, and he didn't want to press, and there was no point in asking more.
"I want to go back tomorrow." Manru said when she walked to the door, "I'm sorry."
"I'm going back too, let me go back with you!" Cheng Lang said.
"Alang..."
"It's true." Cheng Lang hurriedly explained, "I just received the information that there is something wrong with the research laboratory. I have to go back and take a look."
"All right!"
Early the next morning, Manru and Cheng Lang had to leave first. The students were not very happy, especially Zhu Ziwen.
As a result, before Manru got home, she received another call from her mother saying that her father fell in the toilet this morning.
Manru was so frightened that her hands and feet were weak, Cheng Lang kept comforting her, and the two of them rushed towards the hospital.
As soon as we arrived at the hospital, the results came out. Jiang's father had dislocated his right foot after falling. If it were an ordinary person, it would be fine and he would recover very quickly. But Jiang's father is still old after all. Although he was reconnected, the recovery period will still be very long.
.
Manru looked at Gu Junyi and the wrinkles on her brows were getting deeper. Too many things had happened at home recently, and she just felt that her mother was much older.
And when she realized she didn’t see her brother, she asked her mother, “Mom, where is brother?”
"He has something to do. Your dad left right after he came out of the operation." Gu Junyi replied, "I don't know what he has been busy with recently?"
Manru called her brother, but no one answered. She couldn't help but feel worried.
Cheng Lang, on the other hand, has been helping with everything, paying money, getting medicine, and discussing recovery plans with the hospital.
Gu Junyi wanted to go home and cook some soup for his wife, and he was responsible for picking up and delivering her.
"Alang, didn't you say something happened in the research room?" Manru was a little embarrassed.
"I've already made the call, but it's actually not that important." Cheng Lang said hurriedly, "It's a holiday now, so it's actually fine."
"Thank you, Alang." Gu Junyi looked at Cheng Lang, and she really liked Cheng Lang more and more.
Manru stayed in the hospital. She called her brother in the evening, but she still couldn't get through, which made her a little worried.
Jiang's father's feet are recovering very slowly, and he has to sit in a wheelchair again. When Jiang's father is mentioned in a wheelchair, he is in a very bad mood, and often loses his temper and throws things. Cheng Lang's role at this time is particularly obvious.
After all, he is still an outsider, and Father Jiang will temper his temper a little when he sees him.
Sometimes the soup was too bland, and he would protest not to drink it. When the doctor came to give the injection, he would pull out the needle. But when Cheng Lang came, he was laughing and coaxing, and he was embarrassed.
The nurse seized the opportunity to give him an injection and asked him to pour the soup brought by Gu Junyi. He became more honest.
One night, Cheng Lang even took the initiative to stay and watch the night. At first, Gu Junyi and Man Ru didn't agree, but they were still a little embarrassed after all.
But Cheng Lang was very insistent and asked the mother and daughter to go back and have a good sleep.
That night, mother and daughter still slept together.
"To be honest, Alang is really good. His patience with your father is better than mine." Gu Junyi said to her daughter in bed.
Manru is not a fool, and Cheng Lang's performance these days has indeed moved her. Her brother said that he went to another place to inspect the goods and could not come back, and it was all Cheng Lang's help inside and outside.
"This family still needs a man. What do you think we would do without Alang these days? This man comes in and out, picks us up every day and helps take care of your dad. He used to be very concerned about our family's affairs.
Shang Xin, now I have nothing to say." Gu Junyi said.
"Mom, let me think again." Manru couldn't sleep for a while, and she didn't know how to respond to her mother.
"Okay, think about it carefully. Xiaoru, what does a woman want? Isn't she just looking for a man who can treat her well? Alang is such a man."