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out of habit

"It's good." Gu Junyi thought this was feasible and nodded.

"As for work, mom, let Xiaoru do it in school! Her job is stable and her salary is OK, the most important thing is that she likes it herself. You can't just because of Su Heng, she doesn't even want to work, it's too bad.

It’s a good deal.” Jiang Qizheng said again. Now there is no stable source at home, and his business has not been successful. In the short term, the family is relying on Manru!

"Okay." Gu Junyi said something angry just now, and his son nodded as soon as he said this.

Su Heng kept silent, as if the things they were talking about had little to do with her.

"Xiao Ru..." Gu Junyi called her daughter to see her expressionless face.

"Mom." Manru Ru had just woken up after she had just woken up and turned to look at her mother.

"Did you hear what we are talking about?" Gu Junyi was a little worried about her daughter. She was worried that her daughter still loved Su Heng in her heart, so she was coaxed by Su Heng and was with her again.

"Mom, I'll listen to you." Manru said quietly.

"Well, don't see Su Heng again. Su Heng treats our family as a fool." Gu Junyi said, "so you are not allowed to see him again, and you must not be soft-hearted to him."

"I know, mom." Manru nodded and said no more.

Gu Junyi looked at her daughter through the rearview mirror. She wanted to say something, but when she saw that her daughter's face was not good, she finally held back.

When he got home, Manru went into the room without saying anything, and closed the door. Gu Junyi looked at her son and sighed.

"Mom, Xiaoru knows what to do and what not to do, let's not force her first." Jiang Qizheng said.

Gu Junyi nodded and went back to her room to see her husband.

Manru slept hard. When she opened her eyes, she heard the sound of chatting outside. Everyone seemed to be in a good mood. She also heard her mother's laughter.

She had a dream, and there was that man in the dream. He hugged her and said the most beautiful love words. She dreamed that she was soft-hearted, and when he kissed her, she closed her eyes.

She was woken up by the laughter. When she came out of the room, she saw Cheng Lang talking with her father.

My mother came out of the kitchen from time to time and said a few words to Cheng Lang, and then several people would look at each other and smile.

"Xiao Ru, you woke up, Alang has been here for a while, you have been sleeping. I said I want to wake you up, but Alang won't let you go." Gu Junyi said to her daughter.

"Alang, you are here." Manru was still in a daze, and she didn't know what expression she looked like at this moment.

"Yes, I'm here to have a good meal again." Cheng Lang smiled.

"What a shameless person, our family welcomes you to come and have dinner at any time." Gu Junyi smiled.

So, the family laughed happily

Manru went to the bathroom to wash her face and change her clothes, so that she could look better.

After dinner, Manru went to see him off. When Cheng Lang went downstairs, he couldn't help but ask: "Is something happened?"

Manru looked at him with some surprise. She thought her mother would definitely tell him, so she shook her head helplessly: "It's okay."

"Xiao Ru." Cheng Lang looked at her like this and grabbed her arms, feeling very distressed, "Don't let yourself suffer so much?"

"I'm fine." Manru broke away from his hand, "I'm fine, I feel good now."

"Really?" she said it was very good, but she didn't look good at all. "You have any thoughts to tell me, don't hide it in your heart."

"I just don't understand, I don't understand what I'm thinking, nor do I understand what he's thinking?" Manru looked into the distance, "Why did he do this?"

"Actually, you understand in your heart." Cheng Lang said and sighed, "Xiao Ru, are you making things difficult for yourself, or are you already soft-hearted."

Manru looked into the distance, her eyes dimmed.

"In my opinion, it's true that he loves you. If you really love him so much, you can consider starting over with him." Cheng Lang didn't know why he said that, but seeing Manru like this, he was very unlucky.

Feel good.

"It's impossible for him and me, I can't see him again." Manru shook his head, "He cut off all our possibilities, and I can't be with him again."

"Then forget him." Cheng Lang said, "Xiao Ru, let it go and start over."

Start over? She thought she really started over, but she didn't expect to fall into this vicious circle again.

"Otherwise, if you continue like this, it will not be just your own pain." Cheng Lang couldn't bear it when he saw her like this, "Think about it carefully, I'll leave."

Manru took him into the car before walking back.

She had classes the next morning, and there were not many students coming that day. As soon as she looked up, she saw Su Heng sitting in the back row of the classroom. Today he was wearing very casual clothes, with a white shirt and white-washed jeans.

Her expression froze, but she immediately became calm and let herself concentrate on her lectures.

Never once, she found that class would be so hard. She had to command herself to concentrate all her energy to focus on the lecture and not let her eyes go in the direction he was.

After the two classes, she found that her vest was sweating and her feet were a little weak.

The students were leaving one after another, and she wanted to leave early, but who knew that a student came over to discuss a problem with her. After talking to the students, the classroom was almost the same, and he walked over slowly.

"Let's talk, okay?" Su Heng said almost begging.

"..." Manru didn't know how to face him, but she thought she had to make it clear.

She turned around and walked into a small forest behind the school.

There is a small lake next to it, and willow trees are planted on both sides. The willow leaves are lush and rustling when a gust of wind blows.

Su Heng stood beside her, and wanted to speak several times. Seeing Manru's calm face, he swallowed his words again.

"We're really over, okay?" Manru stopped and turned to look at him, "Don't go on, I really don't want to go on."

Su Heng's eyes were slightly red and he clenched his fists: "Xiao Ru, if I can really do it, believe me, I won't do so many things later."

"You are really too much." Manru couldn't even think of the reality she accepted yesterday. Just think about it and the men around her felt that they were too scary.

"I know." Su Heng admitted, "I never thought about hurting your brother. I had no choice but to do anything under the circumstances. I had to have a chance to get you back to me."

"But it shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be..." Manru shook her head.

"I know." Su Heng nodded, "I will chase you like an ordinary man in the future. Can you give me a chance?"

"We're over." Manru replied, "My mother or my brother, they can't accept you. Su Heng, forget it, okay? Over the past year, our family has really made too many

Things, you won’t know how much pain my brother has caused to our family. If you really love me, you won’t choose to do something that hurts me.”

"Xiao Ru..." Su Heng also knew that he had done something wrong, but he was forced to do nothing at that time. Then he learned that Jiang Qi was doing business, so he followed the trend.

"So we're really over, I want to start over, I want to live some ordinary days. Just like now, taking care of my parents and being a competent teacher for classmates, I really just want to do this."

Ru said slowly, "Can you help me?"

Su Heng listened to her saying these words, could he accept it? He couldn't, he held her shoulders: "But Xiaoru, you still love me, and I love you too. I'm not doing well, but I really

Can’t you make a mistake? Can’t you really have a chance to correct me if I make a mistake?"

"I still love you." Manru looked at the man in front of her so seriously, "In this world, I probably can't love another man like I love you. I used to think that I just love you.

But Su Heng, it turns out that this is not the case. There is not only love in this world. There are many other things besides love, such as I have family."

When Su Heng heard this, he hurriedly said, "As long as we are together..."

"But I can no longer get together with you, I can't get to you." Manru interrupted, "We can't be together anymore, that's it."

Su Heng looked at her quietly, then said, "You can't walk beside me, I can't walk to you hard, can't I?"

Manru looked at him in a daze. She found that her heart was beating so fast, and she was getting hot and she was getting hot little by little.

"Xiao Ru, is it okay to give me a chance? I promise I won't do anything like that again. I'm like an ordinary man trying hard to be by your side, as long as you give me a chance." Su Heng said.

"..." Manru didn't dare to look at his eyes again. She lowered her head, took a strong breath and said, "I'm leaving."

"Xiao Ru." How could Su Heng let her go? He clearly felt Manru's heart moved, and she still felt it.

"Forget it, okay? I really don't want to come again. It's too hard to be with you. I don't want to come again." Manru broke away from him hard and said in a mess.

"Are you happy if you don't be with me?" Su Heng shouted loudly, "Xiao Ru, you love me, are you really happy if you don't be with me?"

Manru frozes, and she seems to wake up from the words he yells. She opens her eyes wide and looks at him: "Yes, you are right, I still love you. But that's it, you can bully me so freely."

Yeah?"

Su Heng was also stunned and hurriedly explained: "I don't have it, I love you..."

"That's right. I'm not happy if I'm not with you. I'm in pain, I don't know what to do? I can only try not to think about those things and try not to think about Su Heng as much as possible.

But so what? We are over. If I were with you, I would be even more painful. I would wonder, will my parents be disappointed in this way? Will I wonder if you really love me? Will you?

One day, you meet another woman and you find that that is what you want. Being with me is just your habit."


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