[69 Book Bar - www.] I hugged her tightly and kissed her lips silently. In the smell of wine in my mouth, her lips were like prematurely opened petals on the branches, with a hint of
There was a fresh fragrance. She threw herself on me and sighed softly.
I fell into a deep valley.
It's like I made a mistake when I forgot everything, and sank into the blue sky, passing through the white clouds. The fluffy smoke kept passing through my side, under my ribs, and between my fingers, and I struggled desperately.
, is still empty.
But that despair is also beautiful.
The rain is still falling, but it has become much lighter. What is hitting the tent now is a gentle crackling sound, thin and dense, like a bead curtain made of countless small beads, rippled by the wind.
She moaned lowly, and the torch outside penetrated the tent, and I could only see a faint shadow of her moving, which was more like a virtual image than reality.
I couldn't help it any longer, so I hugged her with my two weak arms, made her lie on top of me, and sobbed softly.
She hugged me tightly, as if she wanted to fuse into my body, and just murmured: "The night is still long, go to sleep, this is the longest night in my life."
I didn't know what to say, I just hugged her tightly, as if I was afraid that she would float away like a feather. But the drunkenness made my arms feel like they didn't belong to me, and I couldn't even feel the one in my arms.
people.
She stroked my hair and murmured: "If there is a person like you in all this, then this life will be worth it."
I didn't say anything, I just felt that her body started to heat up again, like a piece of ice that was gradually melting.
"Promise me to live well."
I suddenly raised my head, looked at her face, and said, "What did you hear?"
Her eyes were full of tears, like a flower that was about to wither, no longer worth a drop of morning dew.
I was speechless for a long time. The rain sprinkled on the tent, making the light from the torches dim a lot.
The drunkenness started to come over me again.
When I woke up, it was already daybreak. I was alone on the bed. A red hair tie was wrapped around my wrist, like blood. Looking at the hair tie, I felt dazed, as if it was pulled from the bottom of my heart.
What, I couldn’t even stand still. I put on my clothes and walked out of the camp.
Jin Qianshi stood at the door with his back to me. I walked over, stood next to him, and whispered: "Did you tell her?"
Jin Qianshi looked at me, avoided my gaze, and didn't answer me. I patted his shoulder and sighed, "I can't blame you, I just think I'm a despicable person."
Jin Qianshi raised his head and said: "Commander, don't say that..."
I didn't dare to look at him anymore, so I just looked up at the sky. It was cloudy today, and it might still rain after a while, and the sky was filled with gray clouds. I put my hands behind my back and said, "General Jin, I only think that I am a
I'm an upright person, but I don't know until the end of the day that I'm just a despicable villain."
He sighed and said: "Commander, how can a man be so affectionate with his children? Don't blame me..."
Before he could finish speaking, I suddenly pulled out the Baipi Knife. His expression changed, and before he could say anything else, I had already cut a knife on my left arm.
Blood gushes out like spring water.
Jin Qianshi asked in shock: "Commander, what are you doing?" He took away my knife, tore off a strip of cloth from my clothes, and tied my wound. I didn't say anything, as if the arm was not long.
It's the same on me.
Blood flowed down my arm, and the hair tie on my wrist was now hidden in the bloodstains and could not be seen clearly. I looked at the sky and couldn't hold back anymore, tears rolled out.
It’s not that I don’t know that people don’t know what’s going on when I’m drunk, but I still got drunk. It was just because I wanted to get drunk to escape that responsibility. But now what can I do except blame myself? I know that I don’t
It's not as noble as I thought, but more like the pleasure of giving up on myself. The guilt towards Su Wenyue and the hatred towards myself are intertwined. I'm afraid I won't care even if the blood is gone.
In the sky, the clouds were getting thicker and thicker. Behind the clouds, I vaguely heard Su Wenyue's timid voice when I saw her for the first time, the rare happiness when we had porridge together, and her faint sigh last night.
.All of this will burn my memory like a fire when I don’t expect it.
If I can remember.
Twenty-three days after the messenger was sent, there was still no news. Wu Hou had sent five batches of messengers. It stands to reason that the last batch of messengers should have returned, but none of them came back.
Sitting at the top of the city, I held a bowl of broth that had just been brought to me and drank it. It was the only bit of horse meat left. The women were killed so that only a few women in the Wuhou camp were left who were preparing to present the troops to the emperor.
I am so happy that I have started to kill some craftsmen now. I remember listening to senior classmates in the military school talking about the siege of Gallo City when the Great Emperor conquered the country. At that time, the city was besieged for two months, and the Emperor's troops also attacked the Gallo Kingdom
The defense was unexpected. After forty days of food and supplies, the city still could not be captured. At that time, the imperial army killed and ate the prisoners. When I heard this story at that time, I felt it was too cruel. I once thought,
If I have this day in the future, I will never eat people. What I eat now is also my horse. Even though the horse is actually very strong, and Marquis Wu also issued an order that commanders at all levels can keep their mounts, I still kill them.
After catching it, the meat was distributed among the dragon scale army.
That can be regarded as a protest against Wu Hou's decision. It would be good if my subordinates can eat less human flesh.
As soon as I finished drinking the broth, someone shouted again from the top of the city: "The snake people are coming! The snake people are coming!"
The Snake Man's attacks are becoming more and more urgent these days, but they are also very careful and never attack hard. If it is a single battle, it will be much easier to deal with than the fierce battles before. But the Snake Man's attacks are already quite organized.
That kind of frequency keeps us busy.
Maybe, I don’t know when the snake people will launch their final attack.
After inflicting seven or eight casualties on the Snakemen, they finally retreated. But our loss was seventeen people. The scary thing is that when the remaining soldiers at the top of the city looked at the dead, the look in their eyes was simply appetite.
Now the snakes and us seem to have fallen one by one. I want to sneer, but I can't.
The siege ax was so heavy in my hand that I could hardly lift it. This was impossible before, but now that I have used it once, I am still out of breath. I put the siege ax next to the wall and sat down.
.Wu Wanling came over and said: "Commander."
I looked at him and said, "What's wrong?"
"If you don't eat anymore, I won't be able to support you, Commander."