Entering the ice forest, the surrounding cold air rushed towards his face. Although Ye Han was a cold practitioner and had an innately cold body, he was still a little afraid of the surrounding cold air.【,ka$nzw
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The periphery of the ice forest cannot give him this feeling, but now he is in the depths of the ice forest. With his cultivation in the Yuan Ying realm, he feels a little unbearable here.
Naturally, this is just a feeling. With his cultivation, although he cannot adapt to the cold air around him, he is not at the point of being eroded by the cold air. With the help of the Star Cold Jue, he can still resist the cold air.
However, the cold air could withstand it, but the memories that had never been cut off in his heart made him suffer. Although the cold air outside was enough to distract him, he was not really distracted by it. On the contrary, the memories he had experienced in the past
Everything is still vivid in my mind at this moment.
And these memories were not only left in this ice forest, but there were also others. In short, all the experiences in his life seemed to come to mind at this moment, making him almost unbearable.
The first scene was the scene of his becoming a disciple of the Yanyun Sect. As for the situation of becoming a disciple of the Yanyun Sect, it just flashed through his mind and did not stop. It was like all that was just a passing cloud and failed to inspire
Just like his memories.
The only thing that remained in his mind was the good time that Ye Rou spent together. From getting to know each other, to becoming familiar with each other, and finally falling in love, all of this seemed to be just yesterday.
Later, due to family reasons, the two had to separate and endured the pain of their loved one marrying someone else, until everything happened in Lieyuan City. During this experience, he met Yan Xin again,
And developed an indissoluble bond with him.
Later, after drinking, the coldness in the body was attracted. In order to solve the crisis of coldness, he had to marry Leng Ling, end his love entanglement with Ye Rou, and finally fell in love with Leng Ling and his wife, and experienced the experience of the ice field.
During this experience, he and Leng Ling became deeply affectionate over time, loving each other. Although there was pain, it was not worth the happiness in the end. They fell in love with each other and unintentionally made Leng Ling pregnant.
Naturally, there was another big gain in this, that is, he received the inheritance of Hanling Jade and became the second inheritor of the Fate Star after Leng Ling.
Therefore, this place became one of the most significant turning points in his life.
Because of this ice field experience, his cultivation level improved a lot, but in the end he was attacked by a yuan beast due to some minor misunderstandings, and was seriously injured and fell into a coma.
He originally thought that this was the end of his life. He once thought that if he was attacked by the Yuan Beast, his life would be difficult to continue, but he did not know that he was actually saved by Yan Xin.
After recovering from serious injuries, they returned together with them, but because of accidentally eating the Ice Spirit Fruit in the small ice forest, Yan Xin lost her virginity in confusion, which triggered a lingering love and resentment.
Then, he had a crush on Leng Ling Yanxin, and because of Yan Xin's injury, he came to Lieyuan City again. In order to see his beloved again, he broke into the Yan family at night, and finally attracted the pursuit of the Yan family.
However, during the battle with Ye Rou, he was injured by her and was physically and mentally injured again.
Later, the Yanling Jade Xiao was born. Ye Rou, who had the mission of inheriting the Fate Star, received the inheritance of the Yan Ling Jade and became the third inheritor of the Fate Star inheritance.
Unexpectedly, this inheritance would inadvertently lead to the death of Ye Rou's husband Yan Xuan. After his death, Ye Rou once had an emotional entanglement with Ye Han, and finally returned to Ye Han.
However, I originally thought that all of this would finally come to an end at this moment, but little did I know that everything was just beginning. Not only was the pain just beginning, but even the emotions were just a new beginning.
And this new beginning was pinned on the rebellion of Ye Rou's grandfather Ye Di. Because of this rebellion, Ye Rou was in a dilemma between family ties and love. In pain, she decisively chose to leave and leave Ye Han.
, to avoid deepening the pain.
"Why? Why does my existence bring them so much pain?"
Thinking about the night he got married to Leng Ling, he wantonly hurt the woman who loved him deeply. Although the pain was relieved in the end, it was the beginning of hurting her.
Although, before this, the injuries he suffered were no less than these, but after all, those injuries were his own, and they were not caused by Leng Ling. They could not be linked to his own injury to Leng Ling.
Therefore, he felt that all this was his fault, his own existence, which hurt Leng Ling and the person who loved him deeply.
As for Yan Xin, let alone the misunderstanding about Bing Lingguo that occurred because of love. Although it did not cause her much emotional harm, it caused her to endure a lot of pain that should not have existed.
As for Ye Rou, perhaps he was hurt more because his emotional entanglement with her caused him to suffer too much pain, and in the end he almost died from severe meridian rupture. Fortunately, he finally turned the corner and realized the truth.
Got Yuandao.
Naturally, he did not dare to deny the harm done to Ye Rou. He had indeed caused her a lot of harm, and that harm was nothing more than the grudge between him and his grandfather, which ultimately made him suffer between family and love.
Can't help myself.
Therefore, thinking about all this, he felt extremely painful in his heart. He should have been destined to die due to cold air erosion. He should have been able to avoid hurting other people, but because of a change, he ended up hurting others.
All of this made him have to put the blame on himself. He believed that it was his own existence that caused these harms to them.
However, he never thought that he did cause harm to them, but he also gave them happiness in return.
Perhaps, it's not that he didn't think of this, but that he believes that all harm can't be made up for by these things. The harm that once existed, no matter how hard he tries to cover it up, can never be eliminated.
"Am I wrong? But where did I go wrong?"
Muttering to himself, Ye Han turned to look at the sky. Looking at the vast sky, he was a little crazy. His eyes never turned, as if he wanted to find the answer he wanted in the sky.
However, in the vast sky, nothing has ever changed. This makes his heart feel cold. Where did he go wrong? Who can give him a clear answer? If there is no such answer, then
How can I correct this mistake myself?
"Who? Who will tell me? Where did I go wrong?"
After a long time, Ye Han withdrew his gaze, turned around in a circle, and looked around the entire ice forest, but still could not find the person who could give him the answer.
At this moment, he was silent. A deep sense of frustration made him feel extremely helpless. It seemed that at this moment, he had lost everything, and his only life was lingering on the edge of dissipation.
"Ah... who will tell me? Is it wrong for me to love them? Why? Why do I have to endure so much pain? Why..."
The silence was just to welcome the storm that followed. Ye Han remained silent for a long time, feeling more and more his failure in his heart. At the same time, he also felt a little bit resentful. He treated his woman with sincerity, but what he got in return was what he is now.
of pain.
He is unwilling to accept his fate. Why is his fate like this? If he shouldn't love, then he shouldn't let love start. Now that it has started, he should let her continue. But why, why can't he feel love?
It's just pain, pain that never ends.
Perhaps these pains had existed from the beginning, but only at this moment did he really feel them.
"It's my heart, my own heart that's causing trouble. It must be like this. It's been like this from the beginning!"
Finally, Ye Han calmed down, looked down at his chest, and murmured to himself. The pain on his face seemed to have faded a lot.
"Haha... it must be like this, I finally understand, I finally understand, it turns out to be like this, hahaha..."
Suddenly, Ye Han's almost crazy laughter once again broke this extremely rare tranquility. His wild laughter shocked many Yuan beasts in the ice forest, and also shocked the ice branches within several miles around.
This wild laughter was mixed with a very strong star energy, so the surrounding Yuan beasts who were alarmed also felt the danger. They were startled and fled away, although there were some higher-level Yuan beasts among them.
, but they did not dare to approach Ye Han, so they could only find a secret place to hide.
"ah……"
After laughing wildly, Ye Han's face was suddenly shrouded in paleness, and the painful expressions became particularly obvious. Under the blending of pain and paleness, it was not difficult to understand that he must be suffering from the pain at this moment.
He suffered great pain, which could even destroy him.
With a scream, Ye Han could no longer move, but he felt that there was an extremely powerful cold energy in his heart, breaking through the blockade of his heart and spurting out continuously.
In an instant, he could feel the qi and blood in his body beginning to solidify. Even the star qi was gradually losing signs of flow. From the heart to the meridians throughout the body, they were gradually solidifying.
In the end, even his consciousness was gradually fading, and seemed to be frozen by the cold air, and he could no longer form any thoughts. At this moment, his whole body was completely frozen.
After that, an icicle was left deep in the ice forest. The cold air around this icicle was extremely strong, forming an extremely powerful cold air barrier, causing no life to be left within a radius of several miles.
However, the screams that spread throughout the entire ice forest seemed to never stop. In the end, not only did they spread throughout the ice forest, but it seemed that even the entire ice field was not immune.
After the sound flowed away, everything returned to calm. The wind blew by, blowing away countless snowflakes...