Children of that age are the most sensitive. Due to all kinds of 'injustices', it would not be surprising if he felt resentment towards her at that time.
However, Yu Qingwu suddenly mentioned this matter, which made Xie Jinyan stunned.
The issue of the ice lake was the last thing he wanted to mention.
Even if it was mentioned by Yu Qingwu, who was the victim.
Their eyes met, and when they met the woman's calm eyes, Xie Jinyan's expression changed slightly, and his eyes flickered a little.
He looked at her with a complicated expression for a long time before he replied calmly.
"It's so good, why are you asking about this all of a sudden?"
He lowered his eyes and deliberately avoided her gaze.
For a moment, the whole person became uncomfortable, guilty, guilty, and a variety of emotions surged up at the same time.
Under the bright yellow light, Jian's eyebrows were furrowed. He didn't dare to look into her eyes and didn't say anything.
After a while, he lowered his voice again, so low that it was almost inaudible, and said guiltily, "Awu, I admit, it was not just because I wanted you to rely on me, but I was more or less resentful."
"I blame you for always being the one who scolded me when there was a conflict between me and Xiao Fengyun. I blame you for always favoring him and being harsh to me. I blame you for only seeing him in your eyes, even though I was already there.
Half a head taller than you, even then, I was no longer the child hiding in your arms..."
"But I... didn't know that it would have such consequences. I have never loved a woman, so I don't know how to love, how to make you love me..."
"If you still can't live with this matter, just push me into the icy lake..."
Xie Jinyan lowered his head, his voice was hoarse and excited. As he spoke, he stood up and walked to Yu Qingwu, holding her hand without any explanation.
Yu Qingwu didn't expect that Xie Jinyan would react like this when she just asked casually. She was shocked and hurriedly stopped him.
"Jin Yan, don't get me wrong. I don't mean to blame you when I ask you this."
She held his hand tightly, sighed softly, and said softly, "I just want to know if I really went too far back then, so that you misunderstood me and thought... thought I liked Senior Brother Xiao.
"
What's the meaning?
Didn't she like Xiao Fengyun back then?
Xie Jinyan originally thought that Yu Qingwu said this because he still had resentment towards him, so he wanted to take advantage of this moment to take revenge.
After all, had it not been for his willful behavior at that time, she would not have been completely exhausted and suffered from the sequelae of cold body.
At this time, Yu Qingwu not only stopped blaming him, but also asked her if she had really been too much towards him back then.
How could this woman forgive so easily?
For a moment, Xie Jinyan's mood was extremely complicated.
He froze for a moment, his voice became hoarse, his eyes suddenly turned scarlet, and he said guiltily, "Awu, you...you don't hate me?"
Don’t hate?
It would be a lie to say I don’t hate it.
At the beginning, I was not only angry, but also sad.
If it weren't for the fact that he was her junior brother, she thought, she would definitely kill him.
But he was both her junior brother and the brother she loved the most at that time. As a senior sister, she wouldn't care about it if her junior brothers and sisters didn't make huge mistakes.
Even though Ah Yue was like that, she never thought about taking Ah Yue's life.
Maybe others, even Xie Jinyan, can't understand it, but in Yu Qingwu's view, her juniors and sisters have been her family since the day she entered the master's school. Master said that she is a sister and she must always tolerate her juniors and sisters.
We, the junior brothers and sisters have made mistakes, and she must also know how to discipline them.
Therefore, she has always been more tolerant to her juniors and sisters than others.
Looking at each other, meeting Xie Jinyan's red eyes, Yu Qingwu shook his head slightly and sighed, "I want to hate you, but after all, you are my junior brother, the junior brother who grew up with me and is like a family member. We
We are all Master’s children, and you and I have also depended on each other..."
"If it had been anyone else, I would have stabbed him to death long ago." Yu Qingwu curled his lips and smiled, looking at Xie Jinyan's black eyes that seemed to blame him a little bit, and then slowly stood up and gently approached his arms.
, softly called his name and said, "Jin Yan, I was harsh on you back then. Every time you had a conflict with Senior Brother Xiao, I would teach you a lesson. It was not because I liked Senior Brother Xiao, but because... I cared more about you.
, I don’t want you to take a detour. Besides, if I didn’t do anything to you at that time and fell into the hands of the master, you would have suffered even more severely, but I didn’t expect that you would misunderstand this and become resentful..."
"Later, I fell into the lake and lost all my inner strength. I realized that I could no longer control you, so I had no choice but to let Master control you."
Is it... is it like this?
Yes, looking back now, the things he did to fight against Xiao Fengyun, if he fell in front of the master, it would not be as simple as a few whippings.
At that time, she was clearly protecting him.
Later, she lost her inner strength and could no longer control him, so she could only control him through her master.
Looking back on the past, she never sought personal revenge and always did what she should do.
But in fact, she could ignore him, let him become decadent, or allow him to become a truly ridiculous prince, that would be the best way to get revenge.
But she didn't, she didn't have either.
At this moment, Xie Jinyan could no longer hold back.
His hands trembled slightly, and he pushed the woman into his arms forcefully. The guilt that was already filling him suddenly became more intense.
"Senior sister, I'm sorry...I'm sorry, it was my fault, I shouldn't have...I really shouldn't have, I'm the bastard!"
He hugged her tightly, his voice trembling and hoarse, apologizing over and over again, and blaming himself over and over again.
Hearing this, Yu Qingwu said nothing and only patted his back, as if to comfort him.
The two held each other like this for an unknown amount of time. After Xie Jinyan calmed down, Yu Qingwu slowly let go of him.
He sat down at the table again, glanced at the faces on the table, raised his head and rolled his eyes at Xie Jinyan, and complained helplessly, "Xie Jinyan, it's all your fault, I don't know why you are so sad for no reason, look at this face.
Confused."
She pouted, her bright eyes filled with dissatisfaction.
Perhaps because he had been so fragile just now, Xie Jinyan felt a little embarrassed when he met Yu Qingwu's gaze.
His eyes were still red, but he tried to pretend to be calm and calm. He glanced at the two bowls of mushy noodles and said in a different tone, "If it's mushy, it's mushy. It won't kill anyone."
, just make do with it, I’m not that squeamish.”
While he was talking, he sat back down and stuffed it into his mouth very quickly.
Yu Qingwu sat across from him, looking at Xie Jinyan's embarrassed expression, and suddenly felt that he was very cute.
This feeling was just like when he was caught wetting the bed a few years ago.
"Husband, why are you keeping your head buried?" Seeing Xie Jinyan trying hard to cover up his embarrassment, Yu Qingwu suddenly laughed, moved closer to him, and called him in a teasing tone, "Is it possible that husband was just so fragile?"
When you shed tears, you feel you have lost face and are embarrassed?"
