Ah Yue, I still like to ask these hypothetical questions.
Xie Jinyan sighed, a little helpless, "Ayue, there is nothing if...":
"Senior brother, you don't want to answer, are you?" Gao Minyue interrupted him, with expectant eyes, and said, "Senior brother, she is not here now, you don't have to be afraid that she will listen."
"Ayue, Gu's wife is not that childish."
childish?
Does this mean that she is more naive than Yu Qingwu?
But in the past, my senior brother always said that she was naive.
Now, it has become childish.
Gao Minyue sneered, looked at him with tears in her eyes, and said hoarsely, "Brother, you used to say that I was naive, but now I have become naive, so... once a person changes his mind, everything will be the same as before.
It’s different, isn’t it?”
"Change of heart?"
Xie Jinyan repeated it in a low voice and laughed angrily.
"Ayue, are you really confused or are you pretending to be confused?"
"Gu Tong, you have told me more than ten times that I have never loved you. Even if I have, it is the love between relatives, just like Xie Ruizhi."
"But...you hugged me before!"
Gao Minyue interrupted him, with tears of resentment and unwillingness in her eyes, and she choked with sobs, "You hugged me before when we were at the Prince's Mansion! Moreover, you didn't punish me when I pushed Yu Qingwu into the pool.
!If you have never loved me, why did you hug me and why didn’t you punish me?”
"I know that you are angry with me because I had an affair with the South Vietnamese, because... I betrayed the Wei Dynasty, that's why you were angry and drove me away."
"Ayue!"
Xie Jinyan stopped her and looked at her unable to recognize the reality. He could not help but increase his tone. He looked at her with a pair of peach blossom eyes sternly and said word by word, "Can you recognize the reality clearly? I want to ask these questions."
I have made it very clear, because you are Uncle Gao’s daughter, and you are also Gu’s sister!”
"You know it very well, don't you?"
"You are right. Gu drove you away because you betrayed the Wei Dynasty. But it was never because of your affair with anyone!"
"Finally, if you really want to know who I would choose between you and A Wu."
"Then Gu will tell you clearly that Gu will choose her. If the two of you are in danger at the same time, Gu will not hesitate to choose to save A Wu. Gu is not a saint. After weighing the balance, he must choose his wife, and
It’s not like those saints who choose to save others and then die with the one they love.”
"Because Gu knows that if she does that, A Wu will definitely be sad. Even if Gu follows her down there, she still won't forgive Gu. Therefore, Gu's choice must be her."
Xie Jinyan originally didn't want to say something too unpleasant, but now he doesn't want to repeat this useless topic with Gao Minyue.
So, simply tell her the answer directly.
The cold male voice echoed in the cell, which was extremely hurtful.
The last glimmer of expectation in Gao Minyue's eyes slowly disappeared under another blow.
She stared blankly at Xie Jinyan, with tears in her eyes, but she couldn't tell whether she was crying or smiling.
After a long time, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips, forced and stiff, he shook his head slightly, and said with empty eyes, "No...impossible...Senior brother, the one you care about most is obviously me, and it should be me."
"The two of us are the closest, and the two of us are the most suitable. If there hadn't been that accident, I would have married you, and the queen's aunt would have betrothed me to you, and I would have been a legitimate prince.
Concubine, why did you end up like this..."
"Ah Yue, even if there hadn't been that accident, Gu would not have married you, and Gu's mother would not have treated you well."
Xie Jinyan closed his eyes and looked at Ah Yue who seemed to be a little crazy. His thin lips trembled slightly, wanting to tell her the truth about her father's death so that she could completely wake up.
But in the end, he still didn't have the courage to speak.
Either he was afraid that Gao Minyue wouldn't be able to bear the stimulation, or he was afraid that she would turn to the flames to seek revenge on his mother, or, for such a reason, he
It's not that he is unwilling to put his mother, the mother who sold her body in order to let him live, to any danger to her life.
Anyway, in the end, Xie Jinyan went around.
He looked at Gao Minyue calmly and asked, "Ayue, have you ever thought about what kind of feelings you have for Gu? Is it love? Family affection? Or is it the dependence and possessiveness that we used to depend on each other for life?"
"Or maybe you're just not willing to lose to others? You're not willing to have someone else by Gu's side, and you just want to possess Gu's unique favor? Have you ever made the distinction yourself?"
His dark eyes were filled with questions and doubts in the dim light.
As Xie Jinyan continued to ask questions, Gao Minyue was suddenly stunned.
She stared blankly at Xie Jinyan for a moment and said without hesitation, "I know very well that I love senior brother no less than Yu Qingwu!"
"you sure?"
Xie Jinyan raised his eyebrows, took a step closer to her, and asked, "How do you feel now?"
Hearing this, Gao Minyue said nothing. She looked at Xie Jinyan in confusion, feeling a little confused.
But, I'm just confused.
She did not react to his sudden approach. In fact, she had never been shy in front of him. Even if she was, she had just pretended to be angry at Qingwu.
"Ah Yue, look, even if I approach suddenly, you won't react."
"But senior sister is different, she will blush and her heart will beat, and she will be nervous."
"And I treat her the same way. When she is close, my heart will flutter and my heart will beat. Even though I have relied on her, I have never been able to tell clearly what kind of feelings I have for her. In front of her,
I can be very casual, but I am also afraid that she will see my unbearable, unhusband-like side."
"But what about you? What do you look like in front of me? How do you feel? Have you seriously thought about it?"
Xie Jinyan's tone slowly calmed down.
Looking deeply at Ah Yue in the fence, and seeing her confused eyes, he knew that he was right.
Ah Yue's love for him was never love, but a dependence on her relatives to the point of being pathologically possessive.
It's just that she has never made a clear distinction, and it seems that she is unwilling to admit it.
Even now, she still tried her best to deny it.
With red eyes, she raised her eyes to look at the man in front of her whom she had tried her best to catch. She shook her head violently and said, "No... no, I know very well that I have always liked you, senior brother.
..."
"There are many kinds of love, including love for relatives, love for friends, and love between men and women."
"Ayue, when you look at me, have you ever had your heart beat a little faster? Have you ever blushed for a moment? And have you ever been afraid of seeing your ugly side? Have you ever?"