Before reading this episode, I recommend a song to listen to and watch at the same time.
Tank's "If I Become a Memory" is a song dedicated to Liu Jin.
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My name is Xuanyuan Liujin, and I am the seventh prince of the Xuanyuan royal family. I was born with this distinguished surname.
I have six brothers, and they are all very good to me, but my favorite is my sixth brother, Xiaofeng.
I can’t remember when it started, or maybe when I was just learning to talk, I was playing with the maid, and he came over to me and said, "Liu Jin, I will accompany you from now on."
It was winter at that time, and I only remember his smile as warm as the morning sun.
From then on, I became his follower. I would follow him wherever he went. He never thought it was troublesome for me, but he always refused to hold my hand. He said that a man must learn to be strong.
He taught me how to box, but he never boxed himself. I asked him why, and he said that when he grows up, he can do it.
Later I found out that he was in poor health when he was a child. He had been sick all the time and took a lot of medicine to get better. However, he never complained or gave up on himself. On the contrary, he developed good acupuncture skills.
I envy him very much, because he is smart and I am not stupid, but I am not as good as him. He has always been the goal of my efforts, just like he is always walking in front of me. Although his back is thin, he is unusually tall.
When I grew up, it was difficult for me to see him because he was always busy. Sometimes I would secretly go to the Yangxin Hall to find him, and I would get scolded by him.
I only dare to stand in front of him if I have achieved some achievements in school. He never praises me. The most he can say is: "I hope next time will be better than this time."
I don't know what kind of expectations he has for me. I'm just afraid of him from the bottom of my heart, but I also like him.
Life in high school was boring, and sometimes the teachers were not strict, so I would skip class and go outside to play. Of course, I didn't dare to let my sixth brother know, otherwise he would definitely beat me to death.
It was a cloudy day. I was sleeping on a bench in the park. I was sleeping soundly when I was woken up by a cry for help. It turned out that several senior boys were bullying a girl. My blood surged and I ran over to do something brave. As a result,
But he was beaten half to death.
I tried my best to protect my head, and felt those fists and kicks hitting me one after another. Just when I thought I was about to lose consciousness, suddenly there was no movement around. After a long time, I dared to raise my head. The sun came out, and it was so heavy.
A corner emerged from the clouds. She was wearing a beige sportswear, with a ponytail, and a circle of playful bangs in front of her face. Under the bangs were a pair of purple eyes and a small nose and mouth.
She was too thin, standing there as if she would run away if the wind blew her, but she beat those tall boys and fled.
She bent down and looked at me, "Are you okay?"
The jade-like hand handed over a piece of white tissue: "Wipe it."
I took it and smelled the aroma coming from it, just like hers, I saw the fragrance.
Seeing that I was fine, she waved her hand and turned around and left.
I hurriedly asked: "Hey, what's your name?"
Her voice faded as far away as her person: "Zhong Yuxi."
"Where can I find you?"
She paused, thought for a moment and said, "Royal Martial Arts Academy."
I went to check and found out that she used to work in the Royal Martial Arts Academy, no wonder she was so powerful.
Therefore, I have never looked forward to reaching the age of eighteen as much as I do now, because only when I reach the age of eighteen can I go to the Royal Martial Arts Academy to learn the kung fu that princes must learn.
Among the seven brothers, I was the first to know her. This was my luck and her misfortune. I didn’t know that from then on, she would be involved in this series of right and wrong.
I finally entered the Royal Martial Arts Academy, and the dean selected the most powerful instructor for me, but I saw her standing among the many instructors at a glance, shining like a pearl.
She squinted her eyes, as if she hadn't slept well yesterday. When I pointed at her and asked her to be my instructor, she opened her deer-like panic eyes and looked at me. Obviously, she no longer remembered me.
But that's not important. What's important is that from today on, I can be with her.
At that time, she was just an assistant instructor, but because of me she suddenly became an instructor.
She is a confused person, careless in doing things, and does not distinguish between things. She is a complete wanderlust. I once doubted whether she entered the Royal Martial Arts Academy through the back door. Later I found out that her family background was not good and she had not been there since she was a child.
Mom, after knowing this, I feel that there are some similarities between us.
The first time we took a field training class, we had to walk through a primitive jungle. She had walked this road many times, but still couldn't remember it. I followed her wandering in the wild, watching her move east and west, and then she exposed herself to me.
She smiled sheepishly, I think she is so beautiful, especially when she smiles, her eyes are like the crescent moon in the sky.
In fact, I know the way because, like my sixth brother, I am direction-sensitive by nature.
But I deliberately didn't take her out to find her. I liked watching her wander around like a headless fly. The way she scratched her hair was so cute.
"Your Highness Seventh..." She finally begged me.
"Call me, Your Highness, Liu Jin." When I heard her calling me, Your Highness, Seventh Highness, I felt uncomfortable all over, as if there was a long distance between us.
She was stunned for a moment, but quickly called out, Liu Jin.
This was simply the best sound I heard in the world. I was happy for several days because of her words.
That night, I had a dream. I dreamed that her smile bloomed in front of me like a flower, and I kissed her.
When I woke up from the dream, I was shocked. I had never paid attention to any girl before, except for her. She seemed to burst into my world suddenly and changed my world instantly.
When I saw her the next day, I was a little distracted, because I found that I always stared at her lips. Her lips were thin and red, as if they were transparent. I thought they must taste good.
She called me several times, but I didn't hear her. When she finally punched me, I was shocked and my face felt a little hot.
It turns out that I would blush in front of her. You know, no matter how my sixth brother beat me and scolded me, I would shamelessly jump up and down in the palace. My brothers all called me a fool and often made fun of me.
"Hey, Liu Jin, why is your face red? Do you have a fever?" She lowered her head, and those thin lips dangled in front of my eyes. My heartbeat accelerated, and I glared at her to hide it: "What?
Minding other people’s business.”
I often hear a few good boys say that they like a certain girl, and then they dream about doing intimate things with that girl. I used to sneer at their comments. But when I woke up that morning, I found that I
When the sheets under my bed got wet, I felt a little embarrassed, but also a little happy. I ran to find Brother Six. I asked him if there was any girl he liked. He gave me a roll of his eyes and said, "Which one
Girls will like men like you who don’t seek advancement.”
It turns out that girls like motivated boys, so I have to work harder.
Two years have passed, and my relationship with her is getting better and better. When we were in the academy, we were instructors and students. After the academy, we were like good friends. She never regarded me as a prince, and always called me
She comes and goes, not ladylike at all, but I just like the way she looks, as innocent as crystal without impurities.
All changes started from that exhibition game.
That day, she kicked her shoe on Brother Six, who got very angry at that time. She even scolded Brother Six. I was still worried about her at that time, but Brother Six didn't care about her afterwards.
, I can only think that she is a fool and she managed to escape unharmed after offending Brother Six.
Now that she thinks about it, it was because of that unlucky incident that she became associated with Sixth Brother.
Later, she was dismissed from the college, and she asked me to help find a job for her. Out of selfish motives, I wanted her to join the palace as a maid. I just wanted her to stay with me day and night.
But she had no background and no education, so it was not easy for her to enter the palace. So I helped her establish relationships in the palace. I was afraid that she would find out, so I used the name of her good friend and brother to finally get her into the selection of maids.
The day she was selected, the lights in front of the brothers were all on. I panicked. When did she start? She had attracted their attention. Others may not understand, but I knew very well that none of the brothers were.
Men who show their feelings easily are willing to fight with each other for her.
When I was at a loss, His Majesty chose him, and I breathed a sigh of relief, but I didn't know that this pushed her into a bottomless abyss, and her nightmare also started from that time.
Every time I see her being seriously injured but still smiling at me, I want to give myself a knife. I am so stupid that I can't do anything but watch her get hurt. I really
Don't deserve her.
But I don’t know since when, the smile on her face changed. That smile reminded me of the first time I met her, when her youthful beauty was completely overflowing with no concealment.
Who did she fall in love with?
After seeing Liu Ge's mobile phone chain, I think I understood.
That day when I came out of the White Marble Palace with my brothers, I saw her holding something while walking and laughing, and she bumped her head against a tree.
I took her to deal with a swollen head. That day, I couldn't control myself and almost kissed her. In panic, the thing in her hand fell on the bed. I saw it was a mobile phone chain embroidered with redbud flowers.
People like her with rough hands and feet would not usually embroider such things. Since she does such a thing so seriously, she must give it to someone who is important to her.
One day not long after that, I saw Brother Six taking out his mobile phone to answer a call, and the mobile phone chain was tied to his mobile phone.
Obviously I already knew and felt something, but when I actually saw them appearing in the apartment in pairs, I still couldn't accept it. One was my favorite woman and the other was my most admired brother.
Brother Six always said that I was just a child and would not grow up, and I also felt that I was immature. I found a stone at the beach, broke it up, and gave it to Brother Six in an attempt to break up with him, but she came and punched me twice in the evening.
In fact, there is no need for her to hit me. How could I not understand that Sixth Brother is the person who treats me the best in the world? How can I blame him? If I want to blame him, I can only blame us because we are destined to be together. Although we know each other first, but
But they couldn't come together after all.
In order to make up for my mistake, I resolutely decided to listen to the second brother and help the sixth brother get rid of his enemy Ye Di. However, the meeting with Ye Di was beyond my expectation. He changed my impression of him and made me
At the critical moment, he had the courage to stand in front of Sixth Brother to protect him.
However, something I didn't want to see finally happened, and that was the quarrel between the sixth brother and the eldest brother.
Although I really wanted Sixth Brother to be the king, I didn’t want it to be this way. I ran away from Ye Di’s custody. When I rushed to the abandoned factory, they were facing each other with guns. I know that kind of revolver.
, five bullets, if only one bullet is released, no one knows which shot will fire this bullet. When I arrived, I didn’t know how many shots they had fired. At that time, I didn’t think about anything.
I only have one thought: none of them can die. I want to see us brothers laughing and yelling like brothers in an ordinary family, and being close to each other as a family.
Brother Six always said that I was young and impulsive, and this was my last impulsive act in my twenties. I rushed up to block them.
A bullet was fired from someone's gun and passed through my body with fire.
It turns out that this is what it feels like to be shot by a bullet. It hurts and the blood doesn't stop.
Fortunately, I saw the tears in the eyes of Sixth Brother and Eldest Brother. They were willing to put down their guns for me, and that was enough.
It's just that I'm dying.
I feel really reluctant to give up. I feel like there are still a lot of things I haven't done yet, but it's too late. I just want to see her now.
Perhaps it was God's blessing that she appeared in a place where it was almost impossible for her to appear.
For the first time, she cried for me, and the tears fell on my hands, as hot as boiling water.
I hugged her, and I had never been so reluctant to let go. I wanted to tell her that I had never expressed my feelings, but I had no strength.
In this life, I am very satisfied just being able to hold her. This is something that only happens in dreams.
I told her that her life was promised to Brother Six, so would she be willing to give it to me in the next life? Like Brother Six, I love her and am willing to give everything for her. However, I am not as good as Brother Six, but
I will do my best to give her the best happiness in the world.
She nodded and agreed. Although she just pitied me, I was still very happy.
Tired, I tried my best to stay awake and try my best to remember her facial features at this time, because as soon as I closed my eyes, I couldn't see anything.
I couldn't bear to leave, I couldn't bear to leave this world, I couldn't bear to leave Brother Liu, I couldn't bear to leave her.
However, I finally matured and used my heart to do things.
This is what Sixth Brother has always taught me, and I dare not forget it.
Her body gradually cooled down, but she was still hugging me so tightly, as if I was her most cherished baby.
Enough, enough.
But I still can't help but want to have extravagant hopes.
If I become a memory, Zhong Yuxi, will you still remember me?