Chapter 64: Waiting is never the thing to be afraid of
Qin Wanwan slept in a daze all night. She had a rare dream. In the dream, a field of white flowers was in full bloom, holy and pure, but the sky was black, not pure black, but covered with stars in the dark night, deep but bright.
She seemed to have seen Qin Yan, but he was not Qin Yan, and his appearance was not the same.
She was lying in a sea of flowers, seemingly able to move, and seemed to be trapped by something, while Qin Yan was as tall as a giant.
He gently touched the top of her head, injecting some strength into her, and she felt very comfortable.
After swimming happily, he fell into deep sleep again.
After he left, she lay alone in the sea of flowers. She didn't know how long it took, but she always felt that time seemed to be very long.
It was a dream, but it was as real as if I had experienced it myself.
When she woke up in the morning, she felt refreshed and refreshed after a night of nightmares.
Wei Wei spread his hands, and a white three-petal flower bloomed out of thin air in his hands. However, it only appeared again for a moment, as if it had never appeared.
Is it a dream? Maybe not.
Strange phenomena would occur when she touched all kinds of flowers and plants since she was a child. She had also studied it, but it didn't seem to be anything special.
But there were flowers like that in this dream, and she could release those flowers. Obviously, it might not be a dream, but something she had experienced.
But such a scene is really bizarre. Is that a scene that can happen in the human world? Where is that place? She always feels so familiar and nostalgic.
And Qin Yan, the Qin Yan in the dream seemed to be different from the Qin Yan now. His appearance was more majestic and cold, and his tall body was scary, but she knew it was the same person, which was really strange.
Qin Wanwan got up and washed up. When breakfast was served, she was still thinking about that dream, but she saw Song Chen appear at the door, holding a box and a handful of flowers with morning dew in his hand.
"Wanwan."
He came in under the morning light, handed the flowers to Yinzhuang to insert, and he walked to the dining table with the box.
"I was in a hurry yesterday. I prepared this but didn't give it to you yet."
She opened the box and handed it to Qin Wanwan. It was a white kapok hosta that had been carefully carved.
Qin Wanwan was slightly stunned when she looked at the three white petals of kapok, and quickly came to her senses. It seemed that it made no difference whether she kept the hairpin or not. She had received many gifts from him in the past two years, mainly because he sent them.
There were all kinds of weird things, and because of the long journey, he sent a lot of them scatteredly. He didn't give her a chance to send them back, so he had to build a special warehouse to store them.
If you don't mention the hairpin, you can't get it back anyway.
"Are you ready for breakfast?"
Song Chen looked at the table with expectation and yearning on his face, Qin Wanwan: She shouldn't ask.
Yelan's quick eyesight quickly brought her master some dishes and chopsticks. Fortunately, Qin Wanwan's breakfast was rich, and there was plenty for two people to eat.
So Qin Wanwan and Song Chen became in a relationship where they could have breakfast together.
After breakfast, Song Chen didn't mean to leave yet, so he asked expectantly: "What will Wanwan do next?"
In fact, Song Chen has long known Qin Wanwan's daily schedule. Although she is lazy, she lives a very regular life every day.
After breakfast, I stroll around the garden and read my books. After lunch, I take a nap. In the afternoon, I read and do other things. In the evening, I take a nap in the garden to enjoy the breeze.
Just as he thought, although Qin Wanwan didn't answer, she got up and went out.
The large garden and the criss-crossing roads allowed Qin Wanwan to choose a different road to stroll around every day. It would take more than half an hour to walk around in one circle.
But there is one more Song Chen today.
The two of them walked side by side and walked slowly. Although they were not intimate and did not talk much, there was an inexplicable harmony that no one could interfere with.
Qin Wanwan didn't speak, but she was obviously more reserved than before, and her cold face seemed a little more lively.
Song Chen's eyes fell on Qin Wanwan from time to time. Although he had never touched even one arm, he always felt that he had surrounded Qin Wanwan and no one could get close. He was silently declaring his sovereignty and had a strong desire for possession.
Yin Zhuang and Ye Lan, who had followed Qin Wanwan in the past, wisely held their ground and left space for the two of them.
Qin Wanwan didn't know how long she had been walking. For the first time, she found that walking in the garden was tiring. In fact, it was mainly because Song Chen was following her. She walked faster unconsciously, so she naturally had some reactions.
I happened to walk to the edge of the fish pond, where there were all big koi carps with arm lengths. Qin Wanwan would sit here and feed the fish on weekdays.
Qin Wanwan sat down, took the fish food lying next to her and started throwing it into the water. Seeing all the fish swimming over to compete for food, she couldn't figure out why she and Song Chen were together.
Obviously this person was not here yesterday morning, but as soon as he appeared, everything was disrupted. What's even more confusing is why he can follow her so openly now.
She refused yesterday, right? She refused!!!
He was the one talking from the beginning to the end, and she didn't agree to anything.
Qin Wanwan felt that she should rethink what was going on.
Then his warm palm covered her hand. She was just stunned when he took the next step and held her hand tightly, as if he was afraid that she would run away.
My heartbeat suddenly went out of order. I looked down at the hands held by the two of them, then looked up at him and glared: "Let go."
Song Chen's eyes were filled with smiles, perhaps because he understood that Qin Wanwan was not unintentional towards him, and now he would not be hurt by her attitude.
Not to mention that she looks like this now, with her eyes staring and looking fierce, but in fact her cheeks are crimson and her face is stern, and she looks more like she is embarrassed and at a loss.
"Don't let go." He held it tightly with stars in his eyes: "Once I caught it, I never thought about letting it go. I'll hold it for the rest of my life."
This man is acting rogue.
"I never promised you anything."
Song Chen couldn't hear the rejection at all, and just talked about the matter: "I said, you just need to be yourself, there is no need to change anything, I will just go to you."
"I don't expect you to agree to spend your life with me immediately. You can think about it slowly, and I will pursue you slowly. When you figure it out and are willing to face this relationship, we can talk about life-long matters."
"No matter how long it takes, I will wait for you."
As long as it's you, so what if I wait my whole life?
What he was afraid of was never waiting, but her ruthlessness and desirelessness.
As long as she has him in her heart, she can always wait until the day she is willing to include him in her life.
Qin Wanwan stared blankly at Song Chen in front of her. Her beating heart made it impossible for her to ignore the dense emotions that were eroding her heart. She could no longer say that she didn't feel anything at all.
This indescribable emotion is probably just love.
It's sour with a hint of sweetness, leaving your heart feeling full and tingling.
"I'm very boring, what do you like?" Qin Wanwan asked and couldn't help biting her lip and turning her head, unable to believe that this soft voice came from her mouth.