The rich aroma of rice wafted over, and she followed the smell to the kitchen.
Then I saw Shi Wenye wearing a pink apron.
Time went back to a few years ago in a trance, when they just got the marriage certificate.
The bloody sunset shines in through the window, making the kitchen warm and lively.
Ye Nanyue stood silently at the door of the kitchen and watched for a few minutes.
During the years she was entangled with him, she would occasionally dream about the time when they were first married.
At that time, she still wanted to take back Sheng Ye.
At that time, he would wait at home obediently, cook sumptuous meals for her every day, hold her in his arms at night, and call her name affectionately.
That was probably the best time in their marriage, which started with deception and exploitation!
"Are you awake?" Shi Wenye came out with soup, "I made your favorite corn ribs soup. I made it specially for you in country a last time, but you didn't get it."
He put down the soup and went to the kitchen to bring out two more dishes.
I had to rush in and out several times before I packed everything.
Shi Wenye bent down and scooped out a small bowl of soup for her, "Have a drink and see, you like to eat corn from Ancheng the most. Corn from other places, you said, is not as delicious as Ancheng's."
Ye Nanyue held the porcelain spoon, took a sip, took another bite of corn, chewed it slowly and swallowed it.
The taste is the same as before.
The soup is the same as before.
People are still the same person.
But why did she only feel sad in her heart?
A tear dropped into the bowl, and Ye Nanyue lowered her head to drink the soup.
Until a hand put on her shoulder, pulled her into his arms, and gently stroked her head.
Ye Nanyue grabbed his sleeves tightly, tears falling uncontrollably.
She was choked with sobs and her voice gradually became louder.
Shi Wenye hugged her painfully, "Yueyue, stop crying. It's all my fault, everything is my fault."
"It's your fault." Ye Nanyue hit him hard.
"Why did you forget me?"
"Why do you want to be poisoned?"
"Why do you fall in love with Jiang Tangli?"
"Why do you want to hurt me and Ali?"
The crying was getting louder and louder along with the questioning.
She hit him uncontrollably, and Shi Wenye let her punch him one after another, but still did not let go of the hand holding her.
"I can't forgive you."
"I will never forgive you, Shi Wenye."
"I will never forget in my life that you hurt me and Ali for Jiang Tangli."
Shi Wenye raised his head slightly, but still couldn't stop the wetness in his eyes from falling, and he hit the ground.
Over the years, Ye Nanyue has suppressed her emotions in her heart and has never vented them.
She didn't even notice it herself.
Until this moment, when she returned to this apartment, she saw him talking to her with a gentle face, and the table was filled with dishes he cooked by himself.
At that moment, all the emotions poured out like a flood.
Her sadness.
Her anger.
Her sadness.
Her hatred.
Everything spurted out clearly, facing the man in front of me.
The only man she has ever loved in her life is also the only man who has hurt her so deeply.
Ye Nanyue was still crying, trembling all over from crying, and tears were falling down, but the crying was not as loud as before.
Silently.
After venting her violent emotions, her whole body seemed to have been drained of strength, and she leaned softly in Shi Wenye's arms.
Smelling his unique light fragrance, mixed with the aroma of food.
It was the embrace she wanted to escape from, and it was also the only embrace she had ever indulged in.
Shi Wenye hugged her tightly.
"It's okay..."
His voice was hoarse, "It's okay not to forgive, it's okay to hate me. I'm right here. If you hate me forever, I'm still here."
"I have never loved Jiang Tangli, and I have never loved her."
"It's because I wasn't smart enough and was tricked by others."
"I shouldn't forget you. Even if I forget everyone in the world, I shouldn't forget you."
"It's my uselessness and my indecisiveness that hurt you and Ali."
"It's okay if you don't forgive me, I will always be here."
"As long as you don't abandon me, you can do whatever you want."
"I won't fall in love with anyone but you, you know that!"
"You can do whatever you want, Yueyue!"
Shi Wenye's voice became hoarse. He hugged her distressedly, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and lowered his head to kiss the tears from the corners of her eyes.
"You can do whatever you want, beat me, scold me, hate me, blame me, you can." Shi Wenye said, "But you can't let go of me. You can't deliberately leave me aside to accompany Lin like you did today.
Sheng."
"You can punish me however you want, but don't use another man."
He kissed her cheek, "I love you, Yueyue."
"I was wrong, I have been escaping. I knew you hated me, so I chose to escape. I pretended to be Lin Sheng and wanted to stay with you in another identity."
"I cowardly escape your hatred, your alienation."
Mentioning this matter, Ye Nanyue's anger increased a little more.
She stared at him with tearful eyes, raised her hand and gave him a fist, and Wenye grunted when she hit the ground.
But he stretched out his hand to wrap her fist with a smile, and hugged her hard.
It was obvious that the two of them were having such an ugly fight, but he felt at ease.
This kind of honest face to face with her hatred and her anger was originally much better than his pretentious self-deception.
They have no pretense about each other.
At this moment, Shi Wenye's restless heart finally found peace.
He leaned against her ear and called her, "Yueyue, Yueyue..."
"Let me go!" Ye Nanyue regained her strength and pushed him away.
He stepped back, stepped forward again, and hugged her into his arms again. The difference from before was that this time he held her gently without force.
"sorry."
"sorry."
"sorry!"
He apologized one after another, and Ye Nanyue listened quietly in his arms.
Shi Wenye's eyes seemed to have been crushed by starlight, or filled with the scorching sun, filled with tenderness and warmth.
They completely tore off each other's masks and showed their emotions frankly in front of each other.
"Yueyue, I will never be like Lin Sheng. But I won't pretend in front of you."
"But if there is something I did wrong that makes you unhappy, you must tell me and I will change it."
Ye Nanyue lowered her head and said nothing, but she was sighing in her heart about Wen Ye's conversational skills.
He had always pretended to be himself before and would never apply these shopping mall negotiation skills to her.
But now, he is using both soft and hard tactics, deliberately exposing his weaknesses, and psychologically hinting at her...
This is the real Shiwenye.
Shi Wenye made even the old fox Sheng Fuheng afraid.