"Why didn't you sleep?" Xia Qianchen frowned and asked, "Did I disturb you?"
Nangong Shaodi looked at her with a sensible look. It was indeed her that quarrels at him. Even her breathing was so noisy to him.
"Will I exude my body when I sleep at night?"
Nangong Shaodi mentioned that she would scratch her wounds if she didn't pay attention at night.
"You haven't slept all night because of the wound on her chest?"
"No sleepy, beware of your injuries."
Xia Qianchen felt that he must have stopped sleep because he was afraid that she would scratch the wound, and felt guilty.
So when he was going to bed that night, Xia Qianchen took out a tie and said, "Tie me up."
Nangong Shaodi came out of the bathroom with a bath towel halfway. Hearing this sentence, he suddenly looked up.
Xia Qianchen knelt on the bed, wearing a white bathrobe, with a wide neckline slid down, revealing her white collarbone and shoulders.
She smiled slightly, charmingly.
Nangong Shaodi's eyes immediately dimmed and he frowned: "No."
"Why?"
"Your health is not good."
Xia Qianchen smiled: "I mean, I can't help but grab it when I sleep at night... I don't know, just tie my hands up. Where have you been thinking?"
Nangong Shaodi: "..."
Xia Qianchen saw Nangong Shaodi walking towards him naked, with two raised chest muscles and six obvious abdominal muscles.
He is strong and strong.
Xia Qianchen used to be aware of the concept of a strong and strong man, and he understood it when he met Shaodi of Nangong.
He often exercises and does exercise, and his body does not have any fat.
The first time she looked at his body so seriously, she seemed to have never seen it before.
In the past, she didn't dare or wanted to see him because of the shyness of a woman, but now she wants to look at him well and remember everything about him.
Nangong Shaodi walked to the bed gracefully and calmly, showing his perfect body curves.
"Have you seen it before?"
"I have seen it before, but I haven't seen it carefully..." Xia Qianchen stroked the scar on his chest. It was a small center of the circle. She once fired a gun scar. "Is the scar here considered God?
Have you asked me to return it to you?"
“…”
"And why do you have scars here?"
Xia Qianchen touched his shoulders, especially his back, with a scar that was not very obvious...
Nangong Shaodi's body froze and took away his hand.
That night, Nangong Shaodi told her the origin of all the scars on his body and many stories that happened to him.
He also told her about the family affairs, his family members, his mother, and sister...
So Xia Qianchen finally learned the secret in Nangong Shaodi's heart.
My mother is an elderly mother. Once she had an argument with Emperor Nangong, he pushed her wrongly. Unexpectedly, her mother bleeded, and the child and the adults were not saved and she died.
Although my mother never blamed him before her death...
But this became a big shadow in Nangong Shaodi's heart.
"It's not your fault, you didn't expect things to turn out like this." Xia Qianchen comforted Nangong Shaodi. She had actually guessed about his mother for a long time, but she didn't expect that it was because of him that it caused the tragedy, and it was also
It sounds like he has a sister for the first time.
"What about your sister?"
“Missage, infertility.”
"What happened later?"
"The mentally can't bear the blow, and it's crazy."
Xia Qianchen was surprised: "Is it so serious? With the strength of your Nangong family, it can be cured, but it really cannot be cured. You can also test-tube fertilize and find a surrogate mother... There are many ways, why should you be so extreme?"
Nangong Shaodi looked at her and sighed in a low voice.
Qianchen, I used to not understand the importance of children, and I also think so much like you.
When you love someone deeply, you are under pressure, but you are not strong enough-
Xia Qianchen's two miscarriages were due to his negligence and insufficient protection. He was very glad that Xia Qianchen had no love for him and his children for the first time, and the second time the child was not theirs, otherwise he might have lost her.
Hold Xia Qianchen tightly in his arms.
"I used to count my fortune."
"Um?"
"There is no child under his knees." He smiled in a low and hoarse smile.
"You believe this too?" Xia Qianchen patted his shoulder, "You are Nangong Shaodi. What can you do? Is it not easy to want a child?"
"The facts worked," he said, looking down at her, "it's not easy."
So much so that he still doesn't have a child.
"Don't give up easily, didn't you say you want a football team kid?"
"I just want our football team." He called her name in a low voice, "Qianchen."
Xia Qianchen was silent for a long time, and she also wanted to give birth to a child for Nangong Shaodi, and there were so many football teams.
Now let alone whether she can have a child, even if she is pregnant, her body will not allow her to enjoy the joy of being a mother again.
"We..." she whispered, "Why should I also raise IVF?"
“…”
"Okay?" Xia Qianchen pushed his shoulder, "There can be many children, you can do as much as you want. Like yours, like mine, like ours..."
She seemed to suddenly see hope, she should have thought of it long ago.
"I am IVF, but my limbs are healthy and I still grow so big." Xia Qianchen suggested excitedly, "There is no difference! As long as we are children, are they the same, right?"
"Who will be responsible for supporting them?"
Xia Qianchen stared at him in a daze, and it took a long time to continue, "I hope you will be alive."
Nangong Shaodi, some of his sadness can be forgotten as time goes by.
Even though I was so sad that I was desperate at that time, my life was so long that it would always fade away in the huge torrent.
Xia Qianchen remembered the letter from Greens's wife. Her final condemnation was not actually because she really blamed Greens for doing that, but because she hoped that he could live and live well.
Only when you are alive can everything be possible.
I feel sad because I can still enjoy joy and pain, and because I may be moved by the welcome.
If you die, you will have nothing. People have no soul, just two loesses of loess.
"You have never been a father," Xia Qianchen stroked his hair, "Life is not just love. Believe me, I am not leaving, I am integrating into more life to accompany you."
“…”
"You watch us grow up, I watch you grow old."
Nangong Shaodi closed his eyes and hugged her tightly.
"Di, please consider my proposal carefully?"
"Yeah." He responded perfunctorily.
"Really, you must think about it?"
"sleep."
The lights went out, and Nangong Shaodi tied her hands to his hands with a tie, so that as soon as she moved, he would wake up.