Ding Yi was unwilling to give in. He walked back and forth in the secret room, thinking about the feeling of the spiritual energy he had just experienced. After a while, Ding Yi sat down again, closed his eyes, and began to feel the spiritual energy of heaven and earth!
He doesn't believe it anymore! Since he can't rely on the Qi Ding Dan to enter the Qi Ding state, then he can rely on his own insights!
If one day doesn't work, just two days; if two days doesn't work, then three days...
In short, I can't break through now anyway, so I might as well try again.
Unfortunately, with his super talent, his understanding of spiritual energy could not allow him to realize the spiritual energy of heaven and earth. After closing his eyes, the surroundings were dark, and there was no stream-like spiritual energy at all.
One day, two days, three days...
Seven consecutive days passed, and Ding Yi found nothing. Ding Yi had to open his eyes, sighed, and stood up.
He was sure that he really couldn't enter the state of Qi Ding, at least not yet.
Dawuyuan obviously had no chance with him, so Ding Yi had no choice but to walk out of the secret room.
After coming out of seclusion for a long time, Ding Yi couldn't help but squint his eyes. After he got used to the surrounding light, he came to the courtyard.
"Ding Yi, are you out?" Shen Luoyan heard the noise immediately and walked out of the room.
It was late at night, with a bright moon hanging high in the sky. Shen Luoyan was wearing a light-colored long dress, looking incredibly beautiful.
Ding Yi was not in the slightest mood, especially when he thought that he had swallowed the Qi Ding Dan that he originally planned to leave for his sister-in-law. He felt even more guilty, so he lowered his head and remained silent.
"What's wrong? The breakthrough failed?" Shen Luoyan knew that Ding Yi had reached the Great Perfection of Kongming level, and during this period he was going to break through to the state of Qi concentration.
Only those who have broken through the Qi Ding realm can enter Dawuyuan's audition. This is the minimum standard for Dawuyuan enrollment.
Ding Yi nodded silently, looking lonely.
Shen Luoyan immediately understood Ding Yi's mood, walked over, gently grabbed his hand, and comforted: "Ding Yi, you don't have to be too sad. We can't enter Dawu Garden this year, so next year, you have actually been very careful. Yes, my sister-in-law knows. In fact, it’s all my sister-in-law who is useless. Our family has no conditions, otherwise..."
Having said this, Shen Luoyan had tears in her eyes, obviously feeling very guilty.
The children of other aristocratic families have broken through to the Kongming level early, and with the financial resources of their families, these talented and intelligent disciples can enter the Qi Ding realm as soon as possible, but what about them? Nothing!
Everything depends on Ding Yi himself, especially during this period of time, Ding Yi has been going out hunting and making food pellets. She has seen all this. On the one hand, he has to waste a lot of time hunting, and on the other hand, he has to You have to work hard to improve your cultivation.
Ding Yi's hard work and perseverance had already made her feel extremely guilty.
But when Ding Yi heard this, he immediately comforted him: "No, sister-in-law, it's not your fault. If you are to blame, you can only blame my talent."
Later, Ding Yi told the story about Qi Ding Dan. There was nothing to hide about this kind of thing. Being stupid was stupid, and he did not want his sister-in-law to bear the price because he was stupid.
After Shen Luoyan listened silently, she understood why Ding Yi was so disappointed. It turned out that he was still thinking of himself.
Thinking of this, Shen Luoyan could not help but feel a warmth in her heart, but more of it was helplessness. She hoped that Ding Yi would break through to the state of Qi Ding, but she was not very hopeful, because once Ding Yi reached the state of Qi Ding, he would have a lot of potential. Opportunity to enter Dawuyuan.
After entering Dawuyuan, it was time for her to leave. She couldn't bring Ding Yi down. The students at Dawuyuan would all be rich and powerful in the future. She, a widow, would bring down Ding Yi's reputation. Rather than doing this, she might as well leave early.
Although Shen Luoyan was very conflicted, at this moment, she was more hoping that Ding Yi could break through to the Qi Ding state and enter the Great Martial Garden.
It would not be a pity for her to make any sacrifice.
Therefore, Shen Luoyan thought about it seriously and said, "Ding Yi, do you think you can't feel the aura of heaven and earth?"
"Well, that's exactly it. I'm also very surprised. Logically speaking, I have found a trace of the essence of spiritual energy, so I should be able to understand it." Ding Yi actually couldn't figure this out.
Shen Luoyan's clean face was very peaceful. She raised her head and looked at the bright moon, and then said: "Ding Yi, in fact, the aura of heaven and earth has always been there. I think you can understand it if you use your heart to understand it."
Upon hearing this, Ding Yi was a little confused. Are you careful? He feels that he is very careful?
But Shen Luoyan smiled and said: "Intention is not the same as effort. No matter how anxious you are, it's useless. You work hard. I believe this, but hard work may not equal intention."
As he spoke, Shen Luoyan pointed to a small tree not far away and said, "Look, that tree is swaying freely in the wind. It doesn't think about anything, but it is very dedicated to experiencing nature. Is it right?"
Hearing this, Ding Yi was finally shocked. He vaguely grasped something, but it was still not clear enough!
Shen Luoyan let go of his hand and walked under the tree. A firefly flew over and landed lightly on the back of her hand.
"You see, everything in this world has its soul. The soul of the tree is so pure and clear, and the soul of this insect is so passionate, because it knows that after tonight, it will die..." As he said, Shen Luoyan showed a trace of pity on his face and gently stroked the firefly.
And the firefly flew up again after a while, and then disappeared into the dark night.
Ding Yi stared blankly at Shen Luoyan. At this moment, he suddenly realized that his sister-in-law was so different. Her temperament and expression were like a fairy who could not eat the fireworks of the world.
He quickly recovered from his momentary absence, because Shen Luoyan had already walked closer and looked at him deeply: "Ding Yi, what is your soul? Passion? Anger? Sadness?..."
Ding Yi finally understood what his sister-in-law was going to say, and then fell into deep thought.
Shen Luoyan saw it, smiled slightly, and then turned and left, leaving Ding Yi to think alone. Shen Luoyan knew that this was all she could do. She did not dare to tell Ding Yi that when she first entered meditation, the only The thought is Ding Yi!
She didn't dare to tell Ding Yi that her soul existed for Ding Yi.
Tonight, she saw the small tree and the fireflies, and felt something in her heart. Things that were originally blurry gradually became clear. She said these words not so much to Ding Yi, but to herself.
Ding Yi pondered for a while, then raised his head and stared blankly at the bright moon.
The bright moon shone in the sky, and his mind instantly became clean and transparent. He seemed to be in a trance. Unknowingly, he entered meditation again. He had not entered meditation for a long time. This time, Ding Yi felt warm all over his body. Very comfortable.
For a moment, everything around seemed to move extremely slowly.
The small tree swayed slowly in the wind, under the moonlight, the insects in the grass crawled slowly, and the ubiquitous wind gently brushed the cheeks.
Quiet and peaceful, but without losing vitality, this is nature, and Ding Yi is also a part of nature. He blended into the surroundings, and gradually, a faint consciousness appeared in his mind.
This ray of consciousness was wrapped in a shadow. The shadow was very blurry, but Ding Yi could still see it clearly. It was Shen Luoyan.
That shadow turned out to be the scene he saw when he was about to die in the Qilan Mountains. Shen Luoyan was smiling at him. Suddenly, Ding Yi was shocked and finally understood what his soul was!
His soul turned out to be...
Thinking of this, Ding Yi felt incredible, and the mysterious feeling around him suddenly receded like a tide!
"No, this is impossible!" Ding Yi stood up with a look of disbelief on his face.
Shen Luoyan is her sister-in-law and the eldest brother's wife. How could I have such rebellious thoughts?
No! This is not true!
Ding Yi shook his head desperately and paced anxiously in the yard.
Although he denies it, the fact is the fact. Ding Yi naturally knows that if he dare not face it, then he will never be able to enter the state of Qi Ding!
But how to face it? Admit that he has a deep love for Shen Luoyan deep in his soul? No! He dare not admit it! He can't admit it!
But if he doesn't admit it, then he will also lose the opportunity to enter the Qi Ding realm, and he will never be able to! At this point, he finally understands why he has never been able to step into the Qi Ding realm.
All along, he thought that he was just pursuing the pinnacle of martial arts, but now he suddenly discovered that his roots were not there! No wonder he couldn't break through, his so-called intentions were completely opposite!
Yes, he hopes to become stronger, but the fundamental purpose of becoming stronger is for his sister-in-law. He does not deny this, but for what? He has always been vague.
To make her life happier? To make her years of hard work pay off? Is that just that? Is that just that!!
No! Ding Yi held his head in pain and sat down helplessly! He discovered that he was not doing it for that, he was doing it for something else, for his own selfishness!
How could he do this?! How could he do this?!
Ding Yi was in agony! He had never thought about things he shouldn't have thought about. Everything in the world suppressed him. Shen Luoyan was his sister-in-law and his eldest brother's wife. He couldn't have such rebellious thoughts!
But he happened to have it, and this idea penetrated deeply into his soul unknowingly. He really wanted to pull this idea out of his soul, then smash it to the ground and crush it!
It's a pity that he can't do it! He can't do it!
Ding Yi was in great pain! He didn't dare to admit it. But even if he didn't admit it, his admiration for Shen Luoyan still ran deep into his soul! This is something that no one can change, not even God!
He didn't know when this transformation started, and Ding Yi didn't know either, but tonight, when he touched the depths of his soul, he discovered that deep in his soul, he actually regarded his sister-in-law as his wife for the rest of his life. My favorite person!
This kind of love was usually deeply hidden, and even he didn't notice it. He thought it was to protect his sister-in-law and make her happy. Only then did he realize that he was wrong, he wanted to have his sister-in-law!!!
He doesn't want this, he really doesn't!
His sister-in-law worked hard to take care of him and raise him, but he is so rebellious and unethical, is he still a human being? Although his sister-in-law is now a widow, and there are many examples of sisters-in-law marrying their brothers-in-law in Longwu Continent, he just can't do it.
Ding Yi was in pain for a long time. He took a deep breath and tried his best to calm down!
Now, regardless of whether Ding Yi admits it or not, his soul cannot change. If he does not admit it, he cannot step into the state of Qi Ding because he is against his will, so it is impossible for him to sense the aura of heaven and earth!
Nature is natural, and everything develops naturally only if it follows its course. If Ding Yi wants to break through and obtain the aura of heaven and earth, he must of course let nature take its course and admit the true thoughts deep in his soul!
Admit it or deny it, it's just a matter of Ding Yi's thoughts at this time...