A woman's words are like written next to her ears, repeated over and over again.
"You really have such a good figure and face that you can't even keep a man. I'm worried about you for a woman like you. Do you think any man can stand your coldness?"
The woman's words were like needles piercing my heart.
Xia Wanqing looked at herself in the mirror. Did she fail?
Was Li Kangmu also so tired of her back then?
How can a man like a woman like her who doesn't know how to be charming, doesn't know how to be coquettish, and isn't cute?
No wonder they all change their minds.
Xia Wanqing wanted to convince herself that Shen Lingjun had not done such a thing.
However, those traces...
It was so clearly reflected in her mind that she couldn't get it out of her mind.
All the strength in her body seemed to have been drained away. She stood at a loss, not knowing what to do.
This man, Shen Lingjun, gave her too many things.
He was by her side when she was blind, and he was by her side when she suffered from depression. During that time, she desperately didn't want to admit her past, and she closed herself in her own world. Here, I don’t want to contact anyone, and I don’t want to hear every bit of the past.
It was him who accompanied her through the most difficult time.
It was him who brought her here and gave her the job she has now...
She no longer had any expectations for life, but because of him, she felt that she was still tied to life. He was her husband, let alone her family, an indispensable part of her life. , but now, she seems to be losing even this only thing.
She only has him left, really only him.
So she didn't want to lose this only thing.
Xia Wanqing stayed in the bathroom for a long time, until Li Kangmu knocked on the door outside, "Wan Qing?"
"Wanqing?"
This is the first time he calls her that...
After hearing this, Wan Qing turned off the water and walked out.
Outside the door, Li Kangmu knocked anxiously and was about to rush in.
But at this moment, the door opened and she came out
However, his complexion was very poor, almost pale.
"What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?" He frowned and asked with concern.
Wan Qing shook her head, "I'm fine."
She didn't want him to know...
Everyone in this world can know it, but not him.
She didn't want him to see her joke...
She didn't want him to know that there was something wrong with her marriage. This was her only remaining self-esteem.
Xia Wanqing walked straight forward to go back to the box.
But he followed him, "If you feel uncomfortable, I'll take you back."
He seemed to be really not doing well with her...
Her face was so white, as white as paper.
And her eyes were red again, as if she was really uncomfortable...
Li Kangmu grabbed her hand and stopped her from going any further, "I'll take you back."
"Let me go."
"Be obedient, I'll take you back. If you feel uncomfortable, go back and rest. Don't show off." He said decisively, as before, he still liked to make decisions about everything for her, without even asking...
In the past, she didn't object or refuse, it was because she cared about him.
Because you care, sometimes it is happy to have someone domineeringly make certain decisions for you.
But now, she doesn't want his interference at all.
Wan Qing took out her hand, frowned and looked at him impatiently, "Li Kangmu, can you stop being so annoying? I told you that I'm fine, don't you understand? Even if I have something to do, I don't want you to take care of it. I will take care of myself!"
She said angrily, but her eyes turned red.
She didn't want to show her vulnerability in front of him...
She also didn't want him to see the bad side of her life.
Xia Wanqing took a deep breath, sorted out her mood, and waited for a long time before she suppressed the tears in her eyes.
Seeing him frowning and pursed his lips in silence, Wan Qing lowered her voice and said, "You don't need to worry about my affairs."
With that said, he stubbornly walked to the private room.
After walking in, he put away his disappointment and walked forward with a smile, "I'm sorry, I was delayed by something. Come on, I'll punish myself with three drinks."
As she spoke, she boldly picked up the wine bottle, filled her glass with wine, and drank it in one gulp.
One cup after another, until the third cup.
Li Kangmu held her hand and said, "Stop drinking."
She doesn't know how to drink at all...
But he drank so hard.
He didn't know what she had just encountered, or what happened to make her like this, but he didn't want to see him hurt his body like this.
Li Kangmu wanted to take it away, but Wan Qing said with a smile, "No, Mr. Li, I'm here today. Wouldn't it be too shameful if I didn't even drink a glass of wine?"
As she spoke, she took his hand and drank the strong wine in one gulp.
The hot wine slid down my throat, as if it was burning my heart.
Her eyes were hot, her nose was sore, and she almost cried.
Someone, seeing that she was so good at drinking, stood up and joined in the fun and said, "I didn't expect Miss Xia to be so good at drinking. Come on, I respect you."
Li Kangmu stood in the way, "Mr. Li, Wan Qing has a bad drinking tolerance. Come, I'll drink with you."
"Who said I can't drink well? I can drink well. Are you looking down on me, Mr. Li?" She said with a smile, walked forward, held the wine glass and walked directly in front of Mr. Li, smiling and saying, "
Mr. Li, let’s drink,”
She felt uncomfortable and just wanted to get drunk...
Drinking this strong drink will make your heart burn, so you can suppress the sadness in your heart.
Xia Wanqing drank it with a smile. She was like a angry child who must get herself drunk.
She took part in the toasts one after another, and even blocked the toasts for him.
Li Kangmu couldn't stop him, so he could only let her drink. When the meal was over, only the two of them were left.
She was lying on the table, already drunk and confused. Holding the wine glass in one hand, she suddenly raised her head and said vaguely, "Drink, keep drinking."
The drinks we ordered tonight were all of the best quality, and the alcohol content of these wines was very high.
At this time, her face was already plateau red.
I guess I don't even know where I am anymore.
Wan Qing lay on the table, feeling extremely uncomfortable. Thinking
When everything fell silent, she started talking nonsense.
"Men are not reliable, they are not trustworthy..."
"You said he would only be nice to me, but what happened? He ended up with another woman?"
"What bullshit promises are all fake!!"
As she said this, she cried in frustration, covering her heart and crying like a child, "Why am I so unlucky? Two! The two people I married are not good people, and the first one only knows how to use
He deceived me again and again, causing me to lose everything, but in the end he still chose someone else. I believed him again and again, what did I get?"
She was crying, obviously she couldn't tell who the person in front of her was.
"So many years have passed, and I just hope that I will never see him again in this life, but he keeps appearing and disrupts my life again."
"He doesn't know how difficult it is for me to start over."
"You know? When I first came here, I didn't dare to contact anyone every day. I couldn't get out of the pain, so I changed my name. I chose to marry Shen Lingjun. I finally, finally had A new life, but..." She looked at him, her moving eyes full of tears, which made his heart twitch.
Her tears fell silently down her pale face.
Xia Wanqing looked at him and continued, "But, he appears again, why does he come to disturb my life? Since he has chosen someone else and has a new family, why does he come to me again? In his eyes, am I just a bitch? Only suitable for him to play with."
She said sadly.
These words of hers were like sharp weapons piercing into Li Kangmu's heart.
He reached out and held her hand, "No."
He had never thought of her so much...
He knew that he had made many mistakes.
Even if he uses this life to make amends, he can't offset the harm he did to her.
He knew that he hurt her deeply.
But I didn't know it would be so deep...
Moreover, hearing her say this, Li Kangmu felt even more uncomfortable.
It's like a stone weighing a thousand gold is pressing on my heart.
It hurt so much that he found it difficult to breathe...
Li Kangmu's eyes were filled with mist, and his face was solemn and guilty. He held her hand tightly and pulled her closer to his arms, letting her lean against him, "No, I have never Miss you so much."
Xia Weiyang, in his heart, is not like this.
Maybe he misunderstood her at first.
But that's only temporary,
In fact, he quickly changed his mind. But at that time, he couldn't believe that he would fall in love with her, so he used bad words to hurt her. At the same time, he also reminded himself that he had not fallen in love with this woman. His initial judgment was not true. Not wrong.
If time can go back, it can go back in time.
He will definitely learn to cherish...
Cherish your feelings for her and cherish every minute she spends with him.
Wan Qing cried sadly, and then continued, "I thought Shen Lingjun was different. After all these years, he didn't force me to have a relationship with him, and he made it clear that he would wait for me, but he was with another woman. Are all men like this? "
She began to feel that all men in the world were like this...
Xia Wanqing cried like a child. Li Kangmu hugged her and reached out to wipe her tears.