First of all, I have to apologize to everyone. After all, the update has been interrupted for a week. Some people may have thought it was a eunuch. Anyway, I deeply apologize for making you worry.《》
Then let me report on my whereabouts these past few days. In fact, I didn’t do anything. In other words, I just played, went shopping, watched anime and played games. For a week, I didn’t do anything serious at all. I didn’t think about novels, I didn’t enter, I didn’t write.
qq, anyway, I feel completely relaxed.
I don't know if this method can bring me inspiration, but since pressure can't squeeze out inspiration, I will do the opposite. Anyway, at least I am in a relaxed mood now.
At first I just wrote this novel just to practice my writing, and I didn’t have much ambition. Later I saw that the results were pretty good and enough to support myself, so I plunged into it wholeheartedly, with pressure and motivation all squeezed together, almost every day.
Thinking about how to make the novel more attractive and attract more readers, monthly tickets and subscriptions, there is a little bit of utilitarianism in writing.
But how should I put it? This book was not positioned as a commercial novel from the very beginning. It was just a relaxing read that would make you happy and make like-minded acg enthusiasts feel happy. But just because I thought too much, I ended up thinking too much.
Even the original essence is slowly changing.
Of course, I don't blush about it, because I need to live, just like everyone needs to live.
However, when the commercial flavor is mixed in, it becomes very cumbersome to write, and even I can't control it myself in many cases... Fortunately, there are no big bugs, fortunately.
Here I would like to express my special thanks to our general sister Douchang, who posts long comments from time to time, and often brings inspiration to me.
Then, I want to write the last part of this book in a relaxed mood.
Of course, this doesn't mean that I won't fight for anything. I still have to fight for monthly tickets, and subscriptions are still required. But as I said last time, I will give up the monthly ticket list this month.
Although it is a pity that I cannot continue this honor forever, life always has its ups and downs, and I will not regret this decision.
Finally, let’s talk about updates.
There are still ten days left in this month. Because I was trying to relax some time ago and didn’t think about the novel, so I will sort it out in the next ten days. There won’t be many updates.
Anyway, I definitely won’t make much money this month (laughs).
Okay, I don’t know what else to say. I will update again from tomorrow. The time may vary, and I may even ask for leave. I can’t guarantee anything.
There is only one thing I can say with all my heart: I will never be a prisoner, and I will never be a mess!
