The small voice fell, and another sentence fell in Gu Shengbei's ears: "Especially when I'm in front of you."
"..."
Gu Shengbei did not answer the call.
Yun Xia laughed again. She looked at the person over there helplessly: "Gu Shengbei, I..."
She took a deep breath and looked at the starry sky in the distance.
"Actually, I also know that I am very cowardly..." Yun Xia laughed and said softly: "But Gu Shengbei, I have lived in such an environment since I was a child. I have actually learned to live with a mask."
"In the past, when my mother was here, I could still have someone to protect me," Yun Xia took a breath and smiled lightly: "But Gu Shengbei, my mother is gone, so I can only live on my own."
She remembered the first time she met Tian Qiu.
She led Yunli into the door of Yun's house, and her dearest father walked to the door.
He looked at her with a smile on his face, and his extremely gentle eyes fell on Yunli.
That was the first time that Yunxia realized that she and Yunli were completely different.
Because his father looked at Yunli with such gentle eyes, but he could not avoid Yunxia. At that moment, Yunxia felt the injustice for the first time in his life.
"When Aunt Tian came here at first, she was very kind to me." Yun Xia laughed and said, "Every time Yun Li and I had a dispute, she always helped me. I always thought she was a good person...
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As she spoke, the smile in her eyes became even stronger.
With such a look, Gu Shengbei didn't know how to comfort her for a moment.
After all, to a child, all kindness is kindness.
"Gu Shengbei, actually I have never said..." Yun Xia looked at him steadily and said in a very soft voice, "I killed my mother."
If she hadn't been so insistent on taking care of the Xiao family's affairs.
Mother will not leave her.
The edge finally turned into a knife stabbing oneself, and the feeling was unbearable.
Gu Shengbei turned around and looked at Yun Xia with some surprise: "How do you say this?"
"If I hadn't shown off my talents back then, maybe my mother..." Yun Xia took a breath. She had never even mentioned the secrets buried in her heart over the years, even to Xiao Xiao.
When Gu Shengbei turned around, he saw tears welling up in her eyes.
"How could it be such a coincidence?" Gu Shengbei glanced at her and spoke softly: "Yun Xia, haven't you still figured out how she died?"
After he finished speaking, Yun Xia turned around and looked at Gu Shengbei intently.
His words surprised her a little.
Yun Xia no longer remembers whether she ever mentioned her mother in front of him, but she remembers that she should always be cautious and rarely mention such things.
There was already a bit of a smile in the eyes of the person over there, and he said slowly: "Actually, I would have known it a long time ago if you didn't tell me."
Gu Shengbei glanced at her and said to himself, "I have to know what kind of person my pillow is, right?"
In fact, Yun Xia also thought that he had investigated her, but she didn't expect that he would be so blunt.
"I just... saw Tian Qiu today, so..." Yun Xia sniffed, forced herself to stay calm, and said with a smile: "Let's express what we feel."
Her shallow words fell on Gu Shengbei's ears.
The man suddenly turned his head and looked steadily at the little woman over there.
Yun Xia's expression really made him feel a little distressed.
He narrowed his eyes and finally spoke: "Yun Xia, there is no need for you to take these things to yourself."
Gu Shengbei looked at her and then laughed.
"How about I tell you a story?" His voice suddenly rang.
Upon hearing this, Yun Xia immediately became energetic.
She subconsciously turned her head to look at the person next to her, and then asked in a low voice: "What story?"
Gu Shengbei has always been a man of few words, and this was an exception in front of Yun Xia. But Yun Xia never thought that he would tell her stories? After having such an idea, she narrowed her eyes.
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"There used to be a child, and his father was so carefree that he and his mother were left outside." Gu Shengbei's voice was low, but his eyes looking at her were like a ball of fire: "The mother and son have been dependent on each other for many years. Then
Their life was very tight at that time, but my mother suffered from mental illness, so he had to shoulder the heavy responsibility of taking care of her every day, and he lived like this day by day."
"What happened next?" Yun Xia looked at the people over there in surprise.
"Later, someone told the boy that he should actually be a rich man, but the boy was content with his current life and refused to acknowledge his ancestors." He paused, then laughed: "But his mother didn't.
Agreeing, she forced the boy to return to his father, asking the boy to occupy his place in a wealthy family step by step. Only in this way can one day his mother be able to re-enter the door of a wealthy family based on the wealth of mother and son."
His sudden words made Yun Xia's brows furrowed.
She couldn't even believe her ears. She turned her head and looked at Gu Shengbei: "How can there be such a mother? Does she even take advantage of her own children?"
As soon as her words came out of her mouth, Gu Shengbei smiled.
"Compared to a lifetime of food and clothing, what's wrong with letting her child become an adult overnight?" His sudden words were full of loneliness, and the despair written on his face made Yun Xia unable to express it for a moment.
Words come.
Such an expression stunned Yun Xia.
After a long time, she asked in a low voice: "Gu Shengbei... that little boy can't be you, right?"
Her words like this made the people over there turn their heads.
There were stars in the night sky, and she could see them in his eyes.
But at this moment, Yunxia's thousands of words were stuck in his throat.
When she saw Gu Shengbei's expression, she already had the answer in her heart.
What a cruel fact, but Yun Xia had never heard anyone mention it.
"It's me." Gu Shengbei smiled. His smile was so calm and heart-wrenching. Yun Xia stared at him blankly, unable to say a word for a long time. She didn't know that she still
What could she say, except that she felt sorry for her and couldn't say a word.
"Gu Shengbei..." Yun Xia took a breath and asked in a low voice: "So is this the reason why you and your mother are not close?"
She looked at the people over there steadily.
In the past, Yun Xia thought that the Zhou family was pretty good, at least they gave Zhou Mingfang protection.
But now it seems that everything seems like a dream.
"Yeah." The man responded and did not continue talking.
Yun Xia looked at him from a distance, feeling so distressed that she almost suffocated.