She subconsciously touched her face again. The warm feeling calmed her down.
She has breathing, heartbeat, temperature, thoughts, emotions and joys...
She has all the things that a human being should have. Forget it, just let it be whatever it is you want. Anyway, she feels that it is better for her, not someone else.
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Fang Xiyan sat in front of the mirror and looked at the girl in the mirror.
She has long chestnut hair hanging down her chest, slightly curved eyebrows, a pair of big eyes as clear as a lake, a straight nose, a diamond-shaped, slightly white mouth, and a pointed chin...
Although she looks a bit haggard in the mirror after washing off the brilliance, she is still a beauty, but she is not the kind of stunning beauty who will captivate the entire country...
The picture of the girl's face suddenly flashed through my mind, and my heart suddenly felt depressed. There was a suffocating pain, as if I was holding my breath and suppressing the beating of my heart...
She smiled bitterly and subconsciously stroked her lower abdomen. Her lower abdomen was flat and tight as before, but a child had already been conceived there. Her and his child...
After she came back, she tried her best to resume her old life. Although her spiritual power was not fully restored, it was only half restored. She was still able to draw talismans and catch monsters. So she also took over some small businesses in the city, allowing her to
I have become very busy.
When there was no business, she would make appointments with her best friends to go clubbing, disco dancing, shopping, and surfing the Internet.
Everything seems to be back to what it was before, and her schedule is fully scheduled, very busy and fulfilling. However, when she dreams back at midnight, she will suddenly wake up in the night. There seems to be a hole in the deepest secret place in her heart, and she can't fill it with anything.
dissatisfied……
The fiery man in red was like a tarsal maggot, wandering around in her mind at some point, and no matter what method she used, she couldn't eradicate it...
Time is the best medicine for scars. Fang Xiyan firmly believed this, so she always thought that the reason why she could not forget that man was just because he was her first man and he penetrated her with such a strong posture.
The shock of her life was too strong, so she
Just because you don’t want to think about it doesn’t mean you really don’t think about it. People’s thinking does not depend on their will.
She thought that this bad relationship would fade away with the passage of time, and she also thought that she had really done this. She had really begun to forget about him. But she didn't expect that Hua Baoyue's words today would make the past overwhelming again.
Flashing in my mind...
His charm, his tenderness, his deliberate care for her while listening to the opera, his roses, his music...
Then she remembered the times he called Fei'er when he was fiercely entangled with her...
All his tenderness and care were all because of Fei'er, not Fang Xiyan. She tasted his doting only because of another woman...
She is nothing more than a stand-in!
There is a sentence in "The Biography of Zhen" about "like Qing". The emperor only loved Zhen in every possible way because she looked like one of his former favorite concubines. In his own situation, he might not be as good as Zhen...