How difficult is it for Sihan to be able to say such words?
Mu Chenyi's eyes became even hotter. If it weren't for his physical discomfort, he would have really wanted to knock her down. [Download the novel www
"Try it!" Sihan said, taking a spoon and giving it to him.
His eyes were staring straight at her, with a warm and ambiguous smile on his lips.
Sihan raised her eyebrows and leaned into his ear: "Mr. Mu, you better respect yourself, otherwise you will be the one who suffers in a while, and I can't help you." [
This girl is bad enough. He can't do anything to her now, right? But he really can't do anything to her now.
When sleeping, Mu Chenyi really couldn't sleep, and Sihan was sleeping next to him, so he held her hand under the quilt: "Good boy, are you really not going to help me?"
Sihan actually didn't fall asleep either. He was a man of his age and didn't know how to restrain himself. Although Sihan wanted to scold him in her heart, she still stretched her hand over and into his pants.
When Mu Chenyi put his hand on hers, her hand was soft, warm and very comfortable. He sighed and closed his eyes.
Sihan could feel that he was really enjoying it now, so she really wanted to make him happy. It was not unfamiliar to do this, so she started to move him up and down until he was all in her hands.
She found some paper and wiped it off for herself. When she went to see Mu Chenyi again, she didn't see that he was embarrassed. Instead, he looked at her with a smile. Forget it, he would be embarrassed unless the sun came out from the west.
Sihan climbed onto the bed again and slept peacefully on his chest.
"Good boy..."
"Hmm..." She seemed to be falling asleep and hummed unconsciously.
"How does history evaluate me?" he asked quietly.
Sihan suddenly woke up again, looked up at him, and saw that he was looking at her. Does he still care? Does he care about his name and how the world will see him?
"I'm not a good student of history, and history doesn't say anything bad about you. It's just that the current development seems to be different from the history in my impression." Sihan replied, "But I believe that after a few years, future generations will restore it.
A real Mu Chenyi emerges."
Mu Chenyi smiled bitterly: "In fact, it doesn't matter anymore. I have done what I should do. No matter what history writes about me, I will never regret it."
"Jinyu..." Sihan suddenly stood up, stroked his face and said seriously, "In my mind, you are a hero and the most extraordinary person. In the wood, in my belly
The same is true in the minds of children in China.”
Mu Chenyi hugged her tightly, what was wrong with him, he never cared about this in the past. Today, he felt sad. After all, it was his legs that could not move, which was a fatal blow to him. He did not tell Sihan,
He is actually afraid, afraid that he will always be like this and rely on others to survive.
Sihan could vaguely feel his thoughts, but she didn't know what to do. It was superfluous to say anything now. The only thing she could do was to stay by his side.
Mu Chenyi spent a few leisurely days. Every morning when he got up early, Sihan would push him to the yard to breathe in the air. She would read poems to him, or sit on the swing and let Miss Kang push her.
. She would smile. When she was high, her smile would be even bigger, and her eyes would squint slightly, but she would keep looking at him.
He likes to see Sihan smile. Sihan looks particularly beautiful when she smiles. These days, her hair is rarely tied up and scattered on her shoulders. When the swing flies up, her hair will fly, making her look as beautiful as a fairy.
"Jinyu... I have thought about such a life before. You are not Mu Chenyi, we are just the most ordinary couple, worrying about food, rice, oil and salt, and quarreling over some trivial things in life. That would be perfect.
." One day, after Sihan finished reading a poem, she suddenly put down the book and said to him.[
"A day like this will come soon."
"Have you ever thought about what you want to do in the future?" Sihan would also ask him, "You are no longer Mu Chenyi, prime minister or military governor. You are just my husband, Jin Yu. Have you ever thought about what you want to do?
What to do?"
"I want to be a teacher, open a school, teach and educate people. What this country needs is education and talents." Mu Chenyi sighed, but felt that his words were in vain.
"When we go abroad, we can also teach in Chinatown." Sihan said, "Have you ever thought about what you can teach?"
These words really stopped Mu Chenyi from asking. He flashed his head and said, "Teach philosophy...or history..."
"Philosophy?" Sihan didn't understand. She thought he wanted to teach economics or politics.
"Yes, philosophy. Mr. Tao once said that if a nation wants to revitalize, it must first establish its people. To establish its people, it must understand the fundamentals of people. This is what philosophy teaches. Not to mention history, knowing
It is very important to know the ups and downs of history." Mu Chenyi said.
Sihan couldn't help but sigh in his heart, he still couldn't let go of his ideals and ideas.
"I think you can teach calligraphy." Sihan said, "My original calligraphy was not very good until I copied your copybook. Your calligraphy has both character and tenderness. I think in the future
Maybe a faction of admirers will form."
"That's not bad, but I haven't written for a long time, so I'm afraid I'm unfamiliar." Mu Chenyi said.
"It doesn't matter, I'll have someone prepare the Four Treasures of the Study right away. You can start writing now. I'll write with you." Sihan said, and told Xiao Wu to send them the Fangfang Zibao that day.
They also prepared a table suitable for Mu Chenyi to write on. Writing can cultivate his sentiments and make him calm down. Sihan watched them practice together, and her progress was extremely fast. Her handwriting is now even better than Mu Chenyi's.
Chen Yi couldn't tell the difference.
"Good boy, you are really smart. If you were a man, I'm afraid this whole country would be yours." Mu Chenyi looked at her words and couldn't help but say.
"No..." Sihan didn't think so, "Jinyu, you are ambitious and ambitious, so you can reach heights that others cannot reach. But I can't. My mind has always been narrow. I
I just want to live a simple life and have never thought about making a difference in politics."
"This is what makes you even more valuable." Mu Chenyi said, "There are not many people who can accept being ordinary nowadays."
"You are more valuable. There are things you clearly hold in your hands, but you give up so easily. It's hard to get, but it's even harder to let go after you get it. Not many people in the world can do it."
"You seem to like praising me more and more..."
"I'm just telling the truth." Sihan said, winking at him.
Mu Chenyi's health improved a lot. The doctor came for a re-examination and said that his wounds had recovered very well. Now there is no pain in his chest and spine, but he still has no feeling in his legs. There is no way to do this, so he can only leave it to fate.
.
Sihan's belly, on the other hand, actually shows a bit. It's not particularly obvious in fact, but it has bulged slightly, which is especially obvious when she wears a cheongsam. She doesn't wear cheongsam anymore, and mostly wears loose clothes.
"Mumu said, this is a sister, and I also think this will be a daughter." Sihan said one night while touching her belly in his arms.
"Mu said it was my sister, then she is my sister..." Mu Chenyi's hand covered the back of her hand.[
Sihan smiled reassuringly. She also wanted to have a daughter. With one son and one daughter, she would have no regrets.
"Please give our daughter a name!"
"How about using your last name, just call it Mu Ling..."
"My word Ling is not good, so I can use a homophonic word for Linghui."
"Mu Ling..."
Mu Chenyi chewed on the name, so their daughter's name was decided.
The two of them fell asleep cuddling each other. Suddenly Mu Chenyi opened his eyes, and Sihan also woke up very keenly. They both felt that someone had entered the villa.
Sihan asked him to lie down first, and then she slowly got out of bed. Before she could go out, Xiao Wu came in.
"Madam, we have been discovered here. You and Mr. Mu must leave immediately." Xiao Wu's face was solemn and he had already pushed the wheelchair over.
Sihan frowned: "Who is he?"
"It's from the National Government..." Xiao Wu replied, "I looked carefully and it was Su Min, the director of the Confidentiality Department. She came with a group of people and said she wanted to see Mr. Mu."
Su Min's ghost was indeed lingering. Sihan's face sank and she said, "I'll go, you can take care of Mr. Mu here..."
"Good boy." Mu Chenyi sat up, suddenly a strange expression appeared on his face, and immediately ordered, "Good boy, don't confront others head-on. Since you are here, you can't hide. I will go out."
Yes."
"Don't worry, I will take care of it. You need to rest for a while." Sihan said, glanced at Xiao Wu, and then went out.
Su Min was waiting in the living room of the villa. She was wearing a navy blue military uniform, crossing her chest and looking at the house. When she saw Sihan coming out, she was surprised, but not surprised.
"I was just thinking, with the Huo Sihan I know, how could he die so easily?" Su Min looked at her and saw that she was wearing a sleeping robe and her belly was slightly bulging. She was pregnant. There was a stinging pain in her heart, but she still felt
Forced a smile.
"I've already died once." Sihan sneered, "I heard that you are already the director of the Confidential Affairs Department of the National Government. I haven't congratulated you yet."
"It's just a false reputation. I'm afraid you may not take it seriously." Su Min stared at her without blinking, "Where is he?"
"He is unwell and it is not convenient for him to see guests. Director Su, back then he let you go again and again and even helped you save your life. Can you let him go?" She begged slightly, but now as long as you can
It doesn't matter if she retreats completely and lowers her posture.
"I'm afraid not. There are rumors at home and abroad that he is not dead. I came to Hong Kong specially to visit. Now that I have obtained his whereabouts, I naturally have to go back and give an explanation." Su Min's heart was beating very fast, and she carefully concealed it.
, not letting anyone see how much she wanted to see him right away.
"He has died twice, why don't we just treat him as dead?" Sihan had a gun on him, but he was easily unwilling to use it. "Could it be that you really don't have any affection for him, not even the slightest affection?"
Won’t you tell me?”
Su Min looked at Huo Sihan. She had always owned him. From the moment she married him, she was his wife. It was just and proper. It was still the case now. She protected him so openly and wanted to be by his side.
"In politics, how can there be any sympathy?" Su Min said in a cold voice, "I must see him today."
"What's the problem if you want to meet?" Mu Chenyi's voice came from inside, and he was pushed out by Xiao Wu, "Su Min, long time no see..."
Su Min was shocked when she heard his voice. At one time, she really thought that he was dead and would never see him again in this life. Later, she learned that he was still alive, and she was still secretly happy in her heart. This man,
She had been right with him for more than ten years, and she had been by his side for five full years. She actually spent her whole life loving him. When she learned that he was dead, she felt worse than death.
She even had murderous intentions against Huo Tianqi's group. Until recently, there were rumors that someone who looked like Mu Yuelou had been seen in Hong Kong. She rekindled her hope and came here to find him.
"Long time no see." Her eyes fell on his legs. She wanted to ask him, what happened to his legs? Are they injured? Can't they walk?
"Who wants to see me?"
"I...am I not worthy of coming to see you?" he asked.
Mu Chenyi understood Su Min's affection from her eyes. He sighed: "Su Min, I told you a long time ago that it's over between you and me, so it's over."
Su Min listened, her eyes turned cold: "That's very good, so I'm here today to take you back."
"Oh, what if I go back?" he asked calmly.
"You went back, you went back to face trial. You restored the monarchy, and you brought the Japanese in. Isn't such a crime enough for you to face trial?" Su Min asked as if she was against him.
"Without him, would you be able to serve as the Director of the National Government's Confidential Affairs Department now? Can China have a unified situation now? Su Min, you know very well what the meaning of his actions is? How can you still do it?
To say such a thing?" Sihan asked angrily.
"Why can't I say it? I must say it, Huo Sihan, you also have to go back with us." Su Min said, looking at Xiao Wu, "Wu Zhiguo, there is an order from President Sun to arrest Mu Chen.
Yi, go back. You can see clearly for yourself, this was jointly issued by Premier Chiang and President Sun."
Xiao Wu showed a troubled expression and didn't know what to do for a moment.
"In that case, let's go back!" Mu Chenyi would not embarrass anyone and said calmly.
"No one can take him away." Sihan suddenly took out a gun and pointed it at Su Min, "Su Min, no one can take us away today. Since taking us back is also a trial, we might as well end it ourselves now.
Anyway, I have died so many times, and this is the last time, what do you think? Jinyu."
Mu Chenyi looked at Sihan, the look in her eyes was absolutely decisive and definitely not impulsive.
She was thinking about him. She knew that she could never bear to be judged, so she might as well understand herself now and retain her dignity.
"That's fine. If the three of us as a family can die together, that will be a blessing." Mu Chenyi was very calm. He had seen through life and death a long time ago.
How could Su Min let them die? Neither Sun Chuanwen nor Jiang Zhizhong wanted him to die. When she looked at Mu Chenyi again, he actually chose to die and was unwilling to leave with her.
"Director Su, we have a mission and we will definitely protect Mr. Mu. No one can take Mr. Mu away before I receive the order." Xiao Wu walked in front with a solemn expression, "Miss Su, please come back.
!”
"Can you stop me?" Su Min looked at Xiao Wu and said coldly.
"You have many people, and we have many people. Miss Su should also know the stakes of opening fire with us." Xiao Wu said coldly without any fear.
Su Min looked at Sihan again. She was standing next to Mu Chenyi, with their fingers intertwined. That look still stimulated her, and she clenched her fists and stiffened her body.
"Su Min, if you let us go, you are also letting yourself go. We have already reached this point, so why bother?"
Yes, why should she bother? He has given him the answer countless times. She, Su Min, is just the past tense to him. He no longer cares about her. It will be in vain for her to persist in her persistence.
"Even if I let you go, it doesn't mean that others will let you go." The people next to Su Min put down their guns. She knelt down and looked at Mu Chenyi, "You should know how many people value your life and how many people care about it.
..."
"I'm honored." He smiled back.
"I really hate you, do you know?" There were tears in her eyes. After so many years, he is still like this, no matter when, no matter what the situation, he always smiles like this. He is calm and calm, looking at life with a smile. And
She hated him for being like this. What she had expected was to tear off his smiling face, and what would be behind it?
"I know... whether you hate me or not, it's all your business." This means that it has nothing to do with him, and he won't take it to heart.
Those words stabbed her heart hard, and Mu Chenyi was even harder. His indifference and indifference told her every moment that he didn't have her in his heart.
"Just because I let you go today doesn't mean I will let you go in the future." With that said, Su Min left with the others.
Sihan's body almost went limp, and the hand holding the gun was sweating.
"It's okay. Even if Sun Chuanwen sent her to arrest me, he wouldn't be trying me. No one wants to announce the news that I'm alive. If he wanted to kill me, he would have opened fire just now. They want to arrest me, probably
You just want to control me." Mu Chenyi held Sihan's hand and said after noticing that it was wet.
"Maybe these people are really tired. It's not safe here anymore. We have to move again." Sihan squatted down and said with a wry smile.
"No, we won't move." Mu Chenyi said, "Let's just live here. It's quiet here and the environment is good. I'm very comfortable and I'll be fine."
Sihan thought about it but still felt wrong. Just when she was about to speak, Mu Chenyi waved her hand.
"My dear, please push me back to the room to rest! I'm sleepy." He closed his eyes and said.
Sihan pushed him in, helped him lie down, and lay beside him.
But at this moment, no one was sleepy, and she was next to him.
"Sun Chuanwen just wants to control me. Now my legs are inconvenient. Here are the people in Zhizhong. I went to Peking with them, but I was also imprisoned and controlled. If I lived here, Sun Chuanwen would definitely send someone to come, and I was also imprisoned and controlled.
.In this case, it is better to live here and be comfortable." Mu Chenyi pointed out the facts clearly.
When Sihan heard it, he immediately understood.
When Jiang Zhizhong sent Mu Chenyi to Hong Kong or even abroad, he wanted to prevent him from making a comeback. The same was true for Sun Chuanwen. They all respected Mu Chenyi, not to mention killing him, but were afraid of him. No matter where they went
, may be found, it is better to live here and be taken care of by them, which will also give them peace of mind.
"It just feels so bad to be controlled like this." I always look for opportunities to leave here.
"I know this is the only plan for now." Mu Chenyi said, whispering a few words into Sihan's ear.
Sihan almost sat up after hearing this. She looked at him first in disbelief, then at his legs, and said in surprise: "Really?"
"Really." He pulled her back to lie in his arms, "But we can't let anyone know now. We will live here before the opportunity comes."
"Well..." Sihan was encouraged and hugged his waist tightly.
"Su Min, can I still forget my old feelings for you?" After a while, she said casually in his arms again.
"My dear, baby, are you still jealous like this?" Mu Chenyi looked at her funny.
"How could it be? I'm just worried about what she will do next? Her whole life's feelings are with you, Jinyu, don't underestimate a woman's determination to get a man. At the most critical moment, a woman can do anything.
Come out." Sihan was really worried, especially what lingered in her mind was the look in Su Min's eyes at him.
"Don't worry, she is not important. No one is important to us now. My dear, only our family is together is the most important thing." Mu Chenyi kissed her forehead deeply.