430, Thank you Zhong Qingye for living well for so many years
On the third day of April, Feng Jin appeared in the palace in the southeast.【】
Yelu Xie was not surprised at all by his arrival, at least there was no surprise on his facial expression. His enchanting phoenix eyes casually scanned his dusty appearance, waved the nervous guard on one side to retreat, and said in a calm tone: "
Follow me."
Feng Jin followed him silently, and the two of them walked into the front hall one after another. Yeluxie brushed the hem of his golden clothes, sat down on the golden dragon chair, and waved his hands with a smile. "Whatever.
Sit down, don't be polite to me."
Feng Jin glanced at the noble and luxurious hall, shook his head, his voice was unspeakably hoarse. "No need."
"Really?" Yeluxie sighed and shrugged. "That's really a pity. I originally wanted to have a drink with you while I was still intact, but now I don't have this opportunity."
"You should know why I'm here." Feng Jin squinted her eyes with an unspeakable evil look in her eyes. "She doesn't have many days left."
"Do you really want to save her? Even if she survives in the future, she will never come back to you." The smile on Yeluxie's face also faded, his expression was solemn, and the light in his eyes flickered slightly, as if
It is completely different from the way he laughs and scolds in front of others.
He looked at Feng Jin's face motionlessly, with a prying expression, as if he wanted to tell something from his expression.
Feng Jin was calm. "I know."
"You don't care?"
The corners of Feng Jin's lips pursed, revealing a hint of sarcasm and a hint of loneliness. "Of course it's a lie to say she doesn't care. She's been with me for four years. In these four years, she hasn't had any news about Qi Mo. Every day she says she doesn't care.
It was me who came when she opened her eyes. After four years of getting along day and night, I remained calm and tried every means to restore her memory, but obviously, I failed. She only had Qi Mo in her heart."
"So, you think that even if you keep her by your side for the rest of your life, she will never fall in love with you again. Instead of doing that, it's better to let her go free and regard it as a kind of fulfillment, right?" Yeluxie picked him up slowly.
Then, her eyes narrowed uncontrollably, looking at him with a look that was either sarcastic or mocking, or approving and admiring.
"Feng Jin, to be honest, I really admire you."
Feng Jin suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly, his expression was particularly lonely, his eyes were filled with darkness, and even the air around him became low and depressing, like an angel trapped in the ultimate hell, unable to get salvation from heaven no matter what.
"Don't admire me. Leaving that day was the biggest mistake of my life. If I hadn't gone to the Southern Region at that time, she would not have been framed by Zhong Ying and lost her memory. And letting her go free was just a matter of time.
Because I have no other way to go."
"Yeah, she doesn't remember anything anymore." Yeluxie slowly stepped back and leaned on his dragon chair, feeling so heavy that the whole world fell over him.
"Perhaps, fate is like this. Just a small choice may make a lifetime of mistakes. Memories are scattered at the touch of a finger. Those who forget can still live happily, but those who remember will be bound by memory.
It is too challenging to be locked up for a lifetime and set yourself free."
Feng Jin couldn't help but frown, was startled for a moment, and said slowly: "Have you not forgotten it yet? She...has been dead for many years."
Yeluxie smiled, still looking charming, but the brilliance of Zhong Qingye's memory no longer existed between his brows, like a butterfly that had been flying brilliantly for a lifetime. When death comes, the original brilliance must be covered with dust.
wing.
"Feng Jin, you should understand best. From a certain point of view, you and I are on the same page." He suddenly took a long breath and let it out, showing an expression of relief. "So.
, I can understand why you are so persistent, then you should also understand the choice I made."
He raised his head and took a long look at the entire front hall. In his memory of more than 20 years, this place has always been the same as before, as if it was still the scene of the past.
The gorgeous golden dragon spreads its teeth and claws, and the entire palace is full of nobility and dignity that cannot be blasphemed. The white marble floor is oily, and it is finely carved with lifelike blessing patterns. The heavy gold and red curtains are gently swaying, as if there will soon be a
The young girl jumped out from behind the curtain and threw herself into his arms. Her voice was as sweet and soft as a piece of glutinous rice milk cake.
"Cheng, would you like to play hide-and-seek with me? I'll hide, you come find?"
Yeluxie suddenly laughed softly, the laughter was like a sigh, gently circling in the spacious and almost empty hall, and said almost inaudibly: "I always play with you, but I can never play with you, every time
You came out on your own and told me you were stupid because I couldn't find you. I'm just stupid. Otherwise, how could you have been hiding for so many years and I still couldn't find you?"
Feng Jin clearly heard it, but remained silent without saying a word. Just as Yeluxie said, they were the same kind of people, so he understood.
After a while, Yeluxie slowly came back to his senses, sighed as if he was washed away, and smiled at Feng Jinli: "Have you noticed that Zhong Qingye is really similar to her, that picture
The expressions on the face are almost the same..."
"A Qing is A Qing, not anyone else." Feng Jin interrupted him decisively, her eyes sharp. "You are not qualified to treat her as a substitute."
Yelu Xie's eyes trembled, and he suddenly reached out to his left eye and said in a low voice: "Yes, she has always been just herself. It was only because of my confusion that I deliberately thought of her as her. If Zhong Qingye knew about it,
, you will definitely be extremely angry.”
He gave a low laugh, as if with some kind of pleasure, and put down his hand. On his fingertips, which were as green as a woman's, there was an extremely thin piece of black crystal.
"Just think of it as...thank you Zhong Qingye for living a good life for so many years. Whenever I think of her being alive, I always feel that she must be still alive."
Feng Jin sighed meaningfully and said slowly: "The dead can only live in people's memories. As long as you never forget, she will always live at the age you think is best."
"She is the best at any age."
Yeluxie said, slowly raising his head. The April sunshine leaked in through the luxurious rosewood wood inlaid with gold door opening of the front hall, and the golden light reflected on his left eye, giving off a strange light.