The recollection ended abruptly here, because what followed was also filled with past events that she didn't want to mention again.
Jiang Song turned around and looked at Wen Ruyan, the wet and salty smell of the sea lingering on the tip of his nose.
It seems like a dream.
On the day she died, the scene of being pushed into the sea by Chu Xiuhan was still replaying in front of her eyes, making Wen Ruyan standing in front of her now look so unreal.
She slowly and disbelievingly raised her hand, wanting to touch her.
She was so scared, afraid that all this was actually her dream.
But fortunately, the Wen Ruyan I met was real.
Her heaving heart fell to the ground. Looking at Wen Ruyan's puzzled eyes, she forced out a smile.
"What's wrong?" Jiang Song asked.
Wen Ruyan frowned, "I should be the one to ask you what's wrong."
Jiang Song shook his head, "I just suddenly felt a little emotional, maybe sentimental."
"The Jiang Song I know has never been sentimental." Wen Ruyan looked at her and saw that Jiang Song had changed, but she couldn't tell what exactly she had changed, but she felt that she had changed in her heart.
That feeling that your old friend is standing right in front of you, but seems to be far away.
"I don't like the sea very much." Jiang Song smoothed his hair that was messed up by the sea breeze.
That sea gave her deep despair.
"So, you still don't want to tell me, do you?" Wen Ruyan looked at her with eyes as light as water.
Jiang Song shook his head, "Aren't you unwilling to open your heart to me about the shooting that day?"
Wen Ruyan quickly calmed down after hearing these words.
They both know each other too well. They have been close friends for ten years, comrades who have narrowly escaped death, and have been each other's enemies for several years.
Such a entangled and complicated relationship allows them to understand each other's temperament clearly.
"Go back. Since you don't like to see the sea, I have already completed the formalities. I will leave this island tomorrow and go to Country M. You probably haven't been back for a long time."
country m.
Jiang Song's heart trembled, and he subconsciously wrapped himself tightly in the wind-proof blanket.
In the past, in country M, she was the one who shielded others from the wind, but now, what can she do who is so weak?
She used to think that when she woke up again, she would be reborn in Nirvana. She would no longer be afraid of anything, and would be more courageous and courageous than before.
But in fact, she felt another emotion that she had never felt before.
It was a hazy feeling of picking up and putting down again.
It's a bit hard to tell.
"What are you going to do after you go back? In fact, after you left, I helped you manage the Eight Clubs. Chu Xiuhan said that he wanted to disband, but the internal members did not agree. In the end, I went and managed to survive." Wen Ruyan
explained.
She smiled bitterly and just looked at her lightly, "It's hard for you to hate me so much at that time and still be willing to go back and help me take care of them. Thank you for your hard work."
Wen Ruyan raised her eyebrows and changed the topic, "Do you want to know how I found you?"
Jiang Song shook his head. She didn't need to know. She could imagine the process. What she wanted to know more was——
"I want to know, were you sad when you heard that I died?"
For a while, the atmosphere between the two of them became quiet.
No one spoke, only the waves roared, and the wet and salty sea breeze swept in, making even the throat feel salty.
Wen Ruyan hugged her chest, pursed her lips and looked away. She didn't want Jiang Song to see her red eyes.
He continued, "When I heard that you died... I went to find Chu Xiuhan. That beast had already moved away and returned to China to marry another woman. I couldn't touch my plate. The Chu family was too powerful.
, in order to attack you, this beast destroyed all the connections of the Eight Clubs. The project could not be received and the funds were frozen. When I went there, only Lao Shu was there. She... cried when she saw me, Lao Shu.
She said she had never shed tears many times in her life, and that was the worst time she cried."
Jiang Song swallowed more and his body trembled slightly.
"After I took over the Ba Tiao Society, it took me more than a month to restore all the connections to normal. A month later, I received the news that Chu Xiuhan had been crippled by Master Jiu and was sent to a mental hospital. Later, I found you...
"
"Laoshu, how are they doing?" Jiang Song lowered his head and wiped the corners of his eyes.
It’s not that she hasn’t checked out the Eight Tiao Society, nor has she ever thought about going back.
It's just that when she investigated through all channels, all the information about the Bajiao Society was erased, and there was really no news at all.
"How could it be wrong? You have taught them so much, and just taking some orders at ordinary times is enough for an ordinary person to last a lifetime." Wen Ruyan smiled, "It's just that the Eight Clubs suddenly disappeared, and everyone's spiritual support suddenly collapsed.
Same thing."
Jiang Song couldn't hold back these words any longer, lowered his head and began to sob softly.
Wen Ruyan's voice became more choked, "It's just fine now. You have to go back and everything will slowly get better."
Back then, Jiang Song was able to single-handedly bring the Ba Tiao Society to an unprecedented position in Country M, and he can do it now.
Wen Ruyan never thought that there was anything in the world that Jiang Song couldn't do.
If so, then be kind to yourself.
She attaches too much importance to love and justice. Just because Chu Xiuhan saved their lives, she wanted to be with her for half her life. It was precisely because of this that a gap appeared between the two of them.
After going back that day, Jiang Song sat alone in the room and thought for a long time.
She actually knows it very well.
Although she came back, she had no time, her body was too bad, and in terms of force, she could never go back to her past. Moreover, Chu Xiuhan destroyed everything she had. With her meager savings, how could she
were able?
Initially, she spent eight years establishing the Eight Clubs.
Now, can she still afford another eight years?
She subconsciously touched her belly, which seemed to give her energy.
"Baby, mommy has never been like this. I used to be reckless no matter what I did, but now I'm a little timid. Why?"
The only reason she could come up with...
It was because she had already died, that she really felt the fear of death, and felt the threat of being completely wiped out from this world.
And this... little bond in my belly.
However, what cannot defeat her will only make her stronger.
She stood up and stood in front of the window, looking at the endless sea, as if facing the fear of her death.
It's like... facing a mysterious and challenging future alone.
She wants to completely forget Xing Sijue and her time in City A. She was reborn to kill Chu Xiuhan. Now that the mission is over, everything is over.
In addition to her midnight dream, she would also see Xing Sijue holding her hand tightly and telling her not to leave when he was shot and fell to the ground!
…
"Sister Wen, Mr. Xi's phone number." Assistant Wu Yang took the phone and handed it to Wen Ruyan.
Wen Ruyan frowned and was silent for a long time before opening the door.