"Alang, I can't see it anymore. I'm just a useless person. I really want to get rid of this pain.
Zhang Lang picked her up from the ground and said nervously: "Mengquan, don't say that, life is precious, you can't give up easily."
"Alang, you don't need to comfort me. Losing your eyes means losing everything. You can't see anyone, you can't see every tree, you can't see a trace of sunshine, you can't see the blue sky. Even the most ordinary TV program,
I can't even see the simplest books. I can only live in a world without any objects. What's the point of living like this?"
Shao Mengquan became more and more excited as he spoke, and he covered his face with pain with his hands, constantly crying.
Seeing that she was so sad, Zhang Lang hugged her tightly, closed his eyes deeply, and said slowly: "Mengquan, don't do this. You can't see it, I am your eyes."[
Shao Mengquan's crying stopped. She raised her head unconsciously and asked blankly: "Alang, what did you say?"
Zhang Lang raised his head and looked at the stars outside the window. The helplessness in his eyes drowned him little by little like a whirlpool.
It took him a long time to move his Adam's apple, as if he had tried his best to say it, "Let me take care of you in the future, and I will see everything on your behalf."
Shao Mengquan's clear face shed two lines of tears again, "Alang, are you talking about it?"
Zhang Lang nodded in a godless manner, only he knew the pain in his heart.
"But I will become your burden." Shao Mengquan apologized on his face.
"Mengquan, don't say that. I made you like this. So let me take care of you, it's the best thing."
"Alang..." Shao Mengquan called him, leaned his head against his body, and never said anything again.
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Tian Mafan walked quietly on the road in the community, looking at the stars in the sky, full of sorrow.
A light came from behind her, and she turned her head and saw that it was Zhang Lang.
Zhang Lang got out of the car and slowly approached her.
The two looked at each other quietly, but did not speak.
It was Tian Mafan who broke the silence first and struggled to float a thin curve, but he couldn't smile, "Do you have something to say to me?"
Zhang Lang turned his head and looked at the flowers and plants in the community, his eyes were silent. His standing posture was very upright, but it was a different kind of bitterness.
"Alang, I know you can't bear to tell me, so don't say it out loud, I understand."
Zhang Lang withdrew his gaze, looked at her quietly, and said with pain: "Mafan, I'm sorry..."
Tian Mafan felt a rolling sadness in his heart, but he tried his best to endure it and pretended to be calm, "You don't need to say anything, I understand everything."
"Don't you blame me?"[
She sighed deeply, feeling speechless, "I should blame myself. If I hadn't made trouble at the wedding, you might be able to live with a healthy her. But I went there, causing you endless pain.
I really should have died in that container so that no one will be in such pain.”
"Mafan." Zhang Lang grabbed her and said excitedly: "How can you say such things? As long as you live, it is the greatest happiness for me."
He paused for a moment, his eyes gradually became stable, "When you disappeared, I once said that as long as you are alive, I will not force you to do anything again, allowing you to live freely."