For Ye Qing's death, I blame myself extremely and feel extremely sad.
I'm even sadder than when Long Feifan died.
And Ye Qing's death was just a prelude to death, or in other words, this prelude had already begun when Long Feifan died, and now the horn of death was blown.
I don’t know how I escaped from the mouth of this man-eating monster. I only know that in a daze, I saw the monster bite Ye Qing in one bite. Blood spurted out and sprinkled on the people who ran to Ye Qing’s side.
On my body.
Then, I felt a pain in my neck, Tang Ye gave me a blow, and I completely fainted.
I had a dream, all the people were frozen in a piece of ice, and I was the only one standing outside, looking at them, helpless. I felt cold all over, and I felt so lonely.
I was the only one in the ice and snow. Everyone was frozen in the ice. Their faces were peaceful. Are they dead?
The wind, the cold wind was blowing so hard that the blood all over my body seemed to have condensed.
The world is white, dazzling white, cold white.
Where am I? Why am I here?
Grandpa, Gongsun, Ma Xiaolan...are you asleep? Why are you so peaceful?
I looked around, and there was no one there, just such a large icicle, the icicle reaching the sky was in front of me, and inside were the people I knew well, each one was peaceful, as if they were just asleep.
And it seemed like I was the only one left in the entire ice and snow.
Am I the only one in this world? Are everyone dead?
There is a kind of coldness, a coldness that penetrates my heart, as cold as ice, as if my heart has been frozen.
I stared blankly at the grandfather in front of me, Mr. Gongsun in front of me, Liu Yigang, Hua Bubai, Long Feifan... Are all of them dead? Then why am I still alive, why am I still alive?
"Haha..." I smiled, laughing crazily. Since everyone is dead, why should I still live? What am I doing here?
Let me die too. I deserved to die a long time ago. What am I doing here? Why do I have to live here again?
I look up to the sky and scream, I ask the sky, I ask the earth, I ask the world, why am I left here alone?
"Long Zuimeng, wake up!" A vague voice came to my ears.
I am lying on the ground, with the sky as my quilt and the earth as my bed. Let me sleep like this. Maybe death is the best choice... I am the last person who should live in this world, right?
After fighting for so long, I realized in the end that I should have complied with destiny, and all these futile struggles were useless. Destiny is there and is insurmountable...
I closed my eyes quietly, feeling very tired, as if all the blood in my body had coagulated, as if I would never wake up again. After a good sleep, I thought, I would never wake up again.
Will wake up!
Snapped!
Snapped!
There seemed to be some messy noise in my ears.
I felt no pain, just numbness. My whole body was numb and I had no strength at all. I heard someone talking and someone calling my name, but I didn’t want to wake up, not at all. I just wanted to sleep deeply.
past.
I don’t want to wake up anymore, I don’t want to see death, I don’t want to see blood, I don’t want to, I don’t want to fight against fate like this again.
Since you want me to die, why don’t I die?
My heart gradually became colder, and the warmth on my body gradually began to dissipate.
Just when I thought I was about to fall into a deep sleep, I felt a familiar voice coming from my ear, "Drunk dream, wake up, don't fall asleep!"
It's Long Feifan's voice, Long Feifan's voice!
"Brother!" It's my brother. Isn't my brother dead? Is it my brother calling me?
Am I not the only one in this world? Am I not dead?
I opened my eyes suddenly, the temperature on my body returned, the ice and snow around me began to melt, and Long Feifan's voice kept coming from my ears.
"Long Zuimeng, are you so weak?" Tang Ye's cold voice came into my ears, and I woke up in an instant.
When I opened my eyes, I saw Tang Ye holding a fan in his hand and about to hit me. Long Feifan grabbed Tang Ye's hand with one hand and said, "He will wake up."
I looked at Long Feifan in a daze, "Why are you here? What happened? Where is Ye Qing?"
Tang Ye looked at me without mercy, and said tactfully: "She is dead, didn't you see it with your own eyes?"
I felt my heart falling suddenly.
"Impossible, Ye Qing will not die, how can Ye Qing die? She will not die or commit suicide. People like her will not accept their fate!" I denied Tang Ye's words, and I also denied them.
The scene I saw in my mind, I told myself, Ye Qing would not die, he would not die like this. How could that violent woman let herself die so miserably and ugly!
"She's dead, please wake up!" Tang Ye said without emotion.
Long Feifan glared at Tang Ye, who snorted coldly.
I said: "It's impossible, Ye Qing won't die, no way!"
I shook my head vigorously, I didn't want to believe that that woman would die, and I didn't want to know that that woman was dead.
Tang Ye grabbed my collar and said, "It's useless even if you try to escape. She is already dead. She is really dead. Not only did you see it, I also saw it. Long Zuimeng, you shouldn't
You are such a weak person, and so many people's hopes are placed on you. Are you going to escape like this? Just escape from reality like this? Let me tell you the truth, not many people around you can survive.
If you are not killed by the organizational crisis here, even if you are not trapped to death here, when my brother's men come, when the people from the doomsday organization come, everyone will still die."
I looked at Tang Ye blankly. Long Feifan had already pulled Tang Ye away and looked at Tang Ye warily.
I sneered: "So what if I wake up? I have already foreseen the ending. Everyone's ending is death, but I will live, alone or..."
Sometimes life is scarier than death. Sometimes I would rather die than live alone.
If everyone dies and I am left alive, what's the point?
No one to talk to? No best friends? No relatives? No loved ones? Nothing, what’s the point of living? Even if you have the whole world, what’s the point?
The fan in Tang Ye's hand quickly tapped my forehead heavily, pointed at the red blood stains on my body and said, "This is what the woman left on you. Do you plan to live up to her kindness?"
I looked down at the bright red blood on my body. It had already solidified. It was all Ye Qing's blood. Ye Qing died miserably. He died miserably. I don't think even she herself thought that she would die like that, right? That
Women are extremely concerned about face and strength. If they saw such a tragic situation, they would definitely go crazy, right?
But she died, and she still died like this.
It was so distressing that I couldn't suppress my sadness. I was so sad that I couldn't even shed tears. I just felt a deep sadness.
And in my dream, everyone is dead. I don't know why I still move forward, why I still walk in this ghost place, why I want to go into that immortal tomb.
It suddenly occurred to me that maybe Ye Qing had expected that she would die that way, so she kept a gun on her body, so there were bullets in the gun. She has the ability to predict things like me...
Long Feifan stretched out his hand and grabbed my shoulder comfortingly, exerting force again and again. I raised my head and glanced at Long Feifan. Long Feifan still had such an indifferent expression. I thought that nothing had ever affected his mood.
, his vitality seems to have only one purpose, and that is to help me and protect me.
Sometimes, I think about how sad it is to live for others and then die to protect others. His life seems not to be his own.
I don't think I can live like this, but Long Feifan is living like this for me.
I have never felt so useless. I can't protect anyone, not even someone who likes me. I have to rely on a woman to protect me, and I have to rely on a ghost to protect me.
It’s a shame that I’m still a ghost hunter, a shame that I’m so pretentious, a shame that I always thought I was so great and powerful, and escaped the shackles of fate, and a shame that I thought I was better than God, I’m afraid everything will be the same.
God set it up! Dragon?
Why am I a dragon? Why do you want me to enter that immortal tomb?
What kind of bastard did this, and why did he do it?
I resented Nan Ping in my heart. If I could enter the tomb of the immortals, I would definitely smash the tomb of the immortals. I would definitely destroy the so-called immortals there!
Tang Ye looked at me for a few times and then said: "Get up if you're not dead and keep walking."
I stood up and picked up the bag on the floor, my face expressionless and my heart as hard as iron.
Long Feifan looked at me worriedly several times and hesitated to speak several times.
We continued walking forward, and entered a jungle maze where there was already a wall of corpses. There were trees on both sides, and the trees looked exactly the same. As we kept walking, it felt like we were going in circles.
Long Feifan asked me if I knew how to get out. If I knew, don't worry about other people. Let's get out from here.
I asked Long Feifan: "Why do I have to enter that immortal tomb? Why must I be the one to enter that immortal tomb?"
Long Feifan shook his head. He said that he had never thought about this problem. He only knew that one day I would go in, and once I got to this point, there was no way out.
He can only protect me all the time while he is still here.
There seems to be no answer to this question. I'm a little confused. I can't figure it out, and I don't want to think about it anymore. I really don't want to leave anymore. If I will die if I leave, and if I don't leave, I will die, then I will not choose to come to this place.
I would rather my grandfather and Li Juan were in Egypt looking at the pyramids. I would rather I drink tea in my exorcism pavilion and wait for business. I would rather everyone still lives in their own world. I would rather that everything never happens.
From the beginning, even if I go back to the starting point and let me die, I will never make any deal with the Lord of Hell or make any resistance.