If you don't love me, why do you say such nice things? If you don't like me, why are you so kind to me? If you don't like me, why bother following me? You still say you don't like me?
---Lyric version of "Zhang Xiaoxian's Quotations"
Jin Taeyeon's eyes were soft and cold at the same time. Her eyes were slightly narrowed together. Zhang Xiaoxian couldn't tell whether what she said was true, but he felt so close. She was very close to him.
, both in terms of distance and emotion.
She straightened up and looked down at Zhang Xiaoxian. Zhang Xiaoxian's hand stagnated palely in mid-air for a long time and finally took it back dejectedly. Jin Taeyeon tugged on her tie, a trace of painful struggle flashed through her eyes, she clenched her fists and sneered at Zhang Xiaoxian expressionlessly.
: "If you don't love me, you don't love me. Zhang Xiaoxian, why are you grinding like a woman?"
"Why are you suddenly treating me like this? Such an attitude??" Zhang Xiaoxian had a complicated expression, as if he didn't know Kim Taeyeon. He admitted that Kim Taeyeon used to be a cold person, but she would never say hurt words so seriously.
In human terms, she just has a mean mouth and a good heart.
"Suddenly?..." Jin Taeyeon's disdainful look made Zhang Xiaoxian's heart instantly feel empty.
"How could it be sudden... I am this kind of person. I don't want to have feelings, and don't force other people's feelings on me."
"Besides...it looks like you are going to be disfigured." Kim Taeyeon tilted her head and gave her a relaxed smile, and cruel words kept coming out of her mouth.
The mouth in front of her opened and closed, still saying words that hurt Zhang Xiaoxian, with no ups and downs in her voice, and her frozen eyes completely chilled her.
Zhang Xiaoxian's hollow laughter stimulated Jin Taeyeon's eardrums, penetrated her body, and took away her soul. These words were unexpected by Zhang Xiaoxian, and she still can't fully accept them. However, the facts are so clear.
She couldn't comfort herself by escaping or covering up. Zhang Xiaoxian didn't expect that she would be so deeply hurt after listening to Kim Taeyeon's words, so much so that she even lost the courage to hate.
Pale laughter echoed in the ward, and then suddenly stopped. Silent eyes looked at Kim Taeyeon. Zhang Xiaoxian said slowly and clearly: "Jin Taeyeon, I didn't expect you to be so ruthless...so ruthless!"
What started out as a calm statement gradually turned into anger, and finally turned into a low roar. However, Kim Taeyeon stood straight beside Zhang Xiaoxian's bed from the beginning to the end, calmly listening to Zhang Xiaoxian's angry roar without even frowning.
.
Looking at Kim Taeyeon who was like a puppet, Zhang Xiaoxian felt very tired. It turns out that this is what it is like to not love someone. She can remain perfectly calm no matter what happens, because her feelings are not with her. Her fingers accidentally touched her
The injured face, perhaps because of Kim Taeyeon's sarcastic mocking of her face just now, Zhang Xiaoxian felt the burning pain in the wound now.
The sad aura that was still surrounding Zhang Xiaoxian disappeared, and she raised her lips and sneered at Kim Taeyeon. It was just like the disdain towards each other when they met for the first time.
"I'll be happy even if my face is ruined. It's worth the price of disfigurement to see you clearly. This just proves that I, Zhang Xiaoxian, love the wrong person."
The vicious words made Jin Taeyeon, who had been unresponsive, finally tremble slightly. She stared into Zhang Xiaoxian's angry eyes and laughed out loud with a dry throat. For some reason, the words she spoke still had no warmth: "Yes, it proves that you are not stupid yet."
To the point of being damned.”
"go out."
Squeezing out two words through her teeth, Jin Taeyeon bowed to Zhang Xiaoxian and turned around to leave without hesitation.
The crisp sound of the door closing was not loud, but it made Zhang Xiaoxian's heart tremble.
"Damn..." Zhang Xiaoxian, whose anger had nowhere to vent, tightened his fists hard. You could almost hear the sound of the wound tearing, and the blood instantly soaked into the gauze and slowly spread to all sides.
The moment she closed the door, Kim Taeyeon staggered and immediately leaned against the door panel. Two drops of warmth fell and Kim Taeyeon quickly covered her mouth.
Looking at the drops of water lying in her trembling palms, Kim Taeyeon asked herself over and over again: What are these? My tears? Will I still cry? For whom? For Zhang Xiaoxian?
Kim Taeyeon didn't know what was wrong with her. She was very sad and sad. It seemed that she had never been so desperate. She had been abandoned since she was a child. She had never been needed by anyone, but she felt abandoned at this moment.
She didn't want to get herself into too deep, so she wanted to get out as soon as possible, but she didn't know when she had already fallen into it. Kim Taeyeon seemed to be strangled by a pair of invisible hands, and her rapid and labored breathing could not be relieved in any way. It turned out that a person's indifference
It was not a way of protecting herself, because she only got scars in the end.
"I'm not used to rejection. It's just that once I hold your hand, I'm afraid of the remaining loneliness and fear after you let go of my hand. If that day comes sooner or later, I would rather let each other be free now. I don't want to get hurt, let alone you.
"I'm hurt," Kim Taeyeon murmured in pain as she put her hand on the door. Unfortunately, even though there was only one layer of wood between her and her, her uneasiness could not be conveyed to Zhang Xiaoxian.
At night, Zhang Xiaoxian was lying on the bed, tossing and turning. "I can't sleep." Zhang Xiaoxian muttered to himself in the hospital bed, looking at the bright sky outside the window.
All night long, he was tortured by Kim Taeyeon's words "I can't fall in love with you". It echoed in his mind over and over again. Every time he thought about it, his heart would tighten and ache. The pain of heartbreak.
He couldn't sleep peacefully, even though he was tired, even though he was sleepy
Zhang Xiaoxian has always been the kind of person who doesn't refuse anyone who comes and doesn't stay. But when it comes to Kim Taeyeon, no matter how angry she is for being useless, she still can't let go simply. This is not like her at all.
How could Kim Taeyeon fall in love with him if he even felt disgusted with him.
"Zhang Xiaoxian."
The next day, the ward door was pushed open by Wang Jianchun with force, and she saw Zhang Xiaoxian, who used to yell at her for coming in without knocking, lying quietly on the bed, with the side of his face and hands wrapped in white gauze.
Zhang Xiaoxian turned his head slightly and looked at his friend and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "You still can't learn to knock on the door."
Xiaorou followed Wang Jianchun and carefully closed the door without leaving any sound.
Yingting's eyebrows were knitted together. Wang Jianchun stepped forward and walked up to Zhang Xiaoxian, staring at her pale face. His angry voice was trembling, suppressing his emotions that were about to explode: "What's going on? How did it happen like this?"
"
"I think this is just a warning. It seems that the other party doesn't want my life." Compared to the furious Wang Jianchun, Zhang Xiaoxian seemed calmer. Although the pain of being hurt by Kim Taeyeon was a big blow, it was not a small blow.
As for the point where she completely loses her composure and can't do anything well. She is Zhang Xiaoxian, the king of the shopping mall. The reason why she remains invincible is because she has greater endurance and calm judgment than ordinary people.
"What are you talking about now? You are so injured." Wang Jianchun was furious. He thought it was best to take Zhang Xiaoxian for a brain examination to see if his brain was shaken and he started to say stupid things.
"Seriously, bitch, think about it, if the other party really wants my life, why not use a powerful bomb? I can't just be injured like this."
After hearing what Zhang Xiaoxian said, Wang Jianchun broke into a cold sweat. Zhang Xiaoxian was right. Fortunately, the bomb was not very powerful and only injured Zhang Xiaoxian's face and hands. But who did such a bad thing?
mischief?
"I said... should you hire a bodyguard?" Wang Jianchun asked over snacks. She had heard a lot about Zhang Xiaoxian being attacked. In the past, she had always been able to say that Zhang Xiaoxian was fine or just a minor skin injury, so Wang Jianchun didn't say anything.
. But this time I was hospitalized, so it was safer to hire a bodyguard. What’s more, the safety of a place like the hospital was really unflattering. How could she feel relieved when Zhang Xiaoxian was left alone in the hospital?
Zhang Xiaoxian smiled and shook his head and said: "Bodyguard? I don't need it anymore." He already has a good bodyguard. In order to fulfill his duties, he can open his legs to his employer. However, Kim Taeyeon is also a good woman.
.Although he deceived her feelings for a while, at least he didn't deceive her for a lifetime. He told her early that he would not fall in love with him. Also, who can face a face that he doesn't love for his whole life, and he is also a harmonious person.
She is the same woman. Perhaps the biggest obstacle between them is that they are both women.
Zhang Xiaoxian's expression was bitter, and his eyes staring at the ceiling showed exhaustion. Wang Jianchun thought that Zhang Xiaoxian's mental condition was not very good because of the injury, but he felt that something was wrong.
I wanted to speak out the doubts in my heart, but was interrupted by Zhang Xiaoxian who was unwilling to continue the topic: "If you don't want to talk about this anymore, how did you know that I was hospitalized? The news spread too fast."
"It was your beautiful secretary who called me and told me." Wang Jianchun was really frightened when he received a call from Kim Taeyeon early in the morning. Not only did Kim Taeyeon's Rakshasa-like voice come from the other end of the phone, but also more
What's surprising is that she actually called herself.
Wang Jianchun thought it was a joke, but he knew it was true. At that time, he hurriedly called back. Fortunately, Kim Taeyeon picked up the phone without much hesitation. After asking which hospital Zhang Xiaoxian was in, Wang Jianchun hurried to the hospital.
From a distance, I saw Kim Taeyeon guarding the door. Her eyes were red and swollen and exhausted. She had been outside the ward with her eyes open all night.
"It seems that you are loved." After knowing that Zhang Xiaoxian was fine, Wang Jianchun felt relieved and began to tease Zhang Xiaoxian with a smile.
But Zhang Xiaoxian was not happy at all. He smiled bitterly and shook his head in denial: "She doesn't love me."
"What's wrong with you?" The smile on Wang Jianchun's face disappeared and she couldn't help but worry. It's been a long time... I haven't seen her show such a painful expression. When was the first time I saw this expression? It seemed like she was receiving a call from her father.
Phone call with news of death.
Zhang Xiaoxian opened his mouth, and when he saw Wang Jianchun's concerned eyes, he choked and closed his lips. If Wang Jianchun knew that it was Kim Taeyeon who hurt him, then he would definitely settle the score with Kim Taeyeon, and maybe Kim Taeyeon's personality
He would also give Wang Jianchun a punch. Enough...it was already messed up. Zhang Xiaoxian didn't want to be so tired anymore, and he was asked how to tell Wang Jianchun that he was actually worried that his face would be ruined.
