I left you not because I didn't love you, but because I knew you wouldn't fall in love with me.
-----"Taeyeon's Diary"
In the past two years, Zhang Xiaoxian woke up countless times from nightmares about Kim Taeyeon leaving. She was covered in sweat and habitually touched the bed next to her. The empty space and the cold touch made Zhang Xiaoxian stunned for a long time, unable to realize what was going on.
, he would subconsciously ask himself where Kim Taeyeon had gone? But he would suddenly remember the fact that Kim Taeyeon was no longer there, and then taste the heartbreaking pain alone.
Zhang Xiaoxian has become more successful than two years ago, and has changed from his initial romantic appearance into a calm and mature man in the eyes of everyone. Zhang Xiaoxian has changed too much in the past two years, even Wang Jianchun, who is closest to him now
It felt like Zhang Xiaoxian had become both familiar and unfamiliar. The person he saw in front of him was clearly him, and he began to feel clearly that something was wrong.
Only Wang Jianchun knows that Zhang Xiaoxian has been alone for the past two years. It would be better if he found someone else. It can prove that he has gradually forgotten Kim Taeyeon and Liulin. But no, he has been a shadow for two years.
Xinggu. From the moment he lost Kim Taeyeon, Zhang Xiaoxian was like a walking zombie, with no emotions or feelings and was numb.
At first, Wang Jianchun thought very naively, thinking that time could erase all the traces of grief and hurt. But after seeing the unknowing changes, he realized that Zhang Xiaoxian would never forget Kim Taeyeon in this life. This feeling has already taken root.
It was deeply rooted in Zhang Xiaoxian's heart.
Early the next morning, Zhang Xiaoxian drove to the place where Kim Taeyeon was buried, took the flowers he bought for her from the passenger seat, got out of the car and walked over. The passenger seat for lovers has never been used since Kim Taeyeon.
People have sat on it.
Standing in front of Kim Taeyeon's grave, Zhang Xiaoxian leaned over and gently put down the flowers still stained with water drops. He straightened up and brushed off the dust on the photo with his hands. When Kim Taeyeon's handsome appearance appeared, Zhang Xiaoxian's heart kept beating steadily.
They were twisted together in pain.
He said softly: "Taeyeon, I'm here to see you."
Zhang Xiaoxian clearly remembers the day when Kim Taeyeon passed away. That was the day when he got the news and felt that his world collapsed. On this day, he would put down everything and all meetings and spend a day in front of Kim Taeyeon's grave, and then
Like a fool, he was talking to himself in front of Kim Taeyeon's photo and looked very happy. His eyes staring at Kim Taeyeon's photo were gentle and doting and never changed, as if Kim Taeyeon was standing in front of him. As if he was still alive.
Never left him like that.
Love continues to grow.
Recently, Kim Taeyeon feels that the condition of her eyes is getting worse and worse, and she cannot see things for longer and longer. Often when she wakes up in the morning, her eyes are dark, and she has to rest longer than usual before she can see a little light. What's serious is that
There is no longer a blur in front of my eyes, but not even a blurry shadow can be seen.
Just like now, Kim Taeyeon and Kim Chanyeol's family were eating. I don't know if it was because he kept lowering his head to eat, so suddenly his eyes couldn't see the food and turned into darkness.
Han Jiaren, who was still next to Kim Taeyeon, noticed something was wrong with him, because Kim Taeyeon had been holding the spoon and staring at the rice bowl without moving for a long time.
"What?" Kim Taeyeon raised her head and looked at Han Jiaren. Han Jiaren suddenly felt a strange feeling in her heart.
"Let's eat." Kim Taeyeon said.
After Kim Taeyeon said so, her hand holding the spoon hesitated and didn't know where to stretch it, and Han Jiaren's expression suddenly became ugly.
Just then Jin Chanyeol's phone rang, and Jin Chanyeol stood up to answer the phone.
"Hello, this is Jin Chanlie's home."
"What? Kim Taeyeon? We don't have this person here." The other party spoke fluent Korean. Kim Chanyeol explained to the person on the phone. This person should have dialed the wrong number.
The spoon fell to the ground with a "dong" sound. Everyone turned their attention to Kim Taeyeon, who suddenly turned pale.
"Taeyeon...could it be that you are..." Han Jiaren guessed uncertainly, because she also heard the word Taeyeon in the name spoken by her grandfather.
Kim Taeyeon stood up slowly: "I am."
Unable to see Han Jiaren's surprised and complicated eyes, she left her seat and moved to the phone. The only person who knew she was here was Brother Niu.
Jin Chanyeol handed the phone to Kim Taeyeon's hand. He put the phone to his ear with a faint smile: "Hello?"
"Taeyeon."
A Chinese-style address made Kim Taeyeon suddenly widen her eyes and hold the phone in her hand, her head seemed to be exploded by thunder. Her voice trembled in disbelief: "...why...why..."
There were no extra pleasantries or unnecessary greetings. Brother Niu spoke in a calm tone that made Taeyeon unable to stand: "I knew you were not dead two years ago, but I didn't know the China you left. That person is called Brother Niu.
The man still refused to tell me where you went, and it took me too long to investigate your whereabouts and phone calls."
Kim Taeyeon frowned and suddenly sneered at the phone with a distorted expression: "So what? No matter what you say, the Kim Taeyeon of the past is dead. Don't call me anymore to disturb my current life." I don't know why I heard Brother Niu.
Scenes from the past reappeared in front of his eyes, including the memories he had tried so hard to seal two years ago. The memories roared towards Kim Taeyeon like a flood that opened the floodgates.
Han Jia and her family watched quietly as Kim Taeyeon covered her mouth in pain. They didn't know who the caller was because Kim Taeyeon started speaking the language of her country after receiving the call. They couldn't understand it.
, but they all knew that the caller must have a lot to do with Taeyeon, otherwise Taeyeon, who was always indifferent when she was with them, wouldn't have reacted so fiercely.
Kim Taeyeon didn't care when she yelled at him. He suddenly whispered softly in a low voice: "Taeyeon..."
Kim Taeyeon, who has always been strong. Kim Taeyeon, who has always warned herself not to cry again, finally heard this call and her eyes filled with tears.
He gritted his teeth angrily and yelled into the phone: "Don't call me that name again."
"Xiao Ranran..."
"I told you not to call me again." Kim Taeyeon yelled.
"Two years ago, I went back to Japan with Zhang Xiaoxian so that he would not be suspicious, and then I found an excuse to fly back to China to find the hospital where you were staying. But by that time, you had already left, and I saw your case. I also knew...
Something about your eyes."
"Come back, Taeyeon."
Kim Taeyeon sneered and asked self-deprecatingly: "Go back? Go back to where?"
Brother Niu said firmly and in an anxious tone: "Go back to China, come back to me. Taeyeon, your eyes need treatment. You have delayed it for too long."
"Then let me tell you. Even if I try to treat it now, my eyes may not be cured."
"What's the meaning……"
"My eyes have finally deteriorated after two years. Now I can barely see blurry shadows. I am really going to become blind. Come back to you? Can you take care of a blind man for the rest of your life?"
Kim Taeyeon said viciously as if she wanted revenge. When she heard Brother Niu's gasp, she laughed louder and shed more tears.
"Why do you torture yourself like this?" Brother Niu asked distressedly.