"Kim Taeyeon asked loudly: "Why did you deceive me, why did you send me to Japan, and why did you hide the news of your marriage from me. Do you know what it was like when I saw the news that you were getting married in the newspaper?
How are you feeling? If you had told me from the beginning that you were teasing me, I would never have lost my sincerity to you and would not have been seriously hurt. The news of your marriage made it really impossible for me to be connected with the man who was good to me before.
I asked myself over and over again, why did you cheat on me and why did you marry someone else? But there was no answer, no one could give me the answer. For two years, I have been unable to escape from your shackles. I am so useless,
Even though I have been abandoned, I still can't bear to take away your life. Zhang Xiaoxian, what do you want from me? How do you want to torture me? Are you satisfied with seeing me in such a humiliating state?"
In the end, Kim Taeyeon couldn't control her emotions and yelled, sweeping the bedside table furnishings to the ground with a wave of her hand and smashing them into pieces. The person she didn't want to... the one who didn't want to be seen the most was Zhang Xiaoxian.
Kim Taeyeon didn't want him to see her helplessness, and she didn't want Zhang Xiaoxian to reveal that he had not been doing well over the years. In love, the person who is hurt the most and completely offended often wants to raise his chin and display a high profile to defend him.
At the end of the day, pride and dignity, when I want to smile and say I don’t care, my face turns pale and my body is weak and unable to stand.
"If you hadn't been raped..." Zhang Xiaoxian suddenly stopped. When Kim Taeyeon questioned and accused Zhang Xiaoxian in a crying voice, Zhang Xiaoxian almost couldn't help blurting out the sentence "You were raped...".
It was because his beloved was raped that he agreed to Yuli and planned to take revenge on her, but who knew that it would turn into what it is today. But Zhang Xiaoxian will always keep this matter buried in his heart, and will deliberately try to forget it.
Treat it as if nothing has happened, and will not mention it to Kim Taeyeon. She will always let Kim Taeyeon know that she has known about it, and will not make her feel embarrassed.
However, the second half of Zhang Xiaoxian's unfinished sentence aroused Kim Taeyeon's suspicion, and he chased after him strangely: "What happened to me? What happened to me?"
Gritting his teeth, Zhang Xiaoxian replied simply: "It's okay."
"Hey, tell me clearly." Jin Taeyeon was anxious, feeling that Zhang Xiaoxian's tone just now was not that simple.
"You haven't eaten since you got off the plane, right? What do you want to eat? Of course I'm not a good cook, but I still want to give it a try for you." Zhang Xiaoxian laughed and tried to pass it off with a smile. Kim Taeyeon tightened her thin lips, he
I know what Zhang Xiaoxian means. He hesitates to speak vaguely, and at the same time, what is he hiding from himself? From the half-sentence Zhang Xiaoxian just said, it seems that he thinks how he is being treated. But what does this mean?
Well, since you want to hide it, then you have to tell it.
"Tears are sweet, let's fly..." Jin Taeyeon said a few dishes in one breath and raised the corners of her mouth. Zhang Xiaoxian's eyes twitched. It was true that he had just asked her what she wanted to eat. But she didn't expect him.
He would order such a difficult dish. What matters is when did he cook, and did he deliberately make things difficult for himself?
Even though he knew that this was Kim Taeyeon's bad personality, Zhang Xiaoxian still endured it and said softly: "I will learn how to do these for you in the future. Can you write something simple?"
"Okay, let's have porridge."
Unexpectedly, Kim Taeyeon would give in so quickly. Zhang Xiaoxian asked in disbelief: "Porridge? Just boiled white porridge?"
"Well, that's enough." After finishing speaking, Kim Taeyeon thought for a moment and smiled as if she was telling Zhang Xiaoxian on purpose: "Usually Han Jiaren makes it, but it's good to change the taste occasionally."
"Han Jiaren?"
"Huh? Don't you know?" Kim Taeyeon deliberately emphasized her tone.
Knowing that he was picking on her, Zhang Xiaoxian still couldn't control her anger. She suddenly tightened her palms and loosened them, saying helplessly and tiredly: "Then I'll do it for you, you wait for me."
Kim Taeyeon answered with a slight hum.
After going downstairs, Zhang Xiaoxian saw Han Jiaren again, and Han Jiaren's eyes clearly showed embarrassment.
"I'll make some porridge for Taeyeon. There are other ingredients in the refrigerator. You can make whatever you like."
Looking at Zhang Xiaoxian's back as he walked into the kitchen, Han Jiaren couldn't describe the feeling in her heart. It was rare to see anyone wearing a suit or leather suit neatly going to the kitchen. She felt that Zhang Xiaoxian's appearance did not match the kitchen. He could also cook
Do you want food? Driven by curiosity, Han Jiaren followed. After entering, she couldn't help but laugh out loud.
This tall man stared at a small bag of edible rice in the refrigerator in a daze.
"Pour the rice into a basin, wash it, then pour it into a pot and add water to boil it." Han Jiaren reminded kindly, because she felt that he wouldn't see anything even if he kept staring.
Zhang Xiaoxian's back straightened as he said thank you and then did as Han Jiaren said.
"You'd better take off your watch, it will get wet."
"Oh." Zhang Xiaoxian responded, taking off his watch and putting it aside to wash rice in the pool.
"The tie will fall into the water."
Zhang Xiaoxian stuffed the tie into the breast pocket of his suit without saying a word, not caring that the expensive tie would get wrinkled.
Turn on the fire and put the pot with water on it. After the water boiled, Zhang Xiaoxian put the washed rice in and closed the lid. After having nothing to do, Zhang Xiaoxian realized that it was him and Han Jiaren again, and Han Jiaren didn't seem to have any
It meant leaving. The two of them stared at the pot in a daze, and the only sound in the kitchen was the sizzling sound of flames licking the bottom of the pot.
"Taeyeon...who is she in your heart?" Han Jiaren suddenly asked.
"Don't you know anything about her?"
Han Jiaren looked down at the ground and said softly: "I just want to know what Taeyeon looks like in other people's eyes." In fact, what she wants to know most is what Taeyeon looks like in front of this man and what expression she uses when speaking.
"Taeyeon is very capable."
Well, Han Jiaren nodded and acknowledged this.
"Very willful, very stubborn, with arrogant self-esteem, doesn't like to laugh, and has a paralyzed expression." Zhang Xiaoxian squinted his eyes, recalling his expression with a happy voice amidst the white smoke rising from the pot.
From what Zhang Xiaoxian said, Han Jiaren could not imagine that the person was Kim Taeyeon. What she said was almost the same as what she knew about Kim Taeyeon being another split person.
"You like her even if she's so bad?"
"I like it, why don't I like it?" "Liking for someone is as natural as knowing how to eat and breathe. When you fall in love with her, you will feel that this is the person. The shortcomings and advantages are all Taeyeon's.
Part of it. If any one of them is missing, she will no longer be herself. Besides, it’s not her fault, he just doesn’t know how to express it.”
Looking at Zhang Xiaoxian's plain face with happy eyes, Han Jia realized that Kim Taeyeon would reveal her bad temper without reservation in front of Zhang Xiaoxian. He is obviously a person who doesn't like to smile, but when he smiles gently to her,
At that moment, it was like what Zhang Xiaoxian said just now. Without any one of them, he would no longer be himself. He would hide his shortcomings and his bad temper. Kim Taeyeon, who once lived with her, wore it for two years.
Mask. Suddenly I feel a little sorry for Kim Taeyeon. It turns out that after he leaves Zhang Xiaoxian, he will no longer be himself.
"What about you? What is Taeyeon like in your life?" The two of them were chatting wordlessly in the kitchen. Looking at the time, Zhang Xiaoxian, who felt that the cooking was almost done, turned off the fire and suddenly asked this question.
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"Exactly the opposite of what you said."
"Really, it turns out that she still has such a time..." After being stunned, Zhang Xiaoxian lowered his eyelids and sighed in despair before reaching out to lift the lid of the pot. It was too late for Han Jiaren to stop her. The lid fell to the ground with a "bang". Zhang Xiaoxian
Shaking off the hand that was hit by the hot steam, he brought the burned finger to his mouth and blew on it. It was burning and stinging. Because Han Jiaren’s answer just now made Zhang Xiaoxian anxious. It was completely opposite to what he said. Seeing what she said,
It definitely doesn't look fake. When...you actually had this expression without me knowing? Is it because of her? Taeyeon.
"It doesn't matter, right?"
"No, it's okay." Zhang Xiaoxian replied, not caring about the burnt hand, and put the white rice porridge into a bowl with a spoon.
Damn it. I was distracted. Zhang Xiaoxian cursed in his heart.
Looking at Zhang Xiaoxian's red fingertips, Han Jiaren's delicate eyebrows knitted together: "Actually, I envy you very much."
"Envy me?" Zhang Xiaoxian asked strangely.
She didn't know why her face suddenly turned pale, and she took a few breaths quickly. The smile reflected in Zhang Xiaoxian's pupils was a bit strange: "Because he is only a human being in front of you."
"What's the meaning?"
"Taeyeon must be hungry." Han Jiaren said, as if reminding Zhang Xiaoxian.
Watching Zhang Xiaoxian carrying the bowl and walking out without saying a word, Han Jiaren suddenly felt a cold wave hit her and her whole body was freezing. When she was about to leave, she saw the watch Zhang Xiaoxian put on the table. She picked it up and chased him out to give it back.
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Went upstairs to Kim Taeyeon's door. When she was about to knock on the door, she heard Zhang Xiaoxian inside saying, "I'll feed you."
"No, I'm not disabled in my hands or feet."
Sure enough, Taeyeon would become sarcastic in front of him. She would refuse without caring, not caring whether it would hurt the listener. After learning about the other side of Kim Taeyeon from Zhang Xiaoxian, Han Jiaren felt that it was not so much this.
It's a kind of hurt. Rather, it's better to say that this is Kim Taeyeon's willful coquettishness towards Zhang Xiaoxian.
The feeling of heartache slowly spread in her chest. Han Jiaren bent down and put Zhang Xiaoxian's watch at the door and left quietly.
In the room, Zhang Xiaoxian was not annoyed and continued to say gently: "Just think that I want to take care of you, okay? This young master."
Kim Taeyeon sneered: "Are you planning to stick to me? I think our relationship has ended long ago."
"Maybe you are right, so I plan to pursue you again. Forget the unpleasantness, with a different start and a different way of getting along with you two years ago, I will use all my tenderness to melt you. My name is Zhang Xiaoxian, what about you?
"Zhang Xiaoxian murmured softly, the tone was very soft but with a sweetness that made Kim Taeyeon unable to resist the heavy weight.
"Please spare me..." Kim Taeyeon put her hands in her hair and buried her face between her arms. How did Zhang Xiaoxian say such embarrassing words?
