() After Yi Meng finished speaking, she smiled at Su Qingchen, then turned around and left. At this moment, Yi Meng had an absolute idea in her heart. If possible, she hoped that Su Qingchen would accept Xiao Mei and help Xiao Mei return to the past.
Fulfilling General Yang's last wish is not only what Lan Yu owes to General Yang, but also what Yi Meng owes to Xiao Mei.
After Yi Meng left, Su Qingchen and Xiao Mei were left outside the city tower. At this time, both of them fell into embarrassment. After a moment of silence, Su Qingchen bit her lower lip, and then looked at Xiao Mei with an apologetic smile: "Like before.
I'm really sorry for you, I want to say sorry to you,"
Hearing Su Qingchen's apology, Xiaomei felt happy. At this time, Xiaomei had returned to her previous character. After smiling apologetically, she looked at Su Qingchen and said, "Brother Qingchen, actually you don't have to say sorry to me.
, what happened before was my fault. No one can accept me like that. If you want to accept it, then I can only say that you are also a hypocritical person. I don’t want you to accept that because of my father.
Me, and that kind of me is not the real me, can you understand what I mean,"
Hearing Xiaomei's words, Su Qingchen put down the last stone in his heart, and then his expression returned to normal: "Why did you become like that? In fact, weren't you pretty good as you were before?"
"My father left, no one understands me, and no one praises me. My father's departure also broke my peaceful life. Many people are close to me because of my father. Some people want to take advantage of me, and some people are...
I wanted to repay my father, but few people approached me because they liked me. Gradually I got tired of their kindness, and my personality also changed from that time."
"Actually, no matter why they approach you, I think many people are sincere and have no bad intentions towards you. They really want you to live a better life." After Su Qingchen understood why Xiaomei had changed, he began to persuade Xiaomei,
"Brother Qingchen, I understand what you said. I am no longer the innocent little beauty I used to be. I can know who is sincere and who is false. But I don't want these, because my father paid for these with his death.
,I don’t want it, I just want my father,”
As Xiaomei spoke, her tone became sad, with tears in her eyes. When she saw Su Qingchen about to speak, Xiaomei continued: "In my childhood memories, only my father and I were the only ones. At that time, I didn't
Knowing that there are other people in this world, I only know that my life is all about me and my father. When my father’s exaggeration and my father look at me with kind eyes are the happiest times for me every day. When I have been away from life for more than ten years
After moving to a place where I came from, I realized that the outside world is so big. At that time, I hoped that I could get many partners and be loved by many people. But as time went by, I found that the outside world was not that simple.
Friendship and respect must have equal status. At that time, I hoped that my father could have a transcendent status in the God-killing Legion, because of my ignorance and harm, my father left me forever,"
Seeing the tears flowing from Xiaomei's eyes, Su Qingchen felt a little distressed and helped her wipe her tears. At this time, Su Qingchen had no other thoughts in his heart except pity. He just wanted to make love to this girl and let her return to the simple and happy time before.
But can a person go back to the past after changing?
"Brother Qingchen, are you like them, because you sympathize with me because of my father's death?" When Xiaomei felt Su Qingchen wipe his tears, her fat body jumped tightly, and her heart trembled for a long time. Appeared at this moment, this feeling had never been given to her by anyone except her father.
"You can say it that way, or you don't have to say it that way," Su Qingchen didn't know how to answer Xiaomei's very realistic question, because this question is difficult to answer, and if the answer is wrong, it will definitely make up for Xiaomei's injured soul. ,
Xiaomei smiled slightly, then reached out and grabbed Su Qingchen's right hand. After feeling Su Qingchen's body tremble, her smile became a little embarrassed: "Brother Qingchen, I know that the first impression I gave you was very poor, and now I am I'm not worthy of you at all, but I really want to be with you, whether it's you in my previous fantasy or you in reality now." At this point, Xiaomei stopped and showed a slightly embarrassed expression. , looked at Su Qingchen affectionately: "If possible, I am willing to accept your sympathy for me because of my father, even if it is for a day or a few hours,"
"Xiaomei, listen to me, your father is a hero, the hero of Lan Yu and God Killer. His death is noble and great. I can't do things that stain him. His last wish is for you Live a happy and joyful life instead of becoming self-destructive. If you want your father to leave peacefully, then I hope you can change who you are now and become who you were before, and then find someone who loves you and the person you love, and be happy Live life, all this is not for others, only for yourself and your dead father,"
"Brother Qingchen, I only have you in my heart. Half of what I am now is because of you. I became fat because I just want to show you the most beautiful side of myself, and only you, just like I used to with my father. Same, as for me becoming sexually active, I made the change after I learned that you had several women, because I wanted to learn how to serve men. Although I had relationships with many men, I was still a virgin. No man has ever entered your body, because I want to give it to you for the first time,"
Xiaomei's words shocked Su Qingchen and made her a little panicked. This was the first time he encountered such a thing. It was the first time he heard a girl tell him that because he couldn't see it, she made herself ugly because she wanted to serve him. So learning bed skills made Su Qingchen a little speechless.
"Brother Qingchen, I know I'm not good enough for you. You have Sisters Yimeng, Yinting and the others who don't need me at all. I have never begged to get you, but I want to give you my first time. This is simple. Is your request okay?" When Xiaomei saw that Su Qingchen's expression became embarrassed, she looked at Su Qingchen with pleading eyes and said,
"This,,,how can a girl give her first time to someone else casually? A girl's first time is very precious. She should leave it to her future husband, the man who will spend her whole life with her." Su Qingchen paused and said,
"Haha" smiled bitterly, Xiaomei lowered her head and started playing with each other with her hands.
At that time, when Su Qingchen saw Xiaomei's tears falling to the ground, Su Qingchen suddenly felt that he had just said the wrong thing. At this time, Su Qingchen took the initiative to grab Xiaomei's hand: "Promise me one thing, and I will fulfill your wish. What do you think?" ,"