Prologue / This is just a somewhat ordinary flashy
What has happened will happen in the future, and what is easy will happen in the future. There is nothing new in this world. Therefore, some people who are terminally ill may miraculously recover, but the vast majority of people still go back to work honestly.
Cinaihe Bridge.
Otherwise, a terminal illness would not be called a terminal illness.
However, Su Zuo was unwilling to give in. As a senior electrical engineer who specializes in psychology and biomedicine, although he understood this truth, he was unwilling to study hard for more than ten years. In the end, he only got an unknown name in this world.
A lonely way to die.
Compared with the disease, human existence is undoubtedly quite insignificant, but even if it is the weakest struggle, as the last fight after knowing that there is no hope in life, Su Zuo still does it without hesitation.
Resigned and re-interviewed. With a double master's degree and a doctorate in electrical automation, Su Zuo stepped on countless competitors and entered the world-class medical device development company "White_Jade". In just a few years, he went from being an ordinary R&D engineer to
Step by step, he rose to the top of several core R&D engineers in the development team. In the end, before his condition completely worsened, he developed the latest EEG multi-dimensional imaging scanner - a large-scale brain imager named VBT.
come out.
When the day of VBT's ribbon-cutting came, Su Zuo was so weak that he couldn't even stand up from his wheelchair. When he received the VBT R&D certificate and the VBT R&D certificate from the company's chief executive, surrounded by countless media reporters and flashlights,
While receiving the certificate, I suddenly realized that without knowing it, he had left a profound mark on this world.
With such awareness and satisfaction, three months after the award ceremony, Su Zuo, the first engineer of the VBT EEG multidimensional imaging scanner, was found to have committed suicide in his apartment.
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However, what outsiders don't know is that suicide had been planned a few years ago when Su Zuo learned that he was terminally ill.
Because VBT was used as a method of suicide, Su Zuo can imagine that after his death, the company must have tried every means to open up the relationship between the media and the government and conceal the details of his death.
"Capitalist society..." Su Zuo couldn't help but sigh at the decadence of a free country, and then became a little curious about his current situation, "I'm still conscious now... So if you put it this way... could it be that I actually succeeded?
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Following years of habit, Su Zuo first thought about the possibility of failure of the plan.
In his memory, every day of the last three months was so vivid. After receiving the VBT prototype and radio radar from the beginning, he could not restrain his excitement and joy because the plan entered the final stage;
Then dragging the body, which has been notified of critical illness, to modify the prototype and radio radar step by step according to the pre-designed drawings. During the process, I felt uneasy, anxious, and afraid of falling short; and finally the plan
When I finally took the last step, I communicated with my parents and sister on the other side of the ocean through a satellite phone that I was safe for the last time, which was so painful that it was almost heartbreaking.
As I think about it, almost every detail can be vividly re-drawn in my mind.
Including the last memory of suicide——
After thinking about it, thanking the party, thanking the motherland, thanking my parents, thanking my sister, thanking my ex-girlfriend and those buddies on the Internet, thanking my boss and colleagues in the company, I staggered onto the scanning table called
On the Hell Express, billions of high-frequency rays and microwaves per second were emitted from the scanning end. Su Zuo watched as his retinas began to catch fire, and then lost all consciousness.
If there were no accidents, Su Zuo's original brain should have turned into coke.
So if you say this, you have succeeded?
Because logically, the result originally pursued by this plan was too whimsical, so when this sentence flashed through his mind, Su Zuo couldn't believe it for a while.
But then, he suddenly felt an urge to lower his head, cover his face and laugh wildly for a hundred minutes!
Su Zuo felt like he was laughing so hard that he almost cried.
That kind of plan, which is more like a madman than a genius, would come up with it when he was desperate, and then implement it seriously step by step... How could it be successful?
Through the VBT EEG scanner, the EEG modeling data scanned by high-frequency electromagnetic rays are converted into electric frequency signals, and then the modified ultra-high-power radio radar is used to launch into the depths of the starry sky. If you are lucky, you will be picked up by someone with super power.
If an alien civilization with advanced technology from Earth's civilization captures it, it is likely that it will be resurrected in a place in the universe millions of light years and millions of years away from the Earth in the form of "consciousness cloning."
But how can such a plan be realized?
Putting aside the problems of radio signal attenuation and signal decoding, simply wanting to use a beam of unidirectional radio radar to search for a super-scientific extraterrestrial civilization in the depths of the universe that even the earth's civilization itself cannot understand is undoubtedly a problem.
A kind of "extreme gambling".
This is no longer comparable to the probability of winning the jackpot, being struck by lightning, or being hit by a meteor.
So if you put it this way...I have failed after all...
Su Zuo's mood gradually returned to a low state. Strictly speaking, he was not a pessimistic person, otherwise he would not have struggled with the slowly failing organs throughout his body to achieve an almost impossible success despite being terminally ill.
plan.
But as an engineer, he was far more realistic than his psychology and physics mentors.
He knows what "a theory that can only remain on paper concepts" is.
The reason why he acted like a madman and carried out this crazy plan desperately was because, to put it bluntly, he was a materialist and had an unknown fear of "death".
Every materialist psychologist knows clearly that "death" is not terrible, because death is just the end, and death is meaningless to the deceased itself. But no matter who it is, they are afraid of the "unknown", even after death
I won’t be afraid, but I will still be afraid before I die.
Therefore, people need a kind of spiritual sustenance to allow themselves to face death calmly.
Even if it is so ridiculous.
Regaining his energy, Su Zuo began to think about other possibilities. Like now, when all five senses are zero and the body cannot feel anything at all, from a medical perspective, there seems to be only one suitable option -
That is a vegetative state.
However, there seems to be something wrong with the situation. Although I have no real experience in clinical medicine, judging from the confessions of a few cases of phytoresuscitators, in the vegetative state, although the patient will gradually develop a certain sense of the outside world as the situation improves,
Conscious awareness, but like Su Zuota, there is almost no situation where the consciousness is the same as when awake.
Just when Su Zuo was confused, an indescribable feeling suddenly came over him. For some reason, he suddenly realized——
Something is going to happen...
Then he lost consciousness again.
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Pain! Unbearable pain!
My whole body hurts! But the most painful part is my brain, which almost feels like it has been torn in half.
The painful cry turned into a weak scream in his throat, and the cloth in his mouth prevented the sound from forming.
Struggling! Struggling desperately! Trying to cover his head that was almost exploding.
But the rope that tightly bound him made it impossible for him to do even this simple movement.
In the consciousness that was almost completely shattered, the last bit of clarity barely remained. His sight was covered by black cloth, but his ears could hear the words that entered his ears without any hindrance.
"Look at this reaction...it failed again."
"Can you see the reason?"
"Rejection reaction. I originally thought that the compatibility of the two souls was high enough, and the host chose a child with high affinity for spells, but it still failed."
"The spell's structure disintegrated during the interference."
"The stability of the soul body has been affected."
"My great Lord cannot be satisfied with such a result."
"""But that's okay."""
"But it doesn't matter. We are walking on the right path predicted by our Lord. My Lord's coming to this world is destined to be our destiny..."
"""Re-experiment."""
"Re-experiment. What we are pursuing is the complete advent of our Lord. This semi-fusion residue should be dealt with quickly..."
At this point, the nerves that had been compressed to the limit were severed.
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Amid the violent turbulence, my mind was swaying in a daze, swaying in the darkness of consciousness.
As the body swayed, subtle sounds also swayed, slowly seeping into the ears.
The creaking sound of the wooden shaft constantly turning, and the conversation between two voices I had never heard before were recorded subconsciously in a semi-fainting state.
"Boss, it seems that a kid is still alive?"
"There are actually people alive? This is impossible..."
"..."
"Tsk...it seems like they are really alive...did those black robes take the wrong medicine? They were actually left alive."
"It's really troublesome...Boss, what should I do with this kid? Should I strangle him to death and bury him with the other corpses?"
"...No, those living dead never cared about the life and death of the experimental subject. Just sell him to Galt of the Golden Lock of Crow. Look at him. He is fair and clean. I heard that the nobles in the upper class area will be fine.
This mouthful may be sold for a good price."
"But boss... people who come out from the hands of those guys in black robes are basically crazy even if they are not dead. The Golden Lock of Crow may not necessarily want..."
"Idiot! Don't you know how to send Nalan?! That kid just started hanging out with us, and most of the traffickers from Crow's Golden Lock didn't know about it yet, so they asked Nalan to sell the kid to them while he was still unconscious.
If something goes wrong, if you give them a hundred courages, they won't dare to complain to us who work for the black robes."
"Oh! Boss is wise!"
"Nonsense! Otherwise, you are the younger brother and I am the boss!"
The carriage beneath him was swaying, and with the silence and bumps of the sound, his tired body gradually fell asleep again.