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"Doctor Wang, I wonder what you think of Hongmen?" Sitting in the car, Yan Xinwu and Wang Xu were chatting with each other, testing Wang Xu's opinion.
"How do you say this?" Wang Xu was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect Yan Xinwu to ask such a question. He pondered for a while and said with a smile: "In fact, I don't know much about Hongmen, and most of the rumors I heard were rumors. To be honest, the place where I contacted the word Hongmen the most is novel."
Yan Xinwu nodded with a smile and asked again: "I heard that Dr. Wang has the principle of three non-treatment. I wonder how you can distinguish between good people and bad people. What kind of people are considered to be rich and unkind, and are they unforgivable?"
"Haha, the question Mr. Yan asked really stolen me. The definition of good people and bad people is really hard to distinguish. Those who kill people may not be bad people, and those who don't kill people may not be good people. Everything depends on their original intentions." Wang Xu smiled slightly and sighed.
"Original heart?" Yan Xinwu repeated a smile and said, "So can I understand that Dr. Wang's three non-treatment is actually your personal preference. Who should be treated and who should not be treated depends entirely on your will?"
When Wang Xu heard Yan Xinwu’s question, he was stunned for a moment and asked in confusion: “Why did Mr. Yan suddenly ask this question?”
"Nothing, I'm just curious, just ask casually." Yan Xinwu smiled and said, "What, is it wrong?"
"It's true." Wang Xu nodded and said without hesitation: "Mr. Yan can understand it so much. In fact, the so-called rules are the will of some people and do not represent the whole."
"Oh!" This time it was Yan Xinwu's turn to be surprised. He was stunned for a moment and asked, "What do you say?"
"It's very simple. From ancient times to the present, whether it is a feudal dynasty or a modern society, the so-called laws are just formulated by people. Although they start from the interests of most people and protect the interests of most people, they also harm some people and not everyone recognizes them." Wang Xu smiled and said, "Whoever makes rules is often centered on whose will. The rules set by ancient emperors were centered on their own will, whether for the people or harming the people. In fact, the purpose is nothing more than to consolidate their own country."
Speaking of this, Wang Xu paused and said again: "The perfection of the law was originally a step-by-step process, from the initial personal will to the will of the privileged class, and finally to the will of the majority of people. As more people participate and more people fight for, the interests he maintains will be larger, and the same is true for my rules, because I made it, so first of all, I will use my own preferences and disgust as the standard."
"Doctor Wang is calm." Yan Xinwu never expected Wang Xu to say such words. He first nodded in praise, and then said, "So do you think your rules are too domineering. You can correct mistakes. It's great that you can give up your life because of his mistakes before?"
Wang Xu looked at Yan Xinwu in surprise, not understanding why he had been obsessing with this topic. However, since Yan Xinwu asked, he did not shy away and smiled and said, "Mr. Yan, don't you think there is something wrong with your position?"
"How do you say this?" Yan Xinwu asked in confusion.
"Mr. Yan, I think you think you value me too high. First of all, I am just an ordinary person, and secondly a doctor. I include everyone's emotions and selfish emotions that everyone has. I am not a savior." Wang Xu said with a smile.
Hearing Wang Xu's words, Yan Xinwu was stunned for a moment, then nodded with some insight, and laughed silently. Wang Xu said it was right, but he was wrong in his position and looked at the problem with a judgement perspective.
"Mr. Yan, to put it bluntly, I am just a plain person who knows a little medical skills. I also live in this big world and are bound by the rules of this world. My own rules are only based on the rules of this world. First, my rules are not illegal. Second, my rules do not harm the interests of others. I cannot be related to me just because I don’t save anyone. There are many patients in the world, and I don’t care about it. Secondly, my rules are originally based on my personality and behavioral standards. Even if I save people, they are connected to my conscience."
Wang Xu did not wait for Yan Xinwu to speak and said again: "If I am a narrow-minded person and full of darkness, then it goes without saying that even if I have medical skills and do not make rules, I will still focus on my own preferences. If I am an upright and open-minded person, even if I make rules, I will still focus on my own preferences. What I can do is try to keep a good attitude."
When he said these words, Wang Xu's thoughts were also fluctuating. Since he formulated the three rules of non-treatment, he had asked himself many times whether this rule was reasonable or humane. For example, Hua Chaoyang, through this period of understanding, he also heard that Hua Chaoyang was honest and fair when he was an official, and was a good person. Why did he refuse to treat him? Because he hated Huahua, he was involved in Hua Chaoyang.
For example, the president of Tonghua Group has never even met each other. Why do he hate it? He just listened to the one-sided words between Liang Baohui and his daughter, because he has a good impression of Liang Baohui and his daughter, it is that simple. This is the most basic emotion of a person. If a person loses even the most basic emotion, then he is not alone.
As for all the other people he rejected, he just heard most people say that someone has a bad character and has done a lot of bad things. In fact, it is unknown how much truth he knows. He is not a policeman, but a doctor. There is no need to know his ancestors because he wants to treat a person, and to understand his eighteen generations. It is not realistic nor objective.
Since that's the case, as Yan Xinwu said, why should he judge a person's good or bad, and how should he maintain the rules he set? Everything can only be based on his original intention. Apart from hearing, the rest can only be based on his observation and his own preferences.
As he explained to Yan Xinwu before, in fact, people live in the world, in fact, they always rely on their own preferences as their will. As long as they do not transcend the general rules of this world, they have the final say in a small way.
Since that's the case, why should he be confused? Just keep going with his heart. He can only try his best to find his outlook on life in the long road and try to make his rules fair and perfect.
No one is perfect, no one is pure, no matter how perfect the rules are, there are flaws. No matter how good the people are, there will be criticisms. If you are obsessed with this problem, you will be too stubborn.
As Wang Xu positioned himself at the beginning, he was not a saint or a savior. He could not reach the level of Wang Henian in his thoughts or enlightenment. All he could do was try not to let down his medical skills.
When a person lives in the world, he first lives himself, and secondly, he has the ability to help or change others. As the saying goes, if a house is not cleaned, how can he wipe out the world? If a person can't even take care of himself, how can he take care of others? If a person is unhappy in his own life, how can he make others happy?
In fact, there is a saying in this world that is very good. People do not punish themselves for themselves. Although they sound selfish, they actually contain many meanings. If they are placed in different people, they will taste different.
Uh, I'm talking too far, the author is in a bad state, so I'm sorry for some of it.
Listening to Wang Xu's words, Yan Xinwu was also thoughtful. Although Wang Xu's words didn't sound very pleasant and were a bit selfish, if you savor it carefully, you will feel very real and honest.
After such a short conversation with Wang Xu, Yan Xinwu was completely convinced. Not to mention Wang Xu's character, this understanding and self-knowledge alone is not something that ordinary people can have.
Regarding his own problems, Wang Xu did not speak out loud, and did not put a selfless or noble hat on the rules he set for the three no treatments. He said that he would eliminate evil for time, but admitted it frankly, which was his own preferences.
Yan Xinwu asked himself that if he thought from the perspective of others, he might not be so honest, pointing directly to his original heart without any concealment. Such a true nature is so true that he is many times more true than a few hypocritical big words.
"I was deeply touched by what Dr. Wang said. Yan was taught." Yan Xinwu savored it carefully and couldn't help but sigh: "I lived in my fifties, and I don't have the ability to see clearly that Dr. Wang. I was originally a vulgar person, so why should I use the thoughts of a saint to criticize it?"
"Mr. Yan is polite." Wang Xu smiled and said, "In fact, I am just talking nonsense, as long as Mr. Yan doesn't make a joke."
"Nonsense is better than some people who say it seriously." Yan Xinwu smiled and looked at Wang Xu's young face. Yan Xinwu was really a little suspicious. The young man in front of him was really only in his twenties?
The two of them chatted all the way, and before they knew it, they arrived at the door of Mingyuan Hotel. The car stopped. Wang Xu and Lin Ying got out of the car and said goodbye to Yan Xinwu: "Mr. Yan, thank you for seeing you off. Be careful on the way."
"Okay, Doctor Wang, please go slowly." Yan Xinwu stretched out his hand and shook it, and said with a smile. As he was talking, suddenly the expression on his face froze, and beads of sweat oozed out along his forehead.
"Mr. Yan, what's wrong with you?" Seeing this, Wang Xu hurriedly walked forward, grabbed Yan Xinwu's arm and took his pulse, and asked with concern.
"I have been old and old, and I have hidden illnesses when I was young." Yan Xinwu said with a grin. As the leader of the Hongmen, Yan Xinwu has been a long-standing and a martial arts practitioner. He showed such a look at this time, which shows that he felt very uncomfortable.
"Wet poison erodes, years of old wounds entangled, wet poison has penetrated into the bone marrow." Wang Xu nodded and murmured to himself. Before he could think too much, he wiped his other hand on his chest, and a bright golden needle was added to his hand. One needle pierced a large acupoint on Yan Xinwu's chest. At the same time, he opened the car door and reached out to slap Yan Xinwu's back. Yan Xinwu "wow" spit out a black blood clot. (To be continued. Please search for astronomy, the novel is better and faster!)