106 Ye Yunsheng Extra Story: I Never Regret Loving You
I am Ye Yunsheng.
From the day I was born, I was destined to be a lonely person.
Everyone likes to call me Third Prince, because every time they call my name, they will think of my mother, a humble maidservant in front of the emperor, Xiaoyun.
Yunsheng Yunsheng is just the son of a maidservant.
It seems like a beautiful name, but it's actually full of ridicule.
Of course, even so, I can still get the care of many palace maids and sisters, because I am very handsome and because of my status. I think that in the entire royal family, I am probably the only friend who is the prince of the palace maids and eunuchs.
My mother gave me all the beauty in her body. Since I was a child, I have known what I can get in exchange for my face. No one would refuse a sensible and beautiful child, right? What's more, this
Children also pose no threat to their status.
However, the palace has always been a place where the weak and the strong prey on each other. Just relying on my face is not enough.
Before my mother was alive, she always taught me to be low-key, to take many things lightly, to think openly, as long as I live a happy life. Therefore, before I was twelve years old, even if I was scorned in the palace, as the third prince, I still lived
I was very happy until my mother died because of Ye Fengxuan's mother. My mother carefully maintained her one-third-acre field and never dared to go out of her way. My mother was timid because she wanted to
Protect me better. At that time, I couldn't understand why someone would frame such a simple and pitiful girl.
Especially when everyone was worried about his mother, no one noticed that my mother was lying on the ground coldly, her eyes open and looking at the sky. She seemed to want to get some answer. But the answer to her
, except for other people’s careless perfunctory, not even a drop of fake tears.
The fight between Ye Fengxuan and I has never stopped since that time.
Although, I once thought that we would become very good brothers. He is so similar to me, but he is a very hidden person. He keeps everything in his heart and will not speak out. He is so similar to me.
It's all in one face, and I'm the complete opposite of him.
Of course, the biggest difference is that his mother is a concubine. And my mother is just a little palace maid. Even if she gives birth to a dragon heir, she is just a promotion from a palace maid. Therefore, in fact, from the time I met Ye Fengxuan, the first
From now on, I always feel a little inferior in front of him.
In a place like the palace, it is easy for a person to become cruel.
After my mother died, I no longer trusted anyone, and I didn't dare to trust anyone, so I learned to pretend.
Pretend to be a person who no one will recognize my true face. Pretend to be a person who can cater to anyone, but won't really get close to them.
In my eyes, everyone has become a pawn.
The most important thing has been lost, what else can I not give up?
I want to kill those who have hurt me step by step, so Ye Fengxuan's mother will naturally have to pay the price for the misunderstanding he caused back then.
In fact, strictly speaking, Ye Fengxuan is entitled to be proud. Whether it is the powerful family behind him or his intelligence, it is as if God has given him the best things in the world. Everything he possesses,
It makes people jealous. What he has, I don’t have, so all my pride can only be earned step by step through my own efforts.
However, when I actually got all these things, I still didn't feel any happiness.
The most important people have left me. Even if I stand at the top and get more respect, who will be truly proud and happy for me?
More than anything, it's just false flattery.
My heart is like an isolated island, constantly wandering. Apart from that, I don’t know what’s the point of continuing to do this?
The day I saw Fu Mei, I thought about dying.
But he didn't expect that she would walk into the pond step by step and actually choose to commit suicide.
My hands were stained with too much blood, and I never thought that one day I would save someone.
But if I hadn't saved her, my life wouldn't have changed drastically.
Her suicide was much more decisive than I thought. Not only that, she even took poison before jumping into the lake. In order to force the poison out of her, I almost exhausted half of my inner strength. In the end, I spent the rest of my life,
I just brought her back from hell. Thinking about it now, I find it incredible. At that time, for what purpose did I save her without any scruples?
However, when she opened her eyes, looked at me with fear on her face, and her eyes sparkling, my heart, which I thought had died a long time ago, started to beat wildly. At that moment, all the efforts felt worth it.
I want to see her smile, I want to see her happy, as if only by being by her side can I feel that I am alive. That feeling is so clear no matter how long it has passed.
From that time on, I wanted to be with her, to be with her all the time.
She is the most different girl I have ever seen.
She has never looked down upon me because of my status, nor did she have any disdain after learning that my mother was just a maid. She is very kind to everyone around her, and she will even treat a foot-washing girl
Say thank you. She respects everyone around her. She always shouts that everyone is equal. Although I don’t understand why she is equal, as long as she is around, life becomes bright and warm everywhere.
I thought I would keep this warmth forever.
But she didn't expect that Prime Minister Liu and his father were still unwilling to let her go.
My mother once said to me that if you love someone and you don't get it, it will be ruined. Never let her go, otherwise you will only suffer.
So I remember it.
When my father insisted on making her the princess of marriage despite my obstruction, I almost went crazy.
I can't watch her leave me.
Would you be willing to let others dig out your heart and give it away?
No way.
If your heart is dug out, you will die.
So, I can't leave her, let alone lose her.
Even if I have to fight her to the death.
I admit that I am not a good husband. Every time I think of her being imprisoned in the dungeon and her resentful eyes, I want to run back and tell her that I am doing this all for you. But I can't do this.
, I can't hurt her. God knows how painful it is for me to lock her up and act in front of her. Every day I feel like I'm being tortured.
However, I know that if she really dies one day, I will not survive.
If there is an afterlife, I would like to be a wisp of wind or a tree that blooms where she is. Just watching her quietly for life after life is enough. I will not bring her harm, let alone let her
sad.
I have a lot of desires. I want to live a happy life and be happy. I want to get things that I haven’t got yet. However, the people who can give me satisfaction were killed by my own hands. After Fu Mei died, I couldn’t do it for a while.
Face the next life again.
Maybe, I am destined to live alone.
When one day, someone suddenly appeared in my life, and this person suddenly became very important in my heart, I couldn't let go of him or let him go.
But, at that time, I couldn't die yet.
Prime Minister Liu is still alive. He wants to take Fu Mei away from me. The thought of killing him keeps supporting me. I want to reunite with Fu Mei on the Huangquan Road after his death.
However, I never expected that Jin Zhao would suddenly appear next to me.
She and Liu Fumei looked exactly the same. Looking at them, I thought it was Liu Fumei who was back.
However, they are different.
The eyebrows I used to have would never hide from me.
However, Jin Zhao has always been avoiding me, carefully avoiding me.
At first, I thought she was just a spy deliberately planted by Ye Fengxuan. But that day, when she was wronged and threw a tantrum holding the table, I suddenly understood that she was Fumei. No matter how much she changed, she was the same.
My beloved eyebrow.
But, I know I can't expose her.
I also know what she wants to do when she comes back.
Even though I knew she was here to kill me, I was secretly happy for her return. As long as I could see her here, so what if I died in her hands?
Therefore, as long as I kept pretending in front of her, I could only tell her many things that I could not say to Fumei myself.
I think one day, she will understand.
I love her so much, how could I be willing to hurt her.
However, I never thought that her love also passed away with her the moment she died.
Obviously I knew that Ye Fengxuan was looking for her, and I knew that they had a secret plan, but I couldn't help but act like I didn't see it again and again. I was very scared, very afraid that once I exposed it, she would be taken away by Ye Fengxuan. Follow him.
Leave and never appear.
I don't know when I became so humble and cowardly in front of her. Since she wants to play, then I will play with her.
Until I was dragged to the shipyard by Nan Shui Bi, I knew that everything was about to come to an end.
After all, I was the one who ruined her family.
And dying at her hands is my compensation for her.
Maybe, when others know about it, they will think that I am a lunatic.
I thought, I am really crazy.
For so long, I just couldn't let go.
I couldn't bear to see her sad, and even more reluctant to see her hopes dashed.
I still like her happy and cheerful look in the past. It seemed like she had no worries at all.
Looking at her, it feels like she will grow old overnight.
Jin Zhao, do you know that I have never regretted loving you.