If there is an if, then I won’t say if here now. Unfortunately, there is no if in this world.
What Tang Tang wanted was not Liu Tian who said in front of her that if she wanted action, then the action that deserved her love.
Tang Tang had no father since she was a child. From what she remembered, she knew that she had only one mother, and she did not have the so-called father. The man who should have been the pillar of the family.
But at that time, Tang Qian had her own company and lived a worry-free life. At that time, the child could only have a candy or a toy to naively forget the fact that she had no father. She naively believed that she said like in mythological stories, from the stone
It popped out of it.
She felt that she was different from other classmates. She proudly showed off to her classmates. The classmates laughed at her. She was as proud as a princess. She felt that they were jealous of her.
Until one class, when the teacher asked to write an essay called ‘My Father’, she began to change…
She wrote that my father was Shi Tou, but everyone laughed at her. Even the kind and kind teacher she thought suddenly criticized herself in a nasty way, and called her mother to come and said if she had any spirit.
question.
It was just a young man at that time, which did not mean that she didn't understand anything. When she saw her mother's embarrassed and embarrassed look, she understood everything.
She ran out of the school crying. She felt that this world was not fun at all. This world didn't want to be what the story machine said, there were princes, princesses, and kind friends...
From then on, the girl gradually grew up, gradually understood, gradually understood, gradually understood her absurdity, and gradually remembered her then, and even wanted to slap herself twice...
The book says that when you want to slap your past self one day, it proves that you have grown up, but she feels that for the so-called growth, she would rather not be so naive and stupid when she was a child...
So she started to become bad, she started skipping classes, skipping school, and started to hate men——
And I hate men very much until one day I met him.
He was not much older than her, but he got married and was driven to the street by his wife. He was just an uncle... Oh, no, he was handsome, he should be the "master".
This was her first impression of him.
Then the two met from then on and became enemies from then on.
He didn't want the boys he had come into contact with, pretending to be a gentleman, showing off his handsomeness everywhere, and even queuing up to buy a meal, and the fifty dollar bill was raised.
In the bathroom, I got a cigarette in my hand, or walked over to ask someone for cigarettes, making me go to explore the situation like I was the third boss, although there was no one.
But he is also hypocritical, he pretends to be b, and he likes to step on others, but his hypocrisy is true and hypocritical, and his pretends to be b is from the heart.
I don't know why she suddenly felt that everything about him was not so annoying-
She likes to follow him when he attends the party. Although he is not invited, and although he may be excluded when he goes, he always shamelessly and tries with others indifferently, like a scoundrel like a scoundrel
.
He is so rogue and so shameless.
But she didn't hate it, and even wanted to be with him all the time. She didn't understand what happened to her... It was not until one day that he disappeared for a long time that she felt that her heart was full of his shadow.
She fell in love with him.
When I met him, I was sixteen and a half years old, and when I fell in love with him, I was eighteen.
A year and a half, it’s not too short, but it’s not too long.
But for Tang Tang, Liu Tian is a man who changed her life, because he, Tang Tang no longer hates men, although maybe he just doesn't hate Liu Tian, a man.
Liu Tian had left indelible traces in the girl's heart!
I can't forget it, I can't erase it, I can't let it go.
This is called **.
I love you, will you die if you give me some love? I am so beautiful.
Tang Tang doesn't want to be serious, she is not a girl who likes sadness, because no matter whether you are seen by others or not, no one cares about your mother or coaxes you.
Moreover, when you cry, your pen will laugh, and when you bow your head, the crown will fall.
But at this moment, Tang Tang really couldn't help it, and she was not doing anything. Tears rolled in her eyes for a while.
"Woooo!" Tang Tang hugged her chest and buried her head in her hair and cried bitterly.
Liu Tian stood there, his eyes looking a little overwhelmed. To be honest, Liu Tian really doesn't know what to do now.
He wanted to go up and hug Tang Tang and tell her that even if the flood was surging behind him, the rain would not touch you at all.
But he couldn't, he knew that he couldn't let Tang Qian down, and even more so, he couldn't let Tang Tang down...
Tang Tang is still young, but he is not young. Although they are not much older.
Tang Tang was not wearing clothes and her body was trembling constantly. I don’t know if it was frozen or because of crying, because the rain outside slowly fell heavily, and the sparse sound covered Tang Tang’s crying.
Seeing her body getting red from cold, Liu Tian untied his coat and dragged it down.
There is only a short-sleeved shirt left inside. It is already August. The weather is pretty good when it is hot. It will rain a little, and it is quite cold because it is north, especially this night.
The moment he took off his coat, Liu Tian's body became obviously cold. I don't know if it was because of the cold weather.
He held his coat and wanted to put it on Tang Tang, but after hesitating for a while, his raised hand finally dropped it.
There was a cigarette in the miscellaneous box in front of the car. Liu Tian got up and lay over, then took it over and lit one.
In my memory, I haven’t smoked for a long time, at least for a year, and Liu Tian himself forgot when he stopped smoking.
Because cigarettes are not as addicted as others, for Liu Tian, smoking is just a boring thing, so when he met Zhang Xueying, he wouldn't smoke all night. After learning that something might have happened to Li Wenshan
, and won't smoke for another night.
The faint Mars is dark and bright in childhood. In this dark night, it is like a firefly that cannot find a way out. Maybe it is confused. Where to go next, it cannot find a way out. You can only stop and take a look.
Look for it again...
A cigarette soon came to an end, but this nicotine did not make Liu Tian forget his troubles, but instead seemed clearer-
Finally, Liu Tian opened the window and threw the cigarette butt out. The cold wind mixed with raindrops instantly made the body feel cooler! The cigarette butt was instantly extinguished when it encountered the water cold.
Liu Tian showed a decisive look in his eyes, and then he picked up his coat and put it on Tang Tang's back.
Tang Tang shook off her coat like a tantrum.
Liu Tian picked up the coat that was shaken off by Tang Jian and put it on her again without saying anything.
Sure enough, Tang Tang shook off again.
Liu Tian put it on her again and said, "Cold."
"I'm not cold. If you don't like me, get out of here. I don't need you to be pitiful. I don't need you, I'll be sad for a while."
"Then will you forget me after you get better?" Liu Tian asked.
Hearing this, Tang Tang was stunned and then looked at Liu Tian in surprise.
"But I don't want you to forget me." Liu Tian smiled.
Tang Tang looked at Liu Tian without saying a word.
"Put it on, it's really cold. Look at your lips being cold and you're trembling."
"I don't need anyone who wants you to care." Tang Tang curled his lips.
"Be good, stop making trouble." Liu Tian said gently.
"Who made a fuss for you?" Tang Tang hummed, but lowered her head and then put her coat on her body.
"I'm still cold." Tang Tang looked up at Liu Tian, and then said.
Liu Tian hugged Tang Tang, "Is it cold now?"
"Cold." Tang Tang said, "Didn't you look at my mouth tremble?"
Liu Tian hesitated for a moment, and then went to kiss Tang Tang. Tang Tang didn't seem to expect Liu Tian to kiss him. He was a little surprised, but he was surprised and a little joy came out in his heart.
Tang Tang did not resist, she let Liu Tian hold her in her arms and then kissed her lips.
At this time, Tang Tang was sitting in Liu Tian's arms. Liu Tian held Tang Tang, and his two faces were facing each other.
After a long time, the lips parted.
Tang Tang did not raise his head. The tips of the two noses were in contact with each other and looked at each other. Everyone could smell each other's breathing.
"What do you think?" Tang Tang asked softly.
"Sweet." Liu Tian said, "Are you still cold?"
"Cold." Tang Tang nodded, "Don't let me get up, just sit like that."
Tang Tang put her head on Liu Tian's face and pressed her on Liu Tian. Liu Tian held her hands from behind.
"But I'm very tired."
"What's your business to me if you are tired?"
"Or why you are down there and let me change it." Liu Tian felt that the girl was starting to be naughty again and could not suffer any losses.
"Who wants to be below?" Tang Tang was not satisfied. "Don't just listen to me. Don't move."
“—”
"Speak."
“—”
"Are you mute?"
"Aren't you not letting me talk or move?"
"... Then I'll let you say it now."
"Well, I won't move, I won't say it. Tell me, I'll listen to you." Liu Tian nodded, then moved a little, and his body was pressed to the point of numbness.
"I forgot what I was going to say, it was all your fault. I had to interrupt it, and it made me unable to remember what I wanted to say."
"Then I said it."
"Don't say it, I don't want to hear you say it. What you say always makes me sad." Tang Tang shook his head, then remembered something, and asked, "Tell me why did you refuse so much since you refused before?
Literature and art have used so many parallel sentences."
"Can I not explain?"
"No, explain, I want to listen." Tang Tang disagreed.
"I actually saw it from the book," Liu Tian smiled.
"I knew that you, a big hooligan, were not so literary." Tang Tang also grinned.
At one moment, the two of them suddenly looked at each other and then laughed at the same time.