After Shan Sinuan heard what he said, he looked at him in surprise. He really had no idea of forgiving his aunt, no matter how much she did, it would be impossible.
Seeing her looking at him in shock, Su Jincheng held the wine glass and laughed twice, "Did it scare you? Do you think I am very cruel?"
Shan Sinuan took a sip of wine and said, "I'm not scared, nor do I think you are cruel. I just didn't expect you to be so stubborn. I thought that with Auntie living here, you would be at ease.
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"It's not me who asked her to live here." Su Jincheng picked up the wine bottle and poured wine for her, "Stop talking about her, it's disappointing. I know you want me to accept her, but I'm sorry, I can't.
arrive."
Shan Sinuan twitched the corners of her lips, "Okay, let's not talk anymore. It's annoying for you to keep talking."
She picked up her chopsticks, gave him a piece of fried bamboo shoots, and said, "I made this, have you eaten it?"
Su Jincheng picked it up and took a bite, "I just ate it. It tasted..."
"Isn't it delicious?" Shan Sinuan asked disappointedly seeing the way he hesitated to speak.
Su Jincheng looked at her and said with a smile: "I'm teasing you, it's delicious. Look at you, your little face wrinkled up before I even said anything. Is my opinion that important?"
"Of course, do you think it's important to make food for you?" Shan Sinuan said confidently.
Su Jincheng said nothing and looked at her deeply, as if his gaze penetrated her eyes and reached to the bottom of her heart.
Shan Sinuan looked back at him bravely, with inquiry and expectation in her eyes. She wanted to keep looking at him like this and see what would happen.
His eyes were so beautiful, dark and bright. After drinking some wine, they looked a little confused, which made her reluctant to look away.
Suddenly, Su Jincheng spoke.
"Xiao Nuan." He called her softly.
Shan Sinuan's heart trembled, she pursed her lips nervously, and pretended to be calm and said "hmm".
Her big eyes blinked, waiting for him to talk to her.
Su Jincheng seemed to have made a lot of determination. He pondered for a moment and said, "Don't like me, it's not worth it."
Now that we have reached this point, there is no need to pretend anymore.
Shan Sinuan looked back at him, turned away, twitched the corner of her mouth, and smiled bitterly, "You can see it."
"Xiao Nuan, I really appreciate your love for me. You are a very good girl. I hope you can find someone who treats you better and loves you more." Su Jincheng said quietly.
Shan Sinuan only listened to these two sentences, and uncomfortable tears welled up in his eyes, making his eyes red and his nose sore.
"Can I know why you don't like me?" she asked, holding back tears.
Su Jincheng said: "Everyone has their own standards and measures for liking. It's not your fault, it's my problem. In my heart, I regard you as my sister and my friend, and I have no other ideas."
Shan Sinuan lowered her eyes, tears hanging on her eyelashes, and asked sadly: "You have someone you like in your heart, right?"
"Yes. But it's impossible for me and her." Su Jincheng was very generous, "She doesn't like me."
"Who is it? So ignorant?" Shan Sinuan raised her eyes, tears fell down, and she said with grievance: "I can't get what I want, and what I don't want, but..." She didn't know what happened next.
How to say it well.
Su Jincheng took out a tissue and handed it to her, "Don't cry. I took the initiative to talk to you about this matter, just because I didn't want you to get deeper into it. We will still be friends in the future."
Shan Sinuan took a tissue and wiped her tears, and said angrily: "It's my business that I like you, and it's also my problem how deeply I fall in love with you. Who wants you to expose me? What kind of bad person do you think you are? Don't I want to lose face?"
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Su Jincheng was a little stunned, "Xiao Nuan, I took the initiative to tell you, not to see your joke, I just don't want to make you so painful."
"You mean the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain?" Shan Sinuan picked up the wine glass on the table, drank it down in one gulp, and said angrily: "It's my business if I like you. Whether it hurts for me or not is up to you.
It doesn't matter, why do you do this? I've failed you twice, are you very proud of me?"
"Xiao Nuan, that's not what I meant!" Su Jincheng saw that she was angry and hurriedly explained.
Shan Si Nuan looked at him angrily, "Please, call me Shan Si Nuan. Don't call me Xiao Nuan as soon as you drink. What's wrong with you? If you call me Xiao Nuan, are you not afraid of my pain? Aren't you afraid that I will sink further?"
Deeper?" After she finished speaking, she stood up and left the restaurant angrily.
Su Jincheng looked back at her and wanted to call her, but she moved her lips twice but still didn't make a sound. Why did she stop her? Say some nonsense like "Don't be sad"? That would make her even more angry.
Seeing her so angry, he felt uncomfortable. Maybe he really shouldn't have taken the initiative to talk about it? It made her lose face. But now that the words had been spoken, there was nothing he could do. He just hoped that she could calm down.
It's better not to be too arrogant.
Shan Sinuan went back to the room and was so angry that she threw and beat her. In fact, there was nothing to throw, but she was so angry that she picked up the pillow and swung it several times, and finally threw it against the wall.
"He's really good at it! He can't even pretend to be stupid, right? He has to say it clearly and embarrass himself. He keeps saying it's for his own good. Is there something wrong with him? Who uses him for their own good!"
I can't think of heating alone, but I can't let it out loudly, it makes my chest feel tight.
No, she must find someone to talk to and resolve. She called Miaomiao.
"Listen to me, I'm very angry right now, just listen to me!" Shan Sinuan said first when the call was connected.
She talked for a long time, about half an hour, while she was covered in quilt, crying and talking, and more than a dozen tissues were wet with tears.
"...Tell me, why is he like that? He takes the initiative to reject me, doesn't he feel good about it? Doesn't he even care about my feelings?"
Miaomiao started to listen, and even denounced Su Jincheng with her, but now, she was talking back and forth, and her head was spinning.
"Nuan Nuan, stop, listen to me first."
Miaomiao finally interrupted her and began to persuade her: "Nuan Nuan, I think that when Su Jincheng did this, from his perspective, he really didn't want you to get hurt too much. He didn't mean to embarrass you.
Not to mention that he will be proud of you if you fall on him twice. I think he will feel sorry for you even more. Otherwise, he will not take the initiative to say it. "
"I don't need this kind of heartache from him!" Shan Sinuan cried and said, "Even if I confess to him and he rejects me, I won't be so angry. What does he mean by this? Start first.
Strong? Am I that bad?"
Miaomiao said: "Nuan Nuan, you are very good, very good. I admire you for everything you did at his house. You are not bad at all! Listen to me, now, put aside what just happened
Go to the back of your mind and don't think about it - although I know this is difficult to do, you have to give yourself strength. Don't worry about why he did it or what he meant. As long as you know that you have been rejected, it will be ok.
It’s no big deal, this one doesn’t work, let’s find another one, there are men!”