Song Huaiqian poured the wine again and listened to her continue.
Han Meiya said sadly: "I knew it was wrong to do this, but I couldn't help it. When I saw Zhixun for the first time, I really thought it was him. Later, Zhixun chased me, and I was really happy.
I naturally accepted him!"
"Lawyer Song, does my behavior constitute a crime legally?" Han Meiya asked stupidly.
Without waiting for his answer, she said to herself: "I would rather commit a crime than suffer such an uneasy conscience."
After she finished speaking, she drank the wine in the glass in one gulp. She drank a little too fast, which made her cough.
Song Huaiqian patted her on the back gently and said: "Meiya, you don't have to blame yourself too much. If you think about some things from another angle, you have another kind of love for Lin Zhixun. You put your love for that person into
It turns to Lin Zhixun. I think that as time goes by, you will really fall in love with him."
Han Meiya said: "Song Huaiqian, I know you are comforting me. I am just a bad person! No one can deceive people's feelings like me!"
"Meiya, don't talk about yourself like that!" Song Huaiqian said: "You are not a bad person, you are just confused when facing this relationship, and you can't figure out whether you should love or be together. You treat Lin Zhixun as
Being a substitute is not a heinous thing."
Han Meiya's eyes were wet, and she had never felt weak in front of outsiders. She murmured: "I am really in pain. Every time he comes to see me from the imperial capital, I am happy. But when I am happy, there is something in my ear.
The little man was whispering to me, you don't love him, he is a substitute! My enthusiasm was extinguished immediately. When I saw him, I felt guilty in my heart."
"Obviously I didn't feel such a deep sense of guilt at the beginning. When did it start?" She tilted her head, thought for a moment and said, "One night, I had a dream. I dreamed
When it came to him, he angrily accused me of not loving the substitute. In fact, I still loved him! I had a big argument with him in my dream, I love Zhixun, but I don’t love you anymore! He laughed loudly and said that I
You’re fooling yourself!”
"Okay, I'm just kidding myself. Every time I dream about him at midnight, I still think of him." She drank wine and said slowly: "From then on, I always have that dream, and in the dream, his face is
The ferocity reminds me all the time that Zhixun is a substitute, and I have done something extremely sinful."
"Lawyer Song, I don't think you can understand the feeling of wanting to escape but being unable to escape. I don't want to tell Qiqi and Xiao Ai about this matter. I can guess what they want to say to me.
I didn’t know who to talk to, so I had to use work to numb myself. Zhixun told me several times that he wanted to come see me, but I used work as an excuse to reject him."
Song Huaiqian drank wine and listened quietly to her thoughts.
"Meiya, have you ever thought about breaking up with Zhixun? In your current state, it will be difficult to maintain a relationship, right?"
"This question makes me more painful!" Han Meiya burst into tears.
She hugged the wine bottle and said weakly and helplessly: "Of course I have thought about breaking up, but when I think about it, after the breakup, I can't even see the substitute, I feel even sadder. It's very selfish that I don't want to break up."
She whimpered and said, "I am really good and bad, I am a scumbag!"
Tonight is really Meiya's fragile moment of glory.
Song Huaiqian took out the wine bottle from her arms, pulled her over, gently wiped her tears with a tissue, and said softly: "Don't cry, feelings are very mysterious."
"But, I shouldn't treat feelings like this." Han Meiya's long and curled eyelashes still had tears hanging on them, "I will have my retribution."
Under the soft and warm yellow light, she lost her former fierceness, her eyes were full of autumn, like a lost deer in the forest.
Song Huaiqian's heart skipped a beat, and his throat rolled up and down uncontrollably.
"Meiya, you will not get retribution." He said to her in a hoarse and tight voice.
Han Meiya's tears kept falling out, and she choked with sobs and said, "Why not? It's retribution for me to be in such pain now!"
Song Huaiqian felt heartbroken when he saw her crying. It was as if there was some magical power pulling him, wanting him to comfort her.
"If there is really retribution, then it will be on me."
After he finished speaking, he kissed her lips without hesitation.
Han Meiya looked at the face in front of her, as well as her lips and teeth smelling of wine, and was stunned for a moment. His kiss was cautious, as if he was comforting her and telling her not to cry; it also seemed to be a kind of affection.
From shallow to deep.
The moment Song Huaiqian kissed her, a familiar yet strange feeling arose in his heart, and he suddenly thought of that night, the person who haunted him in his dreams.
Is it her? Although I don’t know what she looks like, but the feeling of kissing, it must be her! It’s her! At this moment, Song Huaiqian was shocked, but at the same time, he was indescribably excited!
The crowd searched for her thousands of times. Suddenly looking back, she was there, in a dimly lit place.
When lips and teeth met and entangled in the mouth, Han Meiya was suddenly startled, reacted, opened her eyes wide, and pushed him away.
"Pa!" A crisp slap hit Song Huaiqian's face.
Han Meiya stood up with a bang, looked at him angrily, turned around and ran away.
Song Huaiqian touched his red face with a happy smile on his face.
Back in the room, Han Meiya sat on the bed and couldn't figure out why she and Song Huaiqian kissed each other in a daze? It was all because of the alcohol!
She closed her eyes deeply in annoyance. The feeling of kissing him just now was so subtle, like the person from that night...
At dawn the next day, Aunt Hui got up. When Shen Xiaoxiao heard the sound, she opened her eyes in a daze.
"Good morning, Aunt Hui." She looked around, "I slept in your room last night?"
"Yes. It's still early. Let's sleep some more." Aunt Hui said, "I'll prepare breakfast."
Shen Xiaoxiao was hungover and had a severe headache. She sat up slowly and said, "I can't sleep anymore. I have a headache. I want to drink a cup of hot milk."
"I'll get it for you." Aunt Hui said and left the room.
Shen Xiaoxiao went to the bathroom, took a shower, went to the kitchen to drink hot milk, and then went to the yard.
The sun had just risen in the morning. She stood in the yard and did a few yoga movements. She stretched her body and felt much more comfortable.
"Morning." Guo Jinchen came out and greeted her listlessly from behind.
Shen Xiaoxiao asked in surprise: "Why did you get up so early?"
Guo Jinchen yawned loudly, sniffed again, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and said, "Xiao Ai likes breakfast from Chengxi. I will queue up to buy it for her so that she can eat it before going to work."
Shen Xiaoxiao turned around and continued to do yoga, tut-tutting and said: "I was so drunk last night, but I can still get up this morning. My boyfriend is doing a very competent job."
Guo Jinchen said arrogantly: "Of course. However, when I hear your tone, why do you feel sour? Are you jealous?"