Lin Zhixun was dumbfounded. At this moment, he really couldn't accept this fact!
He frowned and looked at Han Meiya. He really liked her, so much that even though he was angry in his heart, he still couldn't bear to lose his temper with her.
He took a deep breath, calmed down, and asked: "Meiya, let me ask you, have you ever truly loved me in the past few months? Even if it's just one day, one hour, one minute, one second?"
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As long as she says yes, he is willing to believe it and will work hard to restore it, regardless of everything before.
However, Han Meiya answered him categorically: "No! I have always regarded you as him, you are a substitute, nothing more!"
Lin Zhixun gritted his back molars excitedly, and asked again: "What about your body? Those days and nights we hugged each other in bed, were you just acting on occasion? Didn't you have any emotional investment?"
Han Meiya closed her eyes deeply, confessed sincerely, and said without any emotion: "Zhixun, I'm sorry."
Yes, because you really look like him, when I hold you, all I can think about is his face and his body. I have held you and slept with you, just as if I had done this with him.
Everything.
Lin Zhixun closed his eyes in pain, clenched his fists with trembling hands, and said angrily in a hoarse voice: "Han Meiya, you are so damn cruel!"
"I think so too!" Han Meiya responded seemingly calmly.
Lin Zhixun gasped and asked word by word: "Meiya, I still want to ask you one last time, are you willing to give up the first love in your heart? Are you willing to start over with me, you..."
"I don't want to, I don't want to!" Han Meiya interrupted him excitedly, "Zhixun, I don't want to lie to you anymore, this is hurting you! After so many years, in my heart, no one can leave except him.
It has entered my heart.”
She paused for a moment and then continued: "Zhixun, you are a kind and good person. You care about me and love me. You are very, very, very good to me, so good that you make me feel guilty. I broke up with you, and you
Whether you call me cruel or disgusting, it's all my problem and I'm sorry for you."
"That was just your first love. He didn't come to you after you broke up, which means he has forgotten you." Lin Zhixun said helplessly: "He must have other women around him now, why are you still stubborn?
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"It doesn't matter, I'll wait. I'll wait for him to come to me one day and explain to me why he left suddenly and why he left me and stopped contacting me." Han Meiya said firmly.
"Then what if you don't wait for him? What if he never comes back to you in his life? What will you do?" Lin Zhixun asked angrily.
Han Meiya laughed at herself, "It doesn't matter if you can't wait. If you can't wait, I'll just find someone. Anyone can do it. It doesn't matter who you are."
"Since anyone can do it, why can't I?" Lin Zhixun was confused by her words.
Han Meiya's eyes showed distress, and she whispered: "Because you are very similar to him. In the dream, he scolded me for being despicable and shameless, and using a kind and innocent person as his substitute. It was wrong to scold me for doing so!"
Lin Zhixun seemed to have heard a joke, and sneered, "Ha... a substitute... a substitute... what a substitute... You are with me because I look like him; you don't want me, or because I look like him. Meiya,
Good, very good, very good..."
He let go of Han Meiya's arm, said nothing more, and simply walked away decisively, got in the car and left. No matter how sad, sad, and unbearable he was, he still left a little dignity for himself in the end.
After Han Meiya said everything in her heart, she seemed to have exhausted all her strength and became weak. She stood there for a long time before she stopped a car and went home.
The car stopped at the gate of the community. Meiya swept the money, got out of the car slowly, and walked forward slowly. A big thing was solved, but she couldn't cheer up.
"Hey! The beauty in the front!" Song Huaiqian was holding a takeout box from behind and shouted loudly: "The beauty in the front, please wait for me."
Han Meiya subconsciously looked back. Song Huaiqian stood behind and smiled at him, with a warm and pleasant smile.
"What's wrong? Are you listless? Are you too tired from work?" Song Huaiqian came up and asked with concern.
Han Meiya lowered her head and sighed, then asked him: "Did you just get off work?"
"Yes, I bought dinner at the gate of the community. Have you eaten it?"
"not yet."
Song Huaiqian said: "Let's go to my house and have something to eat together. I bought a lot."
"Okay." Han Meiya was in a bad mood at the moment and wanted to find someone to talk to.
After going to Song Huaiqian's house, Han Meiya sat blankly at the dining table. Song Huaiqian opened the takeout boxes one by one and said with a smile: "I brought out the portion for tomorrow morning. It just so happened that we both ate tonight.
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"Then what will you eat tomorrow morning?" Han Meiya asked.
"You can eat whatever you want." He looked at her and asked tentatively: "Will Lin Zhixun come today? Did you quarrel?"
Han Meiya took a deep breath and said, "We broke up."
Song Huaiqian was stunned, suppressed a smile, sat opposite her, and asked, "Have you told him everything?"
"Well, muster up the courage and tell him everything." She felt relieved, but felt uncomfortable in her heart.
Song Huaiqian nodded slightly and said, "Are you hungry? Let's eat first."
"I can't eat it." Han Meiya put her chin on one hand and said quietly: "You tell me, I look clean and strong on the outside. But when it comes to Zhixun, I really can't be clean and tidy.
, to solve it calmly and calmly. I don’t know if it was the blessing of that dream. I felt particularly guilty towards Zhixun. Facing his hurt eyes, I felt particularly uncomfortable. When I explained the truth to him tonight, it seemed that I had used
It feels like I have all the strength in my body.”
Song Huaiqian had been working all day and was already tired, so he started to eat.
He swallowed his food and said to her: "Meiya, you are very good at taking this step bravely! I think that when Zhixun calms down, he will understand you. This matter cannot be rushed, we can only
Take your time and let time heal."
"I'm such a scumbag..." Han Meiya covered her face with her hands and sighed.
Song Huaiqian comforted her and said: "If you can step back from the cliff in time, you are not considered a scumbag. Learn your lesson and don't do it again in the future."
"Hey... I slept with him during the day and broke up with him at night. Am I still a complete scumbag?"
"Cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough" Song Huaiqian had just taken a mouthful of rice when he was so shocked by her words that he coughed violently and tears came out of his eyes.
Han Meiya quickly went over to pat him on the back and said, "Eat slowly, why are you in a hurry? Come, drink some water."
Song Huaiqian stopped coughing, drank water, and looked at her meaningfully. Although he knew that it was normal to fall in love and go to bed, he was still shocked when he heard it with his own ears.