Song Huaiqian glanced at her and said, "I don't know."
In fact, he knew that he remembered what happened between him and her a few years ago today.
"It turns out that being drunk really makes longing come true. At night, I finally waited for Qiu Ming! I relied on him and wouldn't let him leave me for even a step. I kept asking him why he didn't come during the day. I saw that he didn't answer.
I was really a little angry, so I forced him to go to the hotel to book a room. I wanted to make him mine, so that he would never and could not leave me again."
"My silly Meiya." Song Huaiqian was touched in his heart and said quietly, using his other hand to gently wipe away the tears on her face.
Han Meiya did not hide, looking at him with tearful eyes, "But God seemed to be joking with me. When I woke up in the morning, I saw the man lying next to me with his back to me. The memories gradually came back, Qiu Ming
I didn’t come back, I slept with a stranger ridiculously!”
She smiled bitterly, turned her head to look at the heavy rain outside the car window, and continued to say quietly: "I was really flustered at the time and felt that I had betrayed Qiu Ming. But after I calmed down, I felt a sense of revenge again. The marriage registration was so big.
You let me go in everything, obviously you don't take me to heart. In this case, what does it matter who I sleep with? Just treat it as a one-night stand."
Song Huaiqian really felt all kinds of emotions in his heart. It turned out that he was with Meiya that night and he was a substitute.
The rain outside didn't stop, it was crackling, and the car windows were covered with a layer of thick fog. For a long time, neither of them spoke, only the song was echoing.
"Meiya, let's look back now. At that time, Qiu Ming also had his own last resort. It was fate that you slept with someone else by accident. Everything has passed, good and bad, you have endured it.
Don't add any more worries to yourself." Song Huaiqian comforted her.
There was a traffic policeman in front directing traffic, and the blocked cars were slowly cleared.
Song Huaiqian drove the car back on the road. It was raining heavily and the speed was a bit slow. Han Meiya was drowsy and fell asleep in the seat.
She didn't know how long it took, but she felt her body moving and she opened her eyes leisurely.
Song Huaiqian was bending over to put her on the bed, his face so close that the tips of his noses almost touched. The two of them looked at each other in a daze, and they could see in each other's eyes an overwhelming lust.
Song Huaiqian finally couldn't help it, and kissed her lips directly with his thin lips. Meiya hurriedly tried to get away, but was restrained by him and couldn't move.
A gentle yet domineering kiss made Han Meiya unable to escape. Her body gradually softened and she slowly responded to him.
The kiss was so inseparable, and he tasted the sweetness of Meiya, that Song Huaiqian almost couldn't hold it back. But he was not a villain, he had sense. He ended the lingering kiss at the right time.
Han Meiya stayed for a few seconds, came to her senses, wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, and shouted to him angrily: "Song Huaiqian! Please leave my house now!"
"Meiya!" He held her face in his hands and stared at her affectionately, "I can feel your love for me. Why should we torture each other?"
"Song Huaiqian, I said, I am not suitable for you, nor am I worthy to be with you. You are suitable for a better woman." Han Meiya looked back at him with deep eyes and said seriously.
"What kind of woman am I suitable for? Does Lu Nan have a background like that? I don't want to be suitable, I just want the woman I like, and that person is you." Song Huaiqian said excitedly.
Han Meiya pushed Song Huaiqian away and sat up.
"Stop talking, you don't know anything. In short, the two of us will not be together." Han Meiya was a little irritated. Thinking of what Yue Fenghua said to her, she felt like a knife.
"Ever since that one-night stand that happened by mistake, I have a different view on love. If you don't get anything in return for your efforts, then don't do it. It's fine to just make fun of it." Han Meiya smiled self-deprecatingly, "Huaiqian,
I have dated many men and slept with different men. In the eyes of others, I am an unfaithful woman. I am so broken that I am really not worthy of your love."
"Song Huaiqian, you have never had any gossip. If we are together, and my past is dug out, it will definitely damage the reputation of your Song family. Moreover, from the perspective of your parents, what can a woman like me do?
Is it worthy of you? Is it really worthy of your love?"
Han Meiya looked at him sadly, with his reflection in her eyes.
I don't know when she started to fall in love with this man.
She is not a perfect woman, she has indeed made many mistakes, and she does not want these many mistakes to continue to hurt the man who loves her.
"Meiya, you are worth it!" Song Huaiqian said to her with firm eyes, "Who doesn't have a past? I do too, but I haven't been picked out. In my eyes, you are the most beautiful, let the past go by it.
I want to grow old with you!"
Song Huaiqian touched her face distressedly and said softly: "I'm so sorry that I didn't get to know you earlier, otherwise you wouldn't have to go through so many sad things. Meiya, stop avoiding me, okay? Be brave and let us
Face difficulties together and overcome them together, okay?"
Listening to his confession again, Han Meiya's mind was in confusion and she didn't know how to answer him.
"Song Huaiqian...you...I..."
"Meiya, you love me, I know!" Song Huaiqian held her shoulders with both hands, rested his forehead on hers, and said affectionately: "Don't be mine anymore. The Meiya I know is not like she is now.
Hesitant and timid. In my eyes, you are chic, courageous, and have your own independent thoughts. How can a few words from the outside world influence you? I hope you can recognize you clearly.
The truest thoughts in my heart.”
"I'm not clean either..." Han Meiya looked up at him and whispered.
Song Huaiqian held her in his arms distressedly and said seriously: "Meiya, everyone has the right to choose how to live their own life, and so do you. Everything you did at that time does not mean that you are wrong.
Just follow your own wishes. I don't want to hear you say that about yourself again. You are the best in my heart. You are cold and arrogant, you are persistent, and you are kind. These are all things I cherish."
"Do you really not care? Don't you feel anything at all?" Han Meiya asked doubtfully.
"Loving someone is all about loving them. I will not let my love for you disappear just because of what you have done in the past. All I feel for you is deep love."
"Huaiqian..." She cried loudly in his arms, holding his clothes tightly with both hands, as if venting all the grievances she had felt over the past few days.