Xiaoyu didn't know what was wrong with her. She wanted to continue to be wanton and willful and cry loudly because she was very sad...
But subconsciously, slowly and unconsciously, she stopped, because she felt that Jane was looking at her, staring at her. It was as if, under her sister's eyes, she should not be so ignorant, so
He was willful and emotional, so he stopped sobbing, quickly calmed down, raised his head and said sorry to Jane.
"Crying, for humans, is just an expression of emotion." Jane touched her head with her hand, her voice gentle and kind. "When an emotion fills the heart and sadness has no solution, this is a kind of release."
Means, Xiaoyu, if you want to cry, just keep crying, don't hold it back."
Jane didn't blame anything, but Xiaoyu felt self-blame in her heart. She shook her head and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, Jane, it's okay. It's my fault. It was my random thoughts..."
"No matter what you do, if you want to achieve your goal, you will pay a corresponding price." Jian Yi sighed, "Just like when you told yourself that decision that I would stay and help you, you should have expected this kind of situation now.
Isn't that the case, Xiaoyu? You've always been strong, what happened this time? This is...the first time I've seen you like this..."
"I..." Xiaoyu hesitated, thought for a while, finally shook his head, and replied with a wry smile, "I think the reason is because I used to be a black cat, and now I am Yan Xiaoyu. I have become a careless cat.
People's strong protective power becomes pitiful."
"No, I have been taking care of you these days, and I have also secretly examined you. Your body and everything about you are the same as before. Nothing has changed. You are still many times better than ordinary people. What has changed is your heart."
Correction, "You didn't understand before, so you didn't need to care about yourself or your enemies. But now, you have learned to love, so you understand pain."
Yan Xiaoyu didn't answer, but he agreed with her words in his heart.
"Are you feeling better?" Jane asked, raising her hand to wipe the tears on her face, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable? Is there anything I can do to help you... Or... is the best result if I try to leave?"
To hit the mark, Jane is always smart.
Xiaoyu sat up, wiped his tears, shook his head at her, grabbed her hand and said, "I'm blaming myself, it has nothing to do with you, Jane."
"Okay, I know why you are sad," Jane sighed and said, "These days, we have been in close contact with each other about the chip in Nangong Tou's brain, but there will definitely be nothing between Nangong Tou and I.
You can rest assured about this little fish. Moreover, since I have
I can appear in front of him without him discovering any clues, so now, it is even easier for me to hide Nangong Tou, who has lost the memory of me. Now you are in the recovery period, don't think about it, it is not good for you.
Do you know about the body’s recovery?”
Jane spoke sincerely, and every word she said was in her heart. Xiaoyu nodded and said yes.
"Actually, I have seen Nangong Tou's care and love for you during these days together. Every time I come back from mountain climbing, because I want to bring the first information to Master Tang and me for research, I go directly to me or Master Tang.
Although it is said that the main focus of this visit to Mont Blanc is the memory chip, after Nangong Tou gave me the information, the first person he cared about and asked about was always you." Jane stated, persuading appropriately, "Except
One of the important reasons why he doesn't go back to the room with you is because he's afraid of disturbing you. After all, he comes back mostly late at night. When he comes back from the snowy mountains, he usually comes back with a cold chill. You're still in a very important period of recovery.
, such coldness is too harmful to you. He is always in a hurry, always coming back and leaving. This coming and going, of course, also disturbs your rest. Most of what he does, he still considers you. "
Xiaoyu did not express doubts about her words, but said softly, "I don't doubt you, nor will I question Shitou's feelings and everything about me from beginning to end, but I'm afraid..."
Her voice became less confident, "I'm afraid... I can't be as good as you... I'm not worthy of being by his side at all. I'm afraid that one day, he will suddenly remember everything... He is so clean
A person who is obsessed with mysophobia and pursues uniqueness will definitely not allow a fake like me to stay around. I am afraid... that he will drive me away... I am even more afraid... because of the recent time related to black terror... he is now...
Starting to doubt me..."
"Fool! There is no memory, no past, no hidden identity, and the same face. The person Nangong Tou loves now is you, so how can he doubt you?"
"If you don't have any doubts, why did you set up surveillance in the room when I was in a coma?" Xiaoyu finally said the hesitation that had been buried in his heart these days, "Is this the way you would treat your closest lover?"
Jian smiled when he heard this, with a friendly smile, showing a row of teeth, "I told you that there was surveillance at that time, just to remind you to pay attention to your words and not to reveal any doubts about our identities... It was also my negligence and I forgot
Let me tell you, this monitoring setup was approved by Dr. An, Master Tang, and we unanimously discussed it, and it was also approved by Nangong Tou, because you need semi-isolation.
In such an environment, it is impossible for us to stay by your side all the time, so we install monitoring systems to be able to pay attention to and treat your condition at all times... During this period, even if Nangong Tou goes mountaineering and surveying, he will definitely wear a micro-display on his body to always care about and pay attention to you.
Otherwise, why was the monitoring removed after you could get out of bed, move around in a wheelchair and enter the recovery period?"
Jane's words made Xiaoyu look dazed.
When I thought about it carefully, I realized how disgusting I was. Because of my cowardly and timid little thoughts that I didn't dare to ask, I had been worried about being wronged and scared for so long. Just now, I even shed tears and spoke out in the whole villa without any scruples.
Crying like a baby...
Suddenly, she felt stupid and embarrassed about her behavior. Her face turned slightly red, and she felt guilty and sorry for Nangong Tou in her heart.
Cheating, pretending, and pretending to be by his side were enough to make her feel guilty for several years. Now, she actually added a layer of suspicion that he didn't trust her?
Miss Yan...you are really stupid, stupid, and extremely bad.
Xiaoyu's heart darkened, and he blamed himself deeply. After blaming himself, he looked up at Jian as if he remembered something and asked, "Last night you said... there was a breakthrough in research... what was it? Nangong Tou... he... had